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Soloy Jul 8
Dreams of the Past
No longer in this Plane of existence

If I could travel back and start again
I still wouldn't do a thing different

Or maybe accelerate this breakthrough
If it helps me to achieve my goals earlier.

Broken dreams, but my goals do not falter.

I do this now for myself, not for anyone else.
A staunched Narcissist, I am the only one in my life's existence who cares about me.

Let me no longer put my existence's worth in the minds of others. For I know myself - better than anyone else.
Soloy Sep 2024
it's funny how you think
when it's the only reason why I'm staying with you

your egocentric worldview defines

extreme impulses intoxicated by social media

a child artist painting brush strokes to craft your perfect _
- what is?

sacrifice that a child expects from her parents;

you've formed me to become
I _ you more than I _ myself

what about mine needs? as a parent does nothing excpecpt a child to return his love.
Soloy Jun 2023
Communication a supernova explosion
Soloy Jun 2023
You
Who enforce your will upon me
Marinating thoughts that deceive you in your sleep.

Silent awake. Keeping it in. Ball of angst.

Explosion

You leave me broken in the light
While you muddle in the dark

My broken light overwhelmed by your shadow of doubt
Soloy Mar 2023
Arguments every day.
Spreading terror and chaos in my consciousness how long can I keep this up, how long can I delude myself how long can I ...

Or is the emptiness of existence scarier than chaos
Soloy Mar 2023
My meaning in life has been found, yet I am lacking in communication, drive, and the courage to pursue it. Alone in this dream I find, myself, wallowing in dread.
Soloy Mar 2023
Moments of solitude make you realise the emptiness of existence. That which eats up your hopes and dreams. The light seems darker each time I gaze upon it. It seems no longer a guiding light that strives me to reach from the depths of my existence. But rather a torturous dream with no seek.
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