Pull out a knife
Stab someone in the head
**** me now
I might as well be dead

Is it possible
To smile and frown
At the same time?
For that is the emotion i feel.

Click, click
Scroll, scroll
Light shine in my face
Clock is ticking
As I lie awake

What time is it now?
Doesn’t even matter
The birds will chirp soon
I’ll hear all the clatter

My family waking,
Breakfast will cook
“You’re up early!”
But sleep I never took

Click, click
Scroll, scroll
Tap, tap
Roll, roll

Side to side
I rocked all night
A comfortable spot?
No, not quite.

Time to get up, another restless night.

Can't see
Can't speak
Can't write
Can't think

It's dark
It's cold
It's stressful
I'm alone

Alone in the corner
Workbook open
Pen limp in my hand
I can't bring myself to work.

I wish you where here with me.
So I could touch you gently.
Hold you in my arms and stroking through your hair.
Whisper sweet words in your ear.
Feel your soft lips on mine.
Love is a such red thin line.
I would do anything to take
your pain away.
I need you to hear me say.
My love for you is like a beating heart.

Guys, I'm in Spain!
The S is silent.