I think i've hoped for you forever
someone who can understand
the sadness in my eyes
who can feel the same turning uncertainty

With a mic in my hand
I'm a little bit shy
But with a pen in my hand
I'm a little bit fly
My brothers really know how to drops some beats
And Ive gotta find the words to make them sound sweet
So while weve gotta little time to ****
Let me introduce you to my brother oneal
Hes our dj and he makes the rules
And when hes around the sounds always cool
Its true people say hes a little hoodrich
But youll really learn to love him when he flips that switch

You are a mouthful of flowers
And the way your heart beats like a drum
Im so glad to have you for a moment
Whispering in panicked ears
Please let me keep you

We find between well loved pages
Why do all our hearts beat for them
I grew up with 2 loving parents
Shaped by 4 loving hands
1 half crazy hands
But love all the same
So why do i feel you
Harry, oliver, frodo,
Why do i know...
I guess we all have our abandoment issues
I guess lonely is something we all relate too
I guess i know you
In the back of my mind where we are all
Unshaped, and learning to be brave.

I come in
standard white girl voice....
but no mine is to deep
"Im sooooo drunk"
Like tell everyone everthing drunk
Too much tequila drunk
Ill talk about my exes and my boyfriend drunk
Glad my roomates are good guys drunk ,
Want to see you drunk
Miss you drunk
Knowing how to pick my poison drunk
Head hung and bleary eyed
Probably have a problem
But im quitting on the new year....
Until st patties day
Im a writer and i need a new bottle of gin drunk.

My heart feels like it's holding its breath.
Like a two year old mid tantrum
and blue in the face,
knowing it can't
hold out
much longer.

"love you" slipped out your lips
as you were parting
and I not believing that you meant it
and not knowing what to say if you did
Just stammered out drive safe
all the while
I wanted to lay
my heart in your hands
I don't know if you understand
and i'll take a nap at 10 pm
and have a hard time sleeping tonight
because i still wont know if those words meant
anything.