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Isabel 6d
Seeing childhood places should bring me joy
I should feel happy remembering all the wonderful times
But all I could do is stare at these places as if I have never stepped foot inside
All I could do is stare and remember the life I left behind
Having to reopen doors that I closed long ago
Reopening wounds that were simply “healed” by putting a bandaid on them

Seeing the park that I ran around in only makes me remember when I witnessed my brother get hit
Passing the school I once attended brings back when my brother went to the hospital
When entering the home of my grandma one would think I would remember the smell of her cooking or her telling us stories
But all I could remember was when I had to go to the neighbors apartment because she was having an episode

All these places I’ve visited
Places where to others they would remember playing in the swings
Hanging out with friends during lunch
Eating food there grandma cooked them
All I could do was gaze and think how she once walked this path beaming at the sight before her
Not knowing later on that these sights would bring her sadness
9:48 pm 3-31-23
Isabel Jul 3
Te extraño
Extraño a todos los que perdí
Todos los que tuve que despedirme Simplemente porque el tiempo dijo que yo tenía
Extraño el tiempo que pasamos juntos
Todas las risas y sonrisas que compartimos

Entiendo que tuviste que irte, pero ¿por qué?
porque de esa manera
porque tuviste que dejarme
Por qué
Por qué
Por qué

Te voy a extrañar
voy a llorar mucho que el tierra se va a ahogar
nunca estaré bien sin ti
Porque cuando te fuiste te llevaste una parte de mi
te perdono por dejarme
Por el tristeza que me distes
6:08 pm 3-31-23
Isabel Jul 3
How lovely your voices sound together
Like the ocean they flow easily
A calming sound to a hectic mind
A beautiful melody mixed together by your lovely voices
A melody that has my soul flying to heaven
Voices so enchanting it’s like I’m stuck in a spell
Oh how it makes one feel like they’re floating
Floating in the sea on a warm day
Your voices bring me peace
Reminds me of a time where life wasn’t like a hurricane
The sounds of your beautiful melody is the one moment I get of feeling like I’m in heaven
4-22-23
This one was inspired by music! Specifically a Latin boy band I like to listen to but it has turned to representing the days where music helps me during a bad moment.
Isabel Jul 2
He once held her light in his grasp,
guided her in the darkness.
He was once her light and she his––
darkness flowing like blood in a bloodstream

As he leaves, the flame disappears:
no candle or bulb in sight.
Not made to withstand such darkness,
she blames herself for the loss.

As the car door shut, so did her heart.
Leaving a life that once was bright.
Now living in an abyss of guilt.
Her light across the globe.

Alone for so long.
No flame in sight,
only found in her heart.
Something within her changes.


Like a flame glowed differently,
she became her own light.
A spark within herself.
Her light shines almost as bright.
A poem about me being separated from my younger brother and having to figure out who I was without him by my side. You can interpret it however you want though!
Isabel Jul 2
I can love you from afar 
if it means you can be happy
i can live with my scar
if it means you can be happy

I can live with my infatuation
if it means you can be happy 
i can live without your affection 
if it means you are happy
 
i can live without your touch
if it means you can be happy
i can live with my grudge 
if it means you can be happy 

I can move on without you 
if it means I can be happy

— The End —