living and dying
are both the same
we know through the pain
that our lives cant be lame
we have to have trials
trials and tribulations
like godot said
"i cant see red"
so if were dying
might as well know we're dead

they go together like
butter and jam
love and joy are the opposites
i feel hated
full of strife
i want to pull out the knife
is it the right choice?
all things dark
blood rings in my ear
but like the anime
i smile
for death
is freedom!

like walking by a river
singing in the rain
sitting by the lake
having perfect peace

as the days go by
my heart fades
and my silence keeps
as the beauty of the world
passes me by
the love i once felt
holds me to sigh
for when the morning comes
the dreamers awake
the stars fade
as my soul grows still
the sun comes up
and my spirit awaits
for a new day
because if the days go by
without a notice
we are shortning our lives
so let us pick a rose
and enjoy this day
for tomorrow lo,
here in this world will we stay?

i wanted to give you a gift
the gift of my heart
but you threw it at the floor
and said you wanted something more
so i keep looking
for someone new to pick up the pieces
of my heart
and put them together
for a new start

on the streets
of tokyo
pavement far
as you can go
japanese restraunts
anime stores
my true home
to soon ill go

on the lands
of japan
cheery blossoms
shrines and mountains
my one home
to which ill go
and i will see
beauty galore!