She Writes

She Writes Jan 2019

I welcome the familiarity of rock bottom
I have laid my head here many of night
Looking up from the depths feels safe
I cannot fall further
When I have already hit the bottom
Here I am safe, here I am home

#depressed #sad #bottom #safe #home #fall #dark #alone

She Writes Jan 2019

Stars

And even the sun is jealous
Of the stars in her eyes

#sun #jealous #stars #eyes

She Writes Jan 2019

Gone

I slipped away from you into the darkness
Before dawn could shine a light on reason
The cycle must be broken, but how?
Your sun was always brighter than my moon

#gone #divorce #sad #leave #break #up #broken

She Writes Jan 2019

Remnants

The remnants of your influence
Echo down the halls of my concience
Long after I slipped away into the night
Here you are still
Whispering that I am not good enough
I cannot make on on my own

#remnants #lies #influence #mental #abuse #sad #scared #self #esteem

She Writes Jan 2019

Counting Lies

Most count sheep when trying to sleep
I count lies that have been told to me

She Writes Jan 2019

Walls

Look into my soul
You’ll see walls a mile high
Unreachable and safe
Confined and alone

#walls #sad #alone #depressed #hurt

She Writes Dec 2018

Self Love

And through the pain
I’ll find my voice
Turning this quiet violence
Into loud words

I am not my past
I am not my disorder
I am not my obsessions
I am not a victim

I am strong
I am smart
I am brave
I am free

Sometimes I need a little reminder.

#brake #free #love #disorder #anxiety #selflove