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I don't know how I feel so strongly
That I am so wrong for everyone all the time
If I could leave this house for another home
I'd leave lonely and return to my old praxis on a dime

I could say I tried
That I am justified to take my own life
Impoverished and some how still alive
Angry all the time because the high is never as good as the first line

I wish those memories of my life would just stay behind
But I
I am so angry all the time
Because love is never as good as you pictured it in your mind

Your heart told me that...
I'll always be so unhappy
So angry
Until I'm gone
And that life's not beautiful
Unless you're drowning in despair
The fundamentals deranged
The crow asks the Carnage,
"Where are the ruins of our Lord's finest works?"
The laugh brings another crack
To the fragile shell

Tears from the eyes of martyrs
Feelings bargained with barters
The price you pay is your voice
Silenced

Into agony,
Into defeat,
Adjust your mirrors
So you don't have to see
What your success has left behind

When you look outside
See the world is not on fire
Lend your ears
Dip your head into the water
Baptise your faith
Or complain that you've been bothered

When blood is in the wine
You'll drink for taste
Why do we need faith as a weight
When faith is just a diamond
For a dying man
On his dying day?

My tired hands still shake
I'm so tired and hungry
That I don't love
Anything
Anymore
Especially today

No tears
No reason left to stay
With every beat
The blood pushed into my veins
Chillling ice cold
Freezing me in place
As my eyes follow you
Down the hall
I can't believe that I believe in you at all
But I do
Watching you running down the hall
Running the wrong way
Never trying to stop at all
The cold is coming back again
I'm guessing you will not though
As I'm staring out the window watching you
Leave this town forever
The mouths are closed
       Obedient proles
Destitute trials reap the fear we always know
    Treasure troves, a place for morals to hide
Willful to shift to an honorable life on this side
To a judge who cannot be faithful
To promise justice
For our lives
To kink the top brass
Shoveling food out of the mouths of peasants
And coal into the hearth for fire
Fire forging hate and manufacturing consent in the form of arms
But no alarms for my friends in high spaces
You have the aces
We only have our spades
We will grind ourselves away
Just a little a time, we die so disgracefully
In the garden of  disdain
Where the little people were too quiet

To rise above their pain
Shapes a man in the wind
Blows contradictions back and forth for him
Never letting voice reach falsettos
In expensive red stilettos
Coarse is namely the objective here
Stupidity loves obscure
As we adhere
Somehow these dreams
     Slowly start and stop the way I thought they'd end it seems
A frustrating, catastrophic way I played
    The game let me descend into despair at the beginning
And every
girl is always lonely at the end
But never lonely enough for me
If you're a work in progress
Let me be one too
Let's fall in love
With creeping death in our milieux
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