If it had no numbers on it.
It is just a paper.
If it had no color on it
It is   just  a paper.
That paper which controls everything in this world
That is how the world works.
Get a degree to get a high paid work.
No matter what we learn
At the end of the day we will still be concern
about how much paper we make,
Even wearing the best smile ,call that fake,
How much can you take?
Nothing is for free,
when i say''Money buys everything''
Some of you may disagree.
Only the nature is for free,
''Money power is our new civilization''
that is how its suppose to be?
Maybe?
Look around , money buys everything,
Even the happiness
Do you disagree?

Then tell me what is happiness ?
would you be happy if you earned less?
NO, i guess.
It is strange to think
How money decides your life status,
Upper class, Middle class, lower class.
When we all die , we are buried under the same line.
Everything is same , even the sky and the sunshine.
Maybe all money cannot buy is the nature.
Cared less for about it , we started cutting trees
for papers.
''Money ''.....

Do you feel life you need to change?
Change who you are for a person.
A person who doesn't care how much they mean to you.
Thousand times precious to you .
And a million times loved by you.
It's tough .
Would you go against what's written in your faith?
Breaking all the rules and relations?
Where at last you would gain nothing,
but just some painful memories .
Leaving you numb,
Yet i would still say this
'' When nothing feels right just remember i am always there by our side''.
Even when i know i can't help you.
But saying these words might make you believe that its not over yet.
If i am going through difficult times then ,
i would still  close my eyes and say '' i love you''.
Remember me.

You say you are really sorry,  Are you ?
You say you loved me truly , Did you?
All those promises you made and all the those times we shared
Was it all meaningless to you?
Everything i ever did was only loved you
Call it ''love sick''  ,
cause you are the disease and i am the patient.
killing me slowly like a  cancer,  
how do i cure this ,
i am still searching for an answer
I wish i never looked into your eyes ,
Those eyes i fell in love with.
Because now i look at them
and all i see  is lie .

Time passes by,
so did we say our goodbyes .
you look dead ,
what have we done to ourselves?
so shallow ,so numb
Looks like we  don't care anymore.
Looks like we won't cry anymore.
Looks like we can move on, even with our heart sore.
Looks like our love has died.
Looking at each other felt like live less souls
desperately trying to break free .
Hoping either one will try to break free
Still hold hands with a cold souls,
What have we done to our love?

And when you say''i love you''
Somewhere deep inside ,a desperate  soul says,
'' I hope it was true''.

One day, I wake up feeling so unconscious,
  As if my soul was taken away,
I look into the mirror,
And the image smiled back,
I freaked out stepped back,
Who is that smiling?
Even the smile looked as if its hiding lies,
Look into the eyes, I see myself.
What have I become?
I became my own enemy,
I hit the mirror, tell myself ''this isn't real'',
And  broke down in tears.


Gave my everything without knowing,
That I was left with nothing.
Held onto the cold love,
I don’t know love anymore,
Left shallow and in dark,
My happy ending slowly fades its color,
Eventually, everything turns melancholic,
Suddenly my nerves turn alcoholic,
The only way to feel it real ,
was to wear a fake smile and conceal.

Got caught up in many *****,
Now ***** are hard to deal,
So, every time I look at myself,
I laugh so loud that it sounds like a cry.
A cry for help.
I wish I never got stuck in that winter love.
Because I am stuck alone in this cold
Trying to find that same old winter love,
That same old winter love,
Which I thought was my very happy ending.