chickens are yellow,
Keilana is everywhere -
i dont know, im cursed

Am I good enough?
I can’t carry my own heart  how could I carry yours?
I’m a broken mirror; I scatter your face.
You won’t find yourself in my shards
I only multiply fractures, never show the real you.
I can’t carry your burden; I'm a burden to myself.
So, find someone who can reflect your love.
Please shatter me now, before i bleed you first.

sometimes when you’re a little down,
you forget there is such a thing as a new beginning.
but every beginning,
starts with letting go.

Let go...
She’s not worth it.

The moonlight's breezed through my eyes,
such a quiet night behind me lies,
lost in time, space and silence,
i drown in emptiness,
but thats alright.

Finally the time is right,
i never felt so light and bright.
Dancing cherry blossoms on the shore,
swaying gently in the evening's breeze.

I carried love like a wound.
I never let it heal,
hoping the scar would remind me of you.

i water it with compassion,
even though it hurts,
i let it bloom inside of heart,
letting it grow as a disease,
A rose with painful thorns,
hands that bleeds.

I dont want to let it go,
play all those memories in repeat,
it was never nice,
and our love was never meant to be.

But because i couldn't let go,
it spreaded inside,
my very own disease.

I thought i knew poetry,
Looks like i was wrong.
I thought it was fun,
And i thought it was my passion.

Poetry was nice,
just for awhile,
it seems that poetry is not my strength,
nor is it my weakness.

Its best for me to find my true passion.

Goodbye poetry,
just for awhile or maybe forever.
Goodbye poetry,
I hope you will still wait for me.
When i came back as a failure,
You'll still open your arms for me.
The same warmth i felt,
As i went into the community.
Goodbye poetry.

Please let me go.
not because i didnt love you,
but because we were never meant to be.
please let me go.
we walked the wrong paths,
or maybe i did.
it was wrong to love you,
you tore my heart and patience.
we arent soulmates,
i was just confused,
you didnt love me,
until you had to let go.
love that waits,
isnt true love.
You're hurting me too.
let me go