Now I can understand why
They self medicate

Now the weight of the world
Fallen on me

The heaviness of mid-life
Not yet having lived one

Here,
Where it is hot all the time

And hurriedly we go
Like on hot coals

Like in a hell made
Of us consuming ourselves
Sin city
Fake
           A life I cannot take...

A loser hides behind a mask of my disguise
And who I am today is worse than other times
You don't know what I've done
I'm wanted and on the run
I'm wanted and on the run so I'm taking this moment to live in the future
Release me from the present
I'm obsessing all these questions
Why I'm in denial that they tried the suicidal session
Please use discretion when you're messing with the message man
These lyrics aren't for everyone, only few understand

You don't know my brain the way you know my name
You don't know my heart the way you know my face
You don't know what I've done
I'm wanted and on the run
I'm wanted and on the run so I'm taking this moment to live in the future
Release me from the present
I'm obsessing all these questions
Why I'm in denial that they tried the suicidal session
Please use discretion when you're messing with the message man
These lyrics aren't for everyone only few understand