Every summer hits me with your memories
All the hate i held with me throughout
the year turns into love,
Every summer.
Its been 4 years since that
4th of July
It's been years since I heard that song with you.
Everything feels different now.
Things u whispered in my ears
Places we went laced up
Feels strange
I even forgot the route.
Now i dont know where i could even find you
You found yours but mine's lost forever
When it's summer it's all about you..

Sometimes you are the one
Who can calm me down
No one else knows..
To make me laugh
Like hell
So when you left
I forgot how to smile again
Smile lines i had back then
I hated it
And now i miss them
When i see people
Like us
My heart aches
I miss us.

For the 8 year old me, love was
A secret between my mom and dad
It was all about becoming one of them
For the 18 year old me,
It is a nightmare
No one would know what it is
It remains a mystery.
The 18 year olds i see make love for fun
For the 60 year old me,
It's peace
It's my home
It's a place in those hands
Where i can leap and die

Thunder screams
The storm u gave,
I withstand , the garden of roses shattered into dry petals
Memories are forever and not people
I fall in love all again, with the memories of yours.
You're the opposite of my love
How could it be hate, baby
It's apathy.
You grew flowers everywhere i could feel
Until i wouldn't breathe anymore
Your promises were the sweetest honey that flowed in my veins

I didn't realise how much i love you
Until you stabbed me
Knocked me down
Tied my heart to a rope
And every inch you move apart,
I bleed.
Until the last second i hold on
Your everything to me
Your thorns couldn't choke the rose of
My love.

Who are you?
How much i love you
Feels surreal to me
Every time i gaze into your eyes
My heart overwhelms
and tears well up in mine.
Who are you..
The warmth of
your sunshine still shines me up
My  Princess
Will Destiny bring you back to me?

Every night is a long night
With you in my memory
But this is actually a long night
Here I wait desperately
to look into your eyes,
To hold u.
To lace my fingers with yours.
The day i missed it
I want to bring it back,
In every lifetime of mine.
Here i stand the storms
For you
And every time
you go behind someone else,
While i wish the same i do at this night ,
Without knowing this lifetime was gifted to meet you again.