Finger tips
softly tracing heart beats
Slowly dragging me deep
Into a world I don't deserve

Head slipping underneath
Lungs filling quickly
Possibilities

A single sentence
That's all it took for my heart to stop
A single insignificant moment in your life
That has ripped my heart in two
And now I choose
Him or you
Him or you

Their minds refuse to pace themselves
Their hearts refuse to wait
Their faces split in twos one day
Their souls once pure do taint

Their goals will slip
Their dreams do shake
Their honesty no longer exists
Their lying
Their cheating
Their struggle for power
Their need for attention from anyone

Their morals have changed for the worst
Their pants have turned to mini skirts
Their study dates turn to bush bashes
Their 'never shall I ever's' turn to 'always'

They all turn into the things
They swore they would never be
Once they go through high school

I open my eyes and there you are
I close my eyes and there he is
I open again and you look scared
I close them tight and he smiles back

His soft remarks, my soft reply
Your tender hands, my loving sigh
His questioning stares as to why I never smile
Your lack of interest in someone else's problems

His love for her
Your love for me
My heart has split in two

I didn't mind the headache,
or the weakness in my stomach
when I opened my eyes this morning.
All that mattered was his hands caressing my sides,
down past my thighs;
His crooked half smile that made my heart swim;
His huge arms as they pulled me into him,
his determination to make sure there was no space between us;
His breathing as he slowly fell back to sleep,
and his soft whispers in my ear
as I drifted further into unconsciousness.
He
He is the one for me.

Hello stranger, masked friend
Come to watch me sleep again?
Walk behind my shadow
falling down onto the pavement, hard
Footsteps crashing down, hard.
Head snapping backwards as you reach and ****** my hair, hard
Crying as you pull me down the street,
knees scraped,
knees bleed,
feet stumble,
hands fumble,
head spinning,
you grinning,
me screaming,
down the street into the dark.

My dreams are slowly crashing down
towards the bullseye on my head;
I don’t want to face reality,
I don’t want to face tomorrow.