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Ray Jan 2011
You make my heart tick and tumble and stutter and flutter and I just can’t see straight when you stare. And I know you’re there, that’s your breathing I hear, and your chest rising and falling and eyes opening and closing and mouth smiling, oh your smile makes me shudder and I feel like I’m floating when you do. So lean in closer, hear my heart jump, and the butterflies flutter, and just stay with me, in this frozen state of perfection. Just stay here and we will live on forever.
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Ray Jan 2011
I've painted my lips with poison since an early age
Figuring it will prevent heartbreak
Yet when love came around, the tactic backfired
The poison was hooking them one by one
And I laughed as they dropped like flies
I laughed and walked away
Leaving a trail of damage behind
I laughed
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Ray Jan 2011
My hearts palpitating, my world is churning, my eyes are glazed back so I cant see
Which way is home, which way is safe
I’m lost I think
How else could I have ended here, the other side where grass is green
And life is good and days stretch on forever
Yet seem short
The turn I took, straight off my path, I followed him, I’m crazy for that
How can I trust so easily?
Go back to where I used to be?
The talk of love, the talk of life!
I’m crazy to do this to myself, yet here I am in grass of green, my head filled with mush and gush and stupid things.
And I really couldn’t give a **** about the future state of me, because I love the feeling of love
The mush and gush, the sleepless nights, I’m hooked and can’t look out for myself
I’m lost, yet I don’t want to be found.
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Ray Jan 2011
The desire for his attention, it leaves me hungry
Am I perfect?
Do you love me now?
If I tilt my head this way, prop my leg this way, slur my words just a bit
Will it make me perfect for you?
Everything you wanted, I can fake it, just for you
But that’s my demise, isn’t it
You can only fake for so long till he breaks your wall and see’s your true ******* colours
Just don’t love me, it’s not worth it anymore
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Ray Dec 2010
I fell
Into a bottomless pit.
I crawled
And screamed to no prevail.
I threw myself
Into this volcano.
I’ll meet my fate
And burn.
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Ray Dec 2010
Pointy things stick out yet all I see is plump and rolls.
Lay in bed all day and I keep my mouth shut.
Curtains drawn, eyes sore, hair falling down down.
Just let me turn to dust.
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Ray Dec 2010
I'll paint it on, that lying grin, and fake a smile
I'm ok, I'm ok
Pretending, I'm laughing, not crying out for help tonight
I'm dying, I'm dying
This is the last time tonight.

And never shall it beat again
Yet there it is
That tune again
And here I am
And here you stand
I've fallen
I couldn't have

I know you don't so I'll go back
And hurt myself with him
But I'll pretend just for a while
Until it stops beating again

And when I'm done
I'll cease to be
His little doll
To **** around

And tomorrow
I swear
I'll tell you
If you would like to contact me, email me at [email protected]; please do not take my stuff, just ask :) and check out my blog and stuff :)

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