Life is like a puzzle.
Some peices you lose.
Some it takes you forever to fit them in.
Then there are the ones that fit in easily.
I am one of the lost peices.

They can be happy or sad
They can be fast or slow
We all want an ending but don't want one at the same time
Endings help you finish and start anew

I keep it all inside because I'd rather the pain destroy me, then everyone else

It's hard to let go of someone
When you loved them it hurts to let them go off on their own
I can't let it go so I fake it
They think I am ok
I am not ok
I didn't let go because I can't
I care too much to do so
I can't let go
I pains me too
But I guess I will now
I see you with them
I will let go
For your sake

My life is messy
Everything I touch falls apart
I pull away because I am afraid I will care
I don't want my love to hurt someone
Everything I do messed something up
Why can't I do something right?
I am never that lucky
I am maybe just a little more smart than most people my age
That's the only good thing about me
Everything falls apart around me
I fall apart
Everyday
Why?
Why can't the clouds go away?

Everytime I see you my heart beats happily
Everytime you go away it saddens
My eyes light up when I see you
They dull when you go away
My heart wants you
But it knows you care for someone else
It breaks everytime I think of that
I will help you get what you want
Because I care about you
Just find happyness
I will get what I want once you get want you want
I will pass on once you get her