It hurts, not having you near, wish you were by my side, singing a song or watching the sky.
It hurt, the way you lift me up to the sky, only to let go once I trusted in your arms to fall in.
It hurts, knowing you pretended all the time, lied to my face while I was polite.
It hurts, everytime I think of you, the moments we shared, so lovely, so sweet, they make me want to write you, see what you think....
It hurts, thinking you could be the one for me, when all I was to you,  a game, not for two.
It hurt, the dissapointment, the idea I had of you, held you so highly now I look down on you.
It hurt when you ended it, shards to my heart, but I didn't colapse I kept my compulsure even when every word you said dug deeper in my heart.
It hurt, it did, it still does, but pain isin't something I haven delt with before, it'll hurt a bit more until I grow, only to realise
you were nothing next to my beautiful soul.

If words could speak my mind,
what would they say?
Would you understand the meaning they held?

Thoughts get scrambled up in my head,
cripling inside to make the front page.

Then a tought is forgotten, lost at sea
rain drops slip under making it seen

Maby forgoten was better, it didnt hurt
but not thinking of your smile is a curse, even tho they pain is hard to bear

It gets even worse, or that's what I've heard
rejection it felt,  bravery should have been withheld
a risk not taken, my mind still shaken

You think you're stupid because you gave up everything for her.
You think you're stupid because you missed the school dance and the play.
But what you don't remember
Is holding up her hair,
Her laugh,
And how she made you smile.

You think you're stupid because you didn't go to the hangout place,
But what you didn't realize
Is that suddenly that wasn’t as important
As being with her.

The assumption you held about a girlfriend
Doesn’t seem to align with the real world,
And even though you laughed about your friends,
You seem to end up in the same place.

You thought they were stupid because they missed the game,
But it turns out
You were even worse
For not knowing what you were missing
By not having someone like her.