At night as I lie awake I beg
To let me live as many lives
As there are stars in the sky

I miss being who I never was....

A picked flower
Slowly draining
However it could never be
You or me

A change of mind
Withering and closing in
A last attempt of reaching out
For you from me

With petals lost
The flower's long gone now
And I get that
We will never be the same

And I was willing to spend eternity’s alone
If that meant that I could have you now
The memory of you would forever be better
Than to have never known you at all.

I wish I could swallow a dictionary and baffle you with the most extraordinary words in existence.

Green of jealousy
Whereas instead we should be
Feeling sick of pride

And when the lover of the stars
Found himself on the deepest pit of the ocean
He finally understood that all his life long
He had made the wrong choices