Suicidal thoughts creep in like shadows every night
Trying to ***** out the last flicker of my light
You've put up a strong fight
You've extinguished my brightness, stolen my radiance and light

You force me to choose between you and life
Between peaceful surrender and healing's hard-won fight
Between the silence that suffocates and the resilience that revives
Between the facade of strength and the vulnerability of being wrong

You promised to heal my pain
But left me with wounds that still bleed