Is it for your handsome looks?
Is it for your quirky attitude?
Is it because we've been friends for a long time?
Is it because when you talk to me, I get a glimpse of heaven?
Is it because when you're being serious, it makes me think more of you?
Is it your funny jokes that lure me in?






Please answer me.

I love lots of things.
I love the literature club.
I love reading.
I love manga.
And i love you!
I love reading together.
I love making cupcakes with you.
The way Monika looks at you breaks my heart.
It makes me feel alone.
It makes me want you more.
It makes me miss you more.
Yuri takes you away.
But it was our time to play.
Play with me.
Play with me.
Play with me.
Play with me.
Play with me.
Play with me.
Play with me.
Play with me.
PLAY WITH ME!!!
******* Monikammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

The way you look at me
The way you talk
Makes my heart melt

The way you run
The way you did anything
Made me fall for you

But this love is forbidden
I'm not supposed to like you

Even if I told you
What if you don't like me too?
Our relationship would be no more
I won't get to see you

So,
I'll just bottle it up
and never ever tell you



Unless, you like me too.

Troubled, Crying, Red, eyes
The bottle containing
Tablets
The tablets help
Tireless exhaustion knocks the bottle
Tiny white dots
Tick away on a white surface
Transparent to my vision
Too many to count
Try to close my eyelids
To rest interminably
Two, four, eleven,
Twenty is needed.

We became friends
the first time we saw

Something inside me
grew from then on

But you're blinded by our friendship
"I like you," I say
"I like you too," you jokingly reply

Why can't I just tell you
That what I said is true

Stuck with you
You and your faults
But, I still love you

Torture and Resentment
A usual thing to see from you

You tell me my mistakes
And how I'm broken

I still don't know
Why we're still together...

I still love you