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BeeVaishnavi Mar 25
"I hate rains when I'm the one drenching"
Says my friend
As we run from the clouded tears
Our footsteps matching,

A loud echo companied by a angry blue light,
View so bold, so beautiful in sight,
But it
Makes her jolt, tremble in fear..
Crouching amidst, a palm on each ear

Taking her time, her gaze lifting ever so slightly,
Takes my extended hand gripping tightly,
"Sorry" she mumbles as we March our way,
"I'm a woman of patience what can I say"
A brief smile tugs her,
"The was a brutal one, are you not afraid? It's more surprising, you being so unfazed"

"Oh dear, what's there to be scared?
The sky is just showing off it's
freedom to flair
If there's any emotion, stiring at that time
Against my morals it's jealousy at its peak"

Dumbfounded "Jealousy?" She questioned

"Look at the thunder,
Hear the out grown screams,
Look how it lashes it's anger
Making it's presence impossible to ignore
Don't we have same anger
Suppressed all along,
Running through the veins
Likely as a pattern of the same sky strike
But look at the power it has over us
While it can destroy without thinking twice
How it advances to the expanse of Sky
All we have is suppressed screams,
Though we carry patterns of similar  themes."
BeeVaishnavi Jul 2023
It's been 26 years almost,
And yet living like Jack is my best dream...
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
Collision of three trains,
260 deaths,
Destruction of families...
BeeVaishnavi Mar 2022
I promised myself,
To not break it,
I promised,
To be me.
That's the most promising promise
What say?
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2023
Why is the other side of the world,
Where I can never exist,
Looks so beautiful and prosperous.
Like a home that I could never visit.
BeeVaishnavi Oct 2022
Everything around me
Is just going in the lapse,
Quite opposite of what we've been taught.
BeeVaishnavi Sep 2023
I know a little bit of everything,
But nothing seems to be mine,
I'm a little part of everyone,
no one seems to be mine.

But it's fine,
I'm mine.
BeeVaishnavi Feb 2022
Not all the encounters end up to be glad,
Not all arrogant ones are bad,
Not all fangirls should be considered as mad,
Eventually, not all poets are always sad.
Isn't it?
BeeVaishnavi Mar 2023
I heard it's called
"Discombobulation".
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
Now I wish I'm never out of words,
So that our conversation never dies.
BeeVaishnavi Aug 2022
Mustered up all the courage,
I've unlocked the door,
I don't know what's behind that,
Even if I open it,
Would I be able to step outside the door?
Or the concern of this unknown new world and self-doubt,
End up killing my curiosity?
What's making me scared, will it turn out real or is it just an illusion?
I've opposed many to get here,
Will I be able to answer them?
Many questions are making my heart sore,
Would I  be able to step outside the door?
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
How do I tell her,
That it is " the foolish her", which she is desperate to hide,
made her more beautiful, natural and has my love.
How do I tell her, that I miss her "main kya hi karoon" waala laugh,
How do I tell her that I understand the world is mean but,
You can be yourself before me,
How do I tell her without telling her?
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
I've got clarity,
So, I'm at peace.

I'm at peace,
So, I got some clarity.
BeeVaishnavi Aug 2024
Who is to blame?

My ears
Or
Your mouth...

I wish I were deaf,
Instead of
Wishing half world to be mute...
BeeVaishnavi Oct 2023
Chamak Si andher-on mai,
Nazaraane waali raaz-on mai,
Sabar ke pehnav mai,
Gehraion ke taalash mai.

In the gleam of darkness,
In the obvious enigmas,
In the word of patience,
In the search of depths...
BeeVaishnavi May 2023
Reppavesi loppale aapesina prathi kanneeti binduvulu,
Samrudram la yuddhaniki vasthe,
Poraadedhi ela
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
People who have a wonderful place in my heart, and memory,
I'm curious if they remember me,
Like I remember them.
BeeVaishnavi May 2023
I'm someone to you,
That I never had when I needed.
BeeVaishnavi Oct 2023
Someday,
If everything goes well,
And if I'm still alive in my 60's,
I'll leave everything behind
And go into the mountains
I'll write letters to everyone

When you stop receiving them,
Come looking for me.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2022
To the only man,
I've ever loved so much,
My best friend,
The one who saves me from mom,
The one whom I save from mom,
My partner in crime,
The one whose anger is more of fun,
The one who always is on my side,
When I hold your hand,
I don't need to be cautious anymore,
Your hug is the most comforting place,
I'm thankful to God to have you both,
Lots of love from your little Princess,
To the only man, I've ever loved,
Happy Father's Day dad...
BeeVaishnavi Dec 2023
Why do I want to run away,
As if far away, I would be there with me...
BeeVaishnavi May 2023
"Kaash yeh kal kiya hotha",
Yeh iss subah ka pehla kayal tha,
Aur aaj koshish yahi hogi,
kal yeh phir na sochu ki,
"Kaash yeh kal kiya hotha."

Translation:
"I wish it had been done yesterday".
It was the first thought of this morning,
And today's attempt will be
to avoid,
Making tomorrow's thought,
"I wish it had been done yesterday.
BeeVaishnavi Mar 20
Life is such a contradiction
Snickering at it's appease

I'm at a war
Fighting for peace.
BeeVaishnavi May 2023
I regret letting you know me,
I liked it when we were strangers.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
Dear God,
Can you fix my malfunctioning,
There are many nonsense embarrassing memories, I'm troubled with,
Can you replace them with my tomorrow's test work?
BeeVaishnavi Oct 2023
Feeling nothing
A new feeling
BeeVaishnavi Aug 2023
"Uttam", " excellence"
How do I reach you,
Can I ever?
I'm pretty average in everything,
So is the feeling,
But
Will someone like me ever change,
Can I ever be Uttam,
I want to taste how it feels.
How excellence feels.
Why can't I just feel the joy?
What's with all these trepidations?
Whyyyyyyy?
Not sane.
BeeVaishnavi Dec 2023
Overwhelming,
Is it how love is?
I guess it is,
But no one will warn,
If it was happiness or hell,
If love was supposed to feel like this,
Every single moment has become enacting  hell,
To the point where death seems so well,
All the tears that were swallowed,
My heart has reached its absolute swell,
Now that I think,
Am I even being loved?

How does it feel to be loved?
BeeVaishnavi May 2024
I bought you jewellery,
I take you to dinner,
Oh my dear
I know I've been busy lately
But I've sent you flowers and greeting cards,
Yet you seem unhappy every time.

"Or you could have just bought me a Pizza,
You would have won."
BeeVaishnavi Aug 2024
I wanna be free
I wanna be safe

Do they comply?

I'm home, I'm safe,
I'm happy??

When I leave
My body,
If there's is a soul,
In my body,
They wouldn't have much inconvenience,
Adjusting
In
A
Smaller Coffin.....
Safely
BeeVaishnavi May 2023
I'm craving books,
Please give me as many best names as you wish!
BeeVaishnavi Oct 2023
My feelings flowed as my eyes graced the sky,
Finally, I can say goodbye.
The baggage I bagged up, I threw it away.
I'm not sure how I feel.
BeeVaishnavi Dec 2023
I don't hate anyone,
But sometimes
I hate everything...
BeeVaishnavi May 2023
Haal kya hai janab ka?
Jawab kya hoga,
Iss sawal ka?
Zara sa mann duniya mein, Zara sa mann kaagaz ke panno mein,
Hum to kud gumshuda hai,
Humare in khayalon mein।
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
Sleep is my favourite foe.
BeeVaishnavi Jul 2023
Plants are breathing,
So am I,
Trees are dancing,
So am I,
The weather is cool,
And my coffee is hot,
This morning feels so nice.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
It's always those unpredictable nice people,
Who inspires me so much to become like them.
BeeVaishnavi Sep 2023
And no matter how much you push
Yourself,
Sometimes you'll end up wanting to
Runaway,
Especially when
You have nowhere to go.
BeeVaishnavi Oct 2023
The problem is always
With the"nice people",
Who are just nice.
Nothing more,
Nothing less.
BeeVaishnavi Sep 2024
I'm need a new home just anywhere,
Gotta take my despair somewhere!!!
BeeVaishnavi Feb 2023
First
You are
Scared,
Then
You feel
Wronged,
And
Everything seems
Unfair,
Soon
You feel
Exhausted,
And next comes the best part,
You end up
Enjoying it.
Though unfamiliar with
An eye for an eye,
A tooth for a tooth,
But I'm enjoying the game of being,
Nice to the nice,
Wicked to the wicked.
BeeVaishnavi May 2023
Now that I'm seeing it without searching for any meaning,
The world doesn't seem that bad.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
No matter what you choose,
Regrets would never leave you, would they?
So I'm weighing my regrets
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2022
A boosting quote I've read today,
" I've known my limits,
  To cross them."
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
In the end,
My mother,
Is the best solution.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
Have you ever felt
Like you are absorbing the calmness,
Just like a sponge absorbs water,
Entering through each pore,
My inner voices are silenced,
It's so good, I'm rejoicing it,
So this is how peace feels like.
It's like sleeping awake.
BeeVaishnavi Aug 2022
She doesn't like things,
Going round and round,
She likes it short and gets to the point.
But sometimes,
Some things start bugging in her head,
When it was time to bed,
She doesn't know what's bugging her,
And then
That bugs her even more.
And apparently that she is me😁
BeeVaishnavi Oct 2023
I keep repeating the same mistake,
Regret it every time,
It is Opening up.
BeeVaishnavi May 2022
It's a universal thing,
Those who tend to care for everyone,
Always stays in the last place for everyone...
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