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BeeVaishnavi Sep 2023
I'm in the middle of nowhere,
Far away from where I began,
Far Away from where I have presumed to settle,
I run forth and give up,
I run backwards and give up,
I'm between nowhere,
I thought I could go along the clouds,
Somewhere must exist a place,
Where I'm supposed to reach,
But it's not just any empty road,
As much as I wish it was,
The road retains survival and delusional
Qualities at a time,
I'm so into the illusion,
I halted for a while,
Asked the clouds to wait for me,
They waited and waited,
While I took a long nap,
Until thunder-stroking awareness hit me,
Now when I take a look at the clouds,
They don't seem to wait for me,
While I slack off in the wittiness,
Clouds moved out of sight,
I was left behind,
I ran back to home,
But
I'm in the middle of nowhere,
Far away from where I began.
BeeVaishnavi Sep 2023
I've set my thoughts on happiness,
They are so different for me,
Motivation as well,
I don't seek it from the outside anymore,
I went through my Fit app,
It's officially 4 months on and off,
I can see the big lines on my big belly,
Even the slightest flat, is a sight,
I can see my double chin hanging on a little tighter,
Now I will do a thousand steps more,
Now I will happily cut my ties with junkies,
Oh, now I love diets.
I'm amazed,
I cried in the beginning,
Now I'm enjoying the same.
Consistency is a journey,
Of unexpected lopsided turns.
BeeVaishnavi Sep 2023
I want to live and die,
Not hesitate and die.
BeeVaishnavi Aug 2023
My ears are desperate,
Please tell me,
How much you love me,
I don't know, you never say,
Salvation is what I need,
I can not contrast my hunger with despair,
Save me, divulge me.
BeeVaishnavi Aug 2023
Who knew
There's an emotion
Where
Even happiness could ache..
Well,
Now it defines happy tears.
BeeVaishnavi Aug 2023
As splendid as a,
Intense brown Caramel Sunset Beach view,
A realisation could be,
Or as extreme as a tsunami.
BeeVaishnavi Aug 2023
I'm tied,
Tied with the heaviest and strongest ropes,
Ropes of imaginary picture-perfect me,
Imagination is which doesn't exist,
And what I am is how I don't want to exist.
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