I'm trying to free my mind,
By breaking the walls called "others pov",
I want it to be only me and my view
When I think of something.

If I were to grade emotions,
"Pain" would be on top.

Everything born out of pain, and suffering teaches us how to live,

Happiness and joy are beautiful but they never touch our hearts like pain does,
They never stay as pain does,

All the emotions born out of pain are painful yet beautiful,
Pain would never leave us, but once it's buried and settles somewhere inside,
It stops overpowering other emotions.
The fusion and the blend of new emotions we get is called "becoming strong"

The skill when we find happiness even in pain would be something I'll be looking for

I need to learn,
"VOICING MY OPINIONS."
Because they matter to me.

Or else I'll feel like a slave to someone's ego.

And
As always,
I ended up
Picking the pieces of my heart.

It's going to be like this, isn't it,
This is why I stopped talking,
Why not just leave me alone?

Invading my space,
Makes me feel special,
And throws me off the cliff.

Nothing really happened today,
Not even a single thing,
I was good till yesterday,
But today I want to cry so much,
That I started crying and crying
Still not feeling to stop
For no reason at all.
My heart feels like drowning,
No matter how much I cry,
It hurts so much internally,
Again for no reason.

I wish it were the real ghosts
which haunts me,
Instead of the thoughts
"You can't do it", " You are failure",
"Didn't I tell you it'll never work out",
" Just give up", "You are dumb".
My mind replays these at night,
My brain stops working and my hands tremble during exams,
I wish it were ghosts that haunt me,
But yet somehow I see some scope,
I believe in change,
My holy water is hope.

Collision of three trains,
260 deaths,
Destruction of families...