BeeVaishnavi

BeeVaishnavi Dec 2021

I can't even express, neither can claim,
All I can do is to be calm,
My own inability oppress me,
Whenever I step back with fear,
I cry so hard in my heart,
I keep regretting, I keep resenting,
All I do is now to hate my own self,
All I unwanted was and is my own self

For me nothing is more painful than hating myself

BeeVaishnavi Dec 2021

I won't

Looking back then,
There wasn't any success,
May not be there in future,
But still I'm sticking,
I lament that I may not taste the endeavor ,
At the end I can rest with the scent of my stubbornness...
And eventually till here I can say in me there's happiness,
It could be more or less...

No one can deter me now..

BeeVaishnavi Dec 2021

Student life

Now a days,
I really wonder that,
If I've come under 'donkey's drove' Or 'sheep's flock'..

#pissedoff

BeeVaishnavi Dec 2021

Adult hood

Straggler me,
Moving round and round,
Why bother my omission,
Why are my surroundings are so wild and loud,
Just remembering my adulthood adage,
Life is just a "passing cloud".

BeeVaishnavi Nov 2021

They...

They say, happiness lies in us but no happiness lies in what we expect,
They say emotions should be controlled,
But emotion itself is not under control,
They say limits are must, but where do those limits end,

We don't know who are "they",
But the world's running on " They".

BeeVaishnavi Nov 2021

.....

Painful are not those people,
Painful are those words,
And it's not like I can't use those words,
It's just that I have a bruised heart.

BeeVaishnavi Nov 2021

Thank you...

Many came many left,
At some point even I had to leave,
Leave my dear ones in pain,
And they're even compromised, though they don't have any gain?.
For my successful future, and laughably enough which is unknown.,
Thank you my dear sky for never leaving me alone..