The Queen Of Darken Dreams

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Feb 2017

IN LOST DREAMS

Let the rain come on down
let every drop wash me clean
from yesterday's pains
that Dark Angel gave
I became his queen
in darken dreams,
He always makes me feel
I'm ill like I am going insane
in my dreams, I seen my grave
Oh, how that made me scream
Look! what you have done to me
I am among the shying of sad songs
silence remains in my own pains,
in my mind, I will always see
Dark Angel eyes
when you came in life
I don't have one
I'm written down in history
in crying eyes of darken storms
when others seen me
they walk away from me
they call me strange
someone that is locked away in dreams,
My deepest affections are now lost
like a sad song in the crying wind
Autumn leaves fall like me
in darken dreams is where I will be
if anyone is looking for me
You’re the first and the last
you are something from my own past
you are something I pray to never see
but you are always in my dreams
just to make me scream
upon the sea
that makes me bleed out your name
You had taken everything from me
but this you do see
you are so mean,
You take my freedom
my life
I have no hope left in me
dreams of true love will never be
You take my heart
and left me scared
I will always remember
what you did to me
on that cold September
I will never forget the pains
that brought down the rain of me
your eyes
your world
like fire works
that plays over and in my mind
most of the time,
you give me fright from your darkness
You touched me I feel so cold
you stand so bold
even though you are old
your love is something out of my reach
I can still feel you always near
I know I mean everything to you
but you mean nothing to me
this you must see
even in darken dreams
you had to take me down
You are a nightmare
you poisoned my mind
you give me a world of pain
you take everything from me,
I feel so cold
this is the life know I hold
darkness engulfing my soul
I have nothing I could call my own
a Queen of darken dreams
he made of me
I have No exist in life
only in lost dreams
is where I scream to be free
this is where I will be
locked away in darken dreams of him
that always makes me scream.

Poetic Judy /Lilly Emery © 2004

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Feb 2017

Crystal Vision

Crystal Vision

The old cloak down the hall
Is tell time of lies,
I could remember in your hollow voice
The words of anger that cut deep,
You always seem to be so mean.
Oh, how you loved it when I dreamed,
You call me your queen of darken dreams
That make me want to scream,
Every time your cold aging hands would
Touch my body, it gave me chills down my spine,
You would whisper in my ears,
casting so much fear,
just for me to hear all your evil commands,
in a deep voice, you would say,
freedom will never come your way,
Oh, how I believed all your lies in darken dreams,
You keep telling me how much you love
to bring me down, for once I would have to say
that for once you told the truth,
I must say to you oh, Dark Angel,
It’s only your right to play your evil games,
While I dream out your pains,
I could see your coldness in your eyes
While you kept on telling me more lies,
So, listen carefully to the sounds
That are crying out all around you,
Your loneliness is tearing me apart,
I’m not the one that broken your heart,
Those sad ancient wounds,
I can see they are still eating away at you,
Every time you look my way,
Your heartbeat pounds so raptly,
Its diving you mad that I stand up before you
And tell you the truth,
I’m not the one that cut you,
and left you out to bleed
Like you are doing to me,
Oh, I can still remember the stillness
that came between us,
the hollow wind calling at me again,
letting me know I’m back in a place
I never wanted to see again,
Oh, the pains and rain of yesterday’s sorrows,
I would always hear your evil voice
Saying to me, what you lost is your freedom
You belong to me my queen,
The rains started pouring down
With the old sound of thunder,
So, I just started dancing in the rain
Hoping and praying it would wash me clean,
I hear you saying, while you stood before me,
You will always remember me
my beautiful queen Lilly Emery
you are my true poetic love of long ago
this is how are story will be wrote,
I could see in your eyes you aren’t lying this time,
In my crystal vision, I seen you,
Kissing me on a summer of an ancient day,
But I kept that vision to myself,
trying so hard to understand
What this means for you and me,
I know it was always me that runs,
But this time I am stand right next to you,
everything got wrapped up in darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

Poetic Lilly Emery Id The Queen Of Darken Dreams

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Feb 2017

DO YOU REMEMBER

DO YOU REMEMBER
Do You Remember

Oh, I do remember every little word,
Every pain you ever gave,
I do remember, but do you?
Do you remember all those marks?
I had given you back?
If not look all over your body again,
I stud up to my evil beast,
and that beast is you,
I call you out from the dark,
Just to show you I’m no longer scared,
Oh, how the light shine in your night
When I give, you back some fright,
Do you remember the pains I gave you?
Oh, please don’t be confused,
I’m just getting started on you,
Come let’s take that long walk in the dark,
While I pierce away at your heart,
Remember my darken king,
I am the queen of all darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Queen Of Darken Dream Poetic Lilly Emery

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Feb 2017

TREASURE

TREASURE

I keep on loving you,
But you always make me so confused about you,
You lock me away in a darken room,
Where the world could never see me,
You keep me like a treasure
that you always keep on guard,
in the back of your darken mind,
you play evil games all the time,
You say you are protecting me from harm,
But I must ask, who is protecting me from you?
Your old prying eyes are on me all the time,
I know this isn’t an imagination,
You keep my photo next to your heart,
But then you say thing to break me down,
You call this love, but I know it’s all a lie,
I look out my window,
watch the slaves caring a casket to the graveyard,
this kept me in full wonderment;
I see a shining diamond flashing from the night,
Hiding behind the forest sky,
A rare jewel of truth,
It moves strong feelings from my spirit,
Like a renewal of some kind,
I’m in a place of un-refined of my mind,
I start to receive visions from an ancient time,
That is leading me to a place I felt close,
A place I held on to my faith,
where the gift of the Light shined deep in my eyes,
while I have seen, others died for this dream,
I open my eyes while others cry,
they call me their queen even in darken dreams,
when my heart starts to bleed,
The Light would shine to me in my darkest hours,
I start to become humble in the true presence,
I never half to question this true Love,
This is the divine design of all times,
while I am locked away in darken pleases,
I know I am only being tested,
Jealousy and hate with envy eyes
are always at my door,
Dark Angel, treasures my every move,
While he tells me all the time,
I am his for life, I will become his wife,
I will be his queen of darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

Darken Dreams

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Feb 2017

Oh, My Love

Oh, my love I have been reaching out for you,
But the more I reached,
the farther you got away from me,
I craved your touch for many hard years,
Oh, how my tears do flow, in the silence of my pains,
The autumn winds hollow at me again,
memories echoing its own enchantments,
Right in my mind of at time you and I,
my eyes danced around with a gazing of our past,
I remember that stunning looks you gave me
While you swept my heart away,
You my love gave me years of true delight,
your love whispers throughout my life,
Your words always calmed me,
beneath your hidden voice
my name was always spoken,
You my love will always be apart of me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Feb 2017

Broken Is Me

Broken Is Me

I dwell in true loneliness
Where a time my own life wound never be missed,
Oh, I was so broken,
I became a lie in many people’s eyes,
My own mother didn’t say she had a younger daughter,
She only calmed one, and would be the oldest,
We lived in a small town of pain,
where my life became broken,
My heart was always beaten down by jealous clowns
of this darken town,
the home where I live is always empty and cold,
this pain I hold keeps even when I didn’t want to,
my days are so out of place, all I see is the gloom
all around my room,
I know there are somethings are meant to be silent about,
that would be the abuse that is always at my door,
this old would I still hold in my mind,
nothing was ever good about my younger life,
this old past left its trace all over the place,
marked my heart from the very start,
there was never any trace of love in my life,
in the cellar the walls have eyes,
every word that has ever been told,
Came back in full force,
Oh, the pain that came to me
on that cold September night,
in that cold cellar is where you left my heart
in the dark of all your lies,
the daylight falls with dooms of you,
That kept me on confused,
outside the fences the grape-vines ruined all dyed,
the rose garden become a place of rose dust,
Oh. How my mother loved her rose garden,
the roses lost tall heir color, like the tears she cried,
When my own dad left her side,
the woods come back to the mowing field of pain,
where the big old willow tree danced in the autumn wind,
outside from my window the land started losing all its beauty,
lost with time like a rhyme of lies, Broken was I.
where love was never on my side,
My own tears would fall,
like a said little rhyme of you and I,
a sad broken dream always comes to me,
my mind has no peace, I dwell with a struggled aching heart,
when you left me all broken and afraid,
You vanished and left me of your enemies,
On a forgotten past to a broken road of darken dreams,
Broken is what I am, this cold winter night,
All I ever do is cry and write,
In my own blood stain ink, that makes the heart sink.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1985

My Life where my own Pain lives.

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Feb 2017

Broken

Broken

I dwell in a loneliness of a broken heart of long ago
My home is where I live all by my self
This cold pain I hold keeps my day's so out of place of gloom
I know somethings are just meant to be
That would be you vanished from me some summer's ago
You left your trace all over the place of my heart
You left no trace of love the cellar walls hold every words
You ever had to say to me
A cellar is where you left my heart in the dark
The daylight falls with dooms of you
Outside the fences the grape-vines ruined all dyed up
The roses lost their colors
The woods come back to the mowing field
The big tree out side from my window had lost it's beauty
Lost with time like a said little rhyme of you and I
Like a sad broken dreams of a place we once had called home
I dwell with a strangely aching heart when you left me
You vanished and left me of your memory's of a forgotten road
Of how much you truly meant to me
Broken is what I am
This cold winter night without you by my side is taken
Another part of me .

Lilly Emery / Judy Emery old Poem

Dark Angel