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644 · Jul 2014
Mouth Full of Lies
Poetic Artiste Jul 2014
The sweetest words escape a mouth full of lies
You think I am unaware
I see beyond the disguise
I know what love means
I know how love feels
I know the love we have
Just isn’t real

Stuck in the daydream
Of a hopeless romance
We started out perfectly
I thought it would last

The passion addicting
The *** –amazing
Your kisses breathtaking
But I was mistaken...
Your exterior perfection
The interior heartbreaking...

You are not who you say you are
My trust now abused
Drawing an ending sooner than we both knew

No more second
No more third
No more fourth and so on chance
My patience for you has now reached its max

I try to forgive
I try to forget
But you lie and you lie
Again and again
I believe you

The audacity you present
To look me in my eyes and say
I Love you
I Love...you
With a mouth full of lies

The facade of innocence long overdue
This deception now expected
Years you've perfected the craft
A true player’s form
Always sure to cover your tracts

But I was always two steps ahead of you
I had only turned a blind eye
Accepting less than deserved
Now I question why
I am finished now

No more second
No more third
No more fourth and so on Chance

Love does not lie
Love does not cheat
Love does not cause pain to extents I weep on my knees

But still I thought I loved you
I thought I needed you
I wanted you
But you are not the one for me
This love not pure
Tainted, young and naive

I too shall move on
I too shall love again
I too shall be happy and live with sustenance

Fall deeper in love than the earth’s core
Meet someone who digs deeply enough they find my broken soul
They will pick up the pieces to securely heal me
Then I will say honestly
To the love who is true
I Love you.
Sincerely
I. Love. You.
644 · Feb 2016
Never Knew
Poetic Artiste Feb 2016
I never knew what it felt like to be loved,
the right way,
I had been loved wrong,
until the day I met you.
Everything happens for a reason.
643 · Aug 2016
My Weakness
Poetic Artiste Aug 2016
I love the way you spread your legs for me,
just enough for me to slip inside,
Your beauty is indescribable,
from your small, perky, *******,
to your smooth, voluptuous thighs,
Succulent *******,
juicy lips,
I can't help myself from holding onto your neck,
this choker does things to me I can't explain,
I want to please you,
hurt you,
why is it that I wish to cause you pleasurable pain?
You don't understand what you do to me...
I can taste you for hours,
Suffocating between your legs,
drowning in your juices,
and I'll never be satisfied.
I crave you,
Your scent,
your touch,
your body,
your lips,
your love.
I want to bask in your ambiance,
As my fingers roam each crevice of your immaculate canvas,
and we collapse into each others arms,
—your gaze locked with mine,
hearing your hushed voice speak,
of how you want this love to last —lifetimes.
All I want is you.
636 · Mar 2016
Extinct Love
Poetic Artiste Mar 2016
I want love that lasts decades,
and happiness that never ends,
I want to forgive, give, and understand.

I want to fill voids,
and listen even though the bad,
I want to be adored,
and wanted entirely.

I want to love another,
as much as they will love me.

I want to have a family,
and give my kids everything I never received.

I want to travel the world with one,
and create new meanings of life.

I want to love someones imperfections,
their flaws and past.

I want to live with a love meant to last.
Endless love <3
630 · Nov 2017
Sweetness
Poetic Artiste Nov 2017
Taste, sweet as honey,
You’re my favorite dessert,
I’ll savor all day.
622 · Nov 2015
Letting Go...
Poetic Artiste Nov 2015
I had to let you go,
So that I could find myself,
It could have been a shared journey,
But you never wanted to help...
618 · Oct 2015
...
Poetic Artiste Oct 2015
...
Sometimes
Your
Everything
Still
Isn't
Enough.
618 · Aug 2014
Bleeding Poetry
Poetic Artiste Aug 2014
If I bled words
What a beautiful tragedy my death would be.
The bloodiness of murderous verse
Slowly coursing from still veins,
Fascination ensued by the deep redness of my shade
Read me like the deadliest novella.
My corpse dispenses rhyme after rhyme
Slowly seeping into oblivion as time flows by
Smearing the floor with my everlasting essence
The sincerity of my words permanently staining the carpet
Frozen over gaze as you capture the look in my eyes
Holding on to seconds of life as time drifts by
Alone but leaving behind trails of divinity
A beautiful death as I lie, I die bleeding profound poetry.
615 · Nov 2017
Out of Sight
Poetic Artiste Nov 2017
I once loved your face,
Now I hate the sight of you,
Please just stay away.
609 · Apr 2016
...
Poetic Artiste Apr 2016
...
When you said
you wanted to kiss my lips,
which ones did you mean?
Hmmmmm.
608 · Jul 2014
Missing You
Poetic Artiste Jul 2014
Your perfect teeth and beautiful smile
Your freckles
Most of all
Your hugs
The feeling of melting in your arms
The smell of your curly hair
The warmth of your mulatto skin
The energy you would bring
The tighter the hold
The deeper I would sink

I Miss You :(

Is the view as gorgeous looking down as it is when I look up towards heaven?

R.I.P Beautiful
The good really do die young :(. You really did give the best hugs <3.
602 · Oct 2015
If You Really Had Loved Me
Poetic Artiste Oct 2015
I sometimes would wake up to an,
"I miss you text",
You'd say you love me aloud,
I wouldn't cry as much,
I wouldn't feel empty,
I wouldn't have to ask for you to tell me the truth,
You'd be happy when you see me,
You'd hug me and give a kiss,
Passionate kisses,
Meaningful kisses,
Not kisses that made me feel irrelant,
You would smile,
You'd touch me sometimes,
You would make me feel good,
You'd appreciate my body,
Maybe kiss me on the cheek while I slept,
My forehead or lips,
If you really loved me,
I would feel the love,
I'd believe I made you happy,
And that I was the one,
If you really loved me,
It would not have ever felt like this.

Empty,
Superficial,
Cold,
If you really loved me,
Why is it that with you,
All I felt was
**Alone.
There is love and there is filling empty holes. I wish I knew before, the truth of my meaning.
601 · Jun 2016
313
Poetic Artiste Jun 2016
313
You make me feel all the seasons,
At times I don’t know what to expect,
If you’ll be Fall, and give me peace,
Or Winter, when I’m cold, --you’ll keep my warm,
Summers heat,
Beaches, --walks,
Picnics together in the park,
I want it all with you.
Will I be your Spring?
So I can give you butterflies?
I only hope to make you equally as happy,
And fulfill your wants and needs,
It feels like I have spent an eternity waiting for you,
But since we’ve met, I know you are the only one for me.
I’ve never been happier or felt more blessed.
It is as though I’ve known you all my life.
I love that I make you nervous,
And that I give you butterflies,
But nothing compares to how you make me feel,
With you,
I've never felt more alive.
600 · May 2016
Where Are You?
Poetic Artiste May 2016
I don't want to search for love,
I want love....
to find me...
583 · Jun 2015
Prospective Loves
Poetic Artiste Jun 2015
I could have owned bookcases filled with sentiments of my love for you,
I’d have written journals, diaries and stories on the passage of our love,
Where we met,
The first place we’d left ridden with our pooling scent.
I knew from the first time our eyes connected,
I could strip bare and expose my flaws.
I knew the chemistry was mutual,
That our bond would brew and you’d realize our tie.
I’d learn that you were already broken,
That you believed you were mangled beyond repair,
I’d trust you could free yourself,
That you would soon forgive and understand.
You possessed too many damaged knots.
Years passed and you were still a black hole,
No letter, novel, or journal, could soothe over the darkness within you,
Now I am writing with a broken pencil,
Because you are no longer worth the lead I use.
I could have loved you endlessly,
I now understand,
That I can never love someone,
Who will not forgive the past.
576 · Dec 2015
Lies....
Poetic Artiste Dec 2015
It's like...
every time the person I love...
lies...
a piece of me...
goes
missing....
I really hate being lied to....
573 · Apr 2016
Sweetest Dreams
Poetic Artiste Apr 2016
Do you really dream about me?
of my warmth?
of my lips,
or of my tongue between your thighs,

Do you ever dream about my sweetness?
of my hands,
of my scent,
or of my smile?

Do you dream about my eyes,
of my face,
of my gaze?
or of my lips locking yours?

Do you ever dream about my touch?
of my confidence,
of my hands cupping your waist,
or of my fingers gliding inside?

What is it that you dream of?
Confess to me the depths of our love in your mind.
Trying something different. Free write. Official Ending TBA.
572 · Mar 2015
Fears
Poetic Artiste Mar 2015
If I run away from my fears,
Would I then be free?

Would I be chased by my demons?
—Refusing to release me.

Would they knock me down?
Would they make me fight back?

Or would I turn around on my own?
—And decide to conquer them?
569 · Apr 2016
Untitled
Poetic Artiste Apr 2016
I
can't
wait
for
my
chance
to
cater
to
you.
Day 1 of National Poetry Month. I am aiming to write at least one thing a day no matter how small.
565 · Jun 2015
Solo Guitar
Poetic Artiste Jun 2015
You are the beat,
Strumming places within me,
I never thought could make music.
560 · Jun 2015
To My Favorite Poet
Poetic Artiste Jun 2015
I linger on your every word,
A faithful prisoner to your imagination.
Sailing to the beat of your expressions,
I feel myself carried across a sea of melodies.

Awaiting the chance to enter your manifest of stowed away words,
To watch them drift across the tip of your tongue,
As I glide the highs and lows of your quivering voice,
And find myself captive to your thoughts.

To sway with your mannerisms,
To cringe and buckle at the swelling of a tear,
When secret lines of heartbreak and love,
Breathe their first breath of air.

To dream and feel what you’ve seen and heard,
To experience the virtue pouring from inside,
When expressions expressed,
Are more than playful rhymes...

To extend keen ears while stanzas overflow—my goose bumps arise.
Your verse fills a void,—caressing places I never thought could feel alive.
Many pray to heal, you chose to write,
I once was trapped—*your poetry gives me life.
There are healing properties in words.
558 · Apr 2016
Thinking Out Loud
Poetic Artiste Apr 2016
Excited for the days when I can wake up to your lips,
and the warmth of your body on mine,
I'm waiting for the days when we can spend time together,
and be lost in time,
I'm happy for the endless laughs, smiles, and heartfelt words,
I'm patiently awaiting the day,
when I can be forever yours.
554 · Jun 2015
Shut Eyes
Poetic Artiste Jun 2015
I write with my eyes closed,
When feelings are no more than colors,
floating in the darkness of my imagination,
Where fingertips flow fluently across pages,
I can only imagine catch the fallen words,
I write with my eyes closed,
and with an open mind.
Freedom is for my own hands to find.
There are times you believe you are ok. You fool yourself enough the world believes and when you are in the closure of your own being and leave expression solely on feeling free, then and only then will it show you are a little unsteady.
553 · Dec 2015
R.I.P - R.J.K
Poetic Artiste Dec 2015
When they said,
the good die young,
I didn't know,
they meant you..
Sadness loss hurt pain life matters
545 · Jun 2015
This Walk...
Poetic Artiste Jun 2015
I used to walk on stage seeking to please others with my verses,
As if my two-cents would somehow—
Seep into the audience and change ulterior motives.
As though poems of true love, respect,
And confidence would touch you like it touches me.

Then I learned this walk,
Is more than hurling metaphors into the atmosphere,
and seeking fulfilling reactions.

This walk is more than wordplay,
Puns of foreplay,
—And kissing the microphone with my rhymes.

This walk is MY Freedom,
See, I know this walk,
I strut with this walk,
I speak, I feel, I see with this walk,
And when my destination is reached,
I make this stage MY home.

No approval needed,
This is the journey of a poet,—
If you can feel it, you can speak it!
544 · Jul 2014
Her Favorite Book
Poetic Artiste Jul 2014
Like the pages of a book,
I slipped through her fingers.
So intrigued by my sheets,
Each chapter leaves her breathless—wanting more.

A labyrinth of words,
Mere lines and curves—but full of meaning.
So absorbed reality has vanished,
She loses herself inside of me.

Like shadows cast from an open flame,
On her, my silhouette I leave.
Like sand to an incoming tide,
Be swept away in me.

My characters,
The excitement,
The new universe I bleed,
My Ink stained canvas—
Her escape to a new dimension is held within me.

We journey across worlds—in the same room,
I take her up mountains,
We swim across oceans,
Soar from country to country—
Her imagination free to run wild,
My hardcover constraints do little to confine me.

Spread me open,
Dive head first into my pages and reside there with me.
Lust for my contents—
Weep for the lives expired within me.

Become lost in the passion,
Written tears become real tears—emotions:
Memories,
Pain,
Anger,
Sadness,
Happiness,
With each new read she feels alive with me.

My plot— so sweet,
Once she tastes me— she realizes she was always starving.
The bookmark—her utensil,
She stops and goes as she pleases,
Feeding on the juices of a hunger that she can’t appease.

I am her favorite book.
Within me she tunes out everything,
I take her to new heights.
A free mind— captured by my mystery,
My pages are never-ending.

We will live,
We will age,
Only the smell and feel of me will change.
Yet she will always wonder what my next page holds.

I have left my mark.
Whether I lie on the side table,
Or rest upright on a shelf,
I, her favorite book— am always within reach.
Dedicated to Lana J. Palmer <3. The one who inspired me to take my writing more seriously :)!
542 · Jul 2015
Tearful Memories
Poetic Artiste Jul 2015
Time flew faster,
When we were together,
Sunsets were brighter,
Laughter was louder,
*** was mind blowing,
Conversations were endless.

Then the time came,
When those same conversations seemed stretched,
Laughter rare,
Sunsets were dim,
And the *** came to no longer exist.

Maybe, we were never meant to be together.
539 · Oct 2015
Gender Lines
Poetic Artiste Oct 2015
These boundaries,
wouldn't seem so blurred,
if I dated a him not a her.
Maybe women aren't right for me. Femme women at least are starting to feel all too wrong.
534 · Sep 2015
Broken
Poetic Artiste Sep 2015
I wonder if....
I can ever,
Love anyone.
again.
529 · Mar 2016
Dueling Conscience
Poetic Artiste Mar 2016
I'm at constant war,
With the voices inside of my head.
529 · Dec 2015
No More
Poetic Artiste Dec 2015
No more Good morning texts,
No more Good nights,
Surely no more kisses.

No more cuddling,
No more care,
No more apologies,
No more trust.

No more surprises,
No more gifts,
No more dinners,
No more ***.

No more love,
No more us,
No more giving,
No more regret.
No more being good to people who do not appreciate the good you do until it is too late.
513 · Feb 2016
...
Poetic Artiste Feb 2016
...
If you knew how much I loved you,
you'd never have to question it.
510 · May 2016
Let It Go
Poetic Artiste May 2016
I know that you've been hurt,
and forgiveness hasn't come easy.
I know that you're afraid,
of giving yourself away.
I know your heart is pure,
and the pain within remains.
But I pray to God someday,
all your broken pieces become mended,
and the terrible memories erased.
Hurt people, hurt people,
Not one of us is perfect,
You'll always be hurt by someone,
find the one who's worth it.
502 · Mar 2015
A Poem for You
Poetic Artiste Mar 2015
I thought I’d write a poem for you,
But what would I say?
That you brighten my life,
And give me better days?
Or that my life is incomplete without you,
When in actuality I felt complete before you,
But now that I have you, I feel whole.
I could write line after line,
Pouring out my muse,
But wouldn't that mean
I’d be pouring out you?
When in thought does each reflection of you not surface?
Where the beauty in your passion,
The ferocity in your person,
The tenderness of your touch,
The scent of your love,
Is all I have ever wanted for us?
If I wrote a poem for you,
It would be everlasting,
Because you, my love, are my ending—
As well as my beginning.
500 · Nov 2017
Attraction
Poetic Artiste Nov 2017
I tried to break free,
Avoiding, -no easy task,
Swept right off my feet.
499 · Jul 2014
Better Left Unsaid
Poetic Artiste Jul 2014
My eyes tell stories my mouth fails to speak
Words are a burden
When the causes leave streams of tears on me
It is all better left unsaid.

If I lower my lids will my secrets be safe?
Shut the windows to my soul
Keep them closed
And the awful memories be erased

Or will they come back to haunt me
Again another day?

When will I truly be happy?
Forgiving and forgetting are by far two different things.
499 · Mar 2016
Can We?
Poetic Artiste Mar 2016
Can we lie in the sand,
and watch the clouds go by?
While the sun sets,
and the tide waves edge higher?
Can we dip our feet in the water,
and play within the sand?
Until we're in each others arms,
silent and attentive,
All I want to have is you,
safe and in my presence.
492 · May 2016
Impossible
Poetic Artiste May 2016
Loving another is impossible,
when you can't love yourself.
490 · Mar 2015
Stay (13W)
Poetic Artiste Mar 2015
If I were to walk away would you then ask me to stay?
They always seem to want you more when you stop wanting them.
490 · Mar 2016
Where..
Poetic Artiste Mar 2016
I question to this day,
where you came from,
Why I met you,
and if this feeling,
is because we have met before.
488 · Mar 2016
...
Poetic Artiste Mar 2016
...
Did you ever really love me?
Or was it all a lie?
487 · Jun 2016
I Waited For You
Poetic Artiste Jun 2016
I feel myself...
taking steps towards love...
I no longer believed existed...
483 · Apr 2016
Kiss It Better
Poetic Artiste Apr 2016
He thought a kiss would fix it,
as if these wounds could be erased,
by a simple delicate gesture,
alongside mind blowing ***,
He thought I'd stay,
even as he pierced me with lies,
Hurt People, hurt people,
Until they feel hopeless and empty,
--he's begging me for another chance,
says he will do anything to be with me,
I asked what he is willing to do,
to become a better man.
I know I need to leave,
*but my heart is in his hands.
477 · Mar 2016
Happiness
Poetic Artiste Mar 2016
I wonder what happiness is,
Because I do not believe I have ever felt it.

Is it the smiles that don't escape
and the tears I've never cried?

Is it the hole I feel within me
or the brightness at times?

Is it what I have been missing in life?

Is it beauty?
Is it trust?
Is it opposite sadness?
--Love?

Is is remembering the pain,
knowing something better came of it?

Or is it pretending the bad didn't happen,
as if a cure.

Is it why I'm writing my thoughts
and acknowledging what I believe is to come of life?

Or is it a subtle plea,
for more meaning...in mine.
What does happiness mean to you? I think I've lost my grasp on it.
465 · Jun 2016
Love
Poetic Artiste Jun 2016
I could love you forever,
and that still wouldn't be long enough.
465 · Oct 2015
Unwanted
Poetic Artiste Oct 2015
I want to be wanted,
To be drowned in the affection of one,
I want to be pleased,
Sexually,

Mind blowing ***,
*** so good the mere thought makes me wet,
I want to be wanted,
Sexually.

I want to be craved,
To hear you screen my name,
And shiver when I touch you,
In your most sensitive place.

I want to please,
To taste every inch of your body,
Until you've collapsed,
With no energy for more.

I want to make you mine,
To tie you down,
And blindfold your eyes,
To let warmth and ice have its way.

I want to please.
I want to be pleased.
I want to be wanted,
sexually.
456 · Nov 2015
Lost Loves
Poetic Artiste Nov 2015
Everyone's falling in love,
and I'm left to figure out,
why everyone I love,
leaves.
Fleeting thought.
456 · Mar 2016
Stitches
Poetic Artiste Mar 2016
To look back at myself,
And see that I’m healing.
When I thought I’d be broken forever,
But you came into my life,
And provided what I’ve been missing.
Taking steps to being made whole again.
451 · Jun 2016
...
Poetic Artiste Jun 2016
...
I was told,
When you break a poets heart
you are forever in their lines.
442 · Jul 2014
Never Good Enough
Poetic Artiste Jul 2014
Nothing I ever did was good enough for you
Surprise visits
Unexpected gifts
Handwritten cards I’d mail with a kiss

The scent of my perfume on the envelope
My finest cursive written within
My sole purpose was to make you happy
My heart’s content to make you smile

You didn’t believe my actions were genuine
Trapped in the sense of being undeserving
Allowing your subconscious to tear you down
Tale after tale

Pushing me astray
Ruining us deliberately
Instead of letting faith play its role
You drove me away with your denial

Your mission now accomplished
I fell out of love with you
Another shattered heart I have to mend
Bitter heartache is the release of being freed

I had to let you go
Nothing I could tell you would make you believe,
You are worthy of me.
How is it that people always tell me I am too good for them or that they do not deserve me? Why do we settle for less or equal when we could have more? Low Self Esteem gets the best of too many.
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