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Phoenix Nov 2015
I'm not afraid
Of you

I'm not afraid
To be me

I'm not afraid
To tell you the truth

I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid

.....

I'm terrified
Of you

I'm terrified
To be me

I'm terrified
To tell you the truth

I'm not afraid
I'm terrified

**OF YOU
Phoenix Nov 2015
How can you tell
When you care so much
It hurts
How can you tell
When you cross the line
Between friendship
And whats on the other side
What do you do
When he is all you can think about
But he isn't within reach
How do you hide
What you feel inside
From your best friend
Why is it so hard
To accept having to share

But most of all
**What do I do with these feelings?
Phoenix Nov 2015
Small councilor
Purring with care
Tear soaked fur
And my small sniffles
In your ear
You're my small pillow
But you don't mind
Gental forehead kisses
Until my pain is at bay
You're my little councilor
My furry best friend
I don't know what I'd do without you
You're with me till the end
Phoenix Nov 2015
5 months
   153 days
          3,672 hours
I still taste your kiss
    I still feel your embrace
           I still hear your voice
But I also hear the fights
    I still hear the insults
           I still feel the guilt

I want to hate you
I want to despise you
I want to push you away

But I can't

I can't stop loving you
I can't stop thinking of you
I can't breath around you

I hate myself
But I miss you
Phoenix Oct 2015
Today is the day
The ghouls come out
Today is the day
We shed our skin
We show our monsters
We become our true forms
Everyone has something they fear
Something they hide
Something evil inside
Tonight's the night
When the true monsters
Are exposed
Watch your back
Because they just might attack
Happy Halloween
To all you ghosts and gouls
Phoenix Oct 2015
Can you smell them?
The smell of sulfur burns my nose
Can you hear them?
It's the screeching of nails on a chalkboard
Can you feel their presence?
It's the chill on your neck at night
They are monsters
They are the reason you're afraid of the dark
But you knew that didn't you?
They are a part of us
They feast on our very souls
Devour our sanity
And it's almost time
For them to come out
So beware young ones
Beware
  Oct 2015 Phoenix
MC
a child
So small and fragile
So innocent and strong
So delicate and alive
So wanting to belong

you*
So cold and unforgiving
So weak and towering
So uninhibited and fumbling
So dead and crumbling

You turned the child into you
You made **** sure of that
You turned the child against the world
You made its foundation crack

The child wanted to breathe
The child wanted to laugh
The child needed love
The child got none back
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