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287 · Oct 2018
Reset
EmperorOfMine Oct 2018
Annoited within the bleeding
Left falling in broken endings
A story built on our showers
A horror built up like towers

Humanity is resetting
Repeating all of our actions
Resulting in stories setting
A looping theme of the masses

A tragedy's in progression
No peace sent into the pending
Will, we ever have a session
That'll end without us pleading

Absence in understanding
We'd not know what's up ahead
As we wander the forest thinking
We've won when we've lost instead.
285 · May 2018
Happy Holiday- Memorial Day
EmperorOfMine May 2018
Can there be anything better than this?

When the grass now can dance, and the flowers can swing
When the sun smiles wide, and the birds start to sing
As the clouds, all fade out, as waters soon do shine
For the butterflies fly, and the humans are kind

Must I ask it again, what is better than this?

May no rain come down unless plants start to wither
Or animals cry because they see the winter
Please, know that the heat can only do so much
So then nothing is better, there's nothing of such

When lights of the cities make way for the stars
As the night meets the calming, silence mutes the cars
So we dance in the night or we sleep till the day
For there's nothing to fear on this good holiday
I simply hope that you know that-that is okay

And that you too have a wonderful, fun, holiday.
:)
284 · Mar 2019
Unpopular
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
Never asked to be popular
But he does want to be heard
Cause he won't like being attended to
Only when he's no longer able to even produce a word

Full of false fortunes
In a world of many lives
Crafted by selfish innuendos
Pretending that in this we thrive

Busted broken fallen towers
Crashing collapses decorating his broken shell
Shame the story of the advocate
Always ends with his casket and not a single tear that fell

But the thriving will say that they did their best
Even though they only felt him detestable
Claim it how you will, they've shunned him
And now this silence has become reciprocal.
284 · May 2018
Mð†h
EmperorOfMine May 2018
I bug you don’t I?

I can tell…

We could have peace.

But yet we yell.

How are we friends?

Cause we are not…

For you just wished, that I would rot.

And all the eyes that start to stare,

I wonder how did they get there.

You like to watch me suffer.

Why?

Your bitter eyes want me to die.

Did you let them plant evil seeds?

Cause I can see the potent weeds.

I feel for your pitiful soul.

Tell me, what is it,

What’s your goal?

Do you want me to go away?

That love, we had,

It did decay.

But why do you think I’m a moth?

You aren't a flame sitting on cloth.

I’m not attracted to you though.

Of course, I’m not and you would know.

So stop the animosity.

Don’t use your powers to be mean.

I will use Sage if I have to.

You’ve died and now your soul is due.

I can show mercy, don’t be scared.

Just remember, I never cared.

I was your friend, cause I’ve no fear,

But you hit me, I’ve lost a tear.

I'd had it,
No more,
I am done.

I’m not afraid, I’m not the one.

So what If I may seem crazy.

Why would I let them just faze me?

OF course, I would no longer mourn.

Why do you seem so freaking torn?

It’s time to end this drama now.

You were the reason this was foul.
(MOTH PROJECT)
283 · Aug 2021
Untitled
EmperorOfMine Aug 2021
If it were all a game, jumping from floating device to floating device,
Just a player trying not to drown, hoping your home is your next touch down,

As the house full of water gradually increases in it's fill, and the monsters lurking the corners pick fights with you up until,

Come, the crown may fall to the ground, but if it were all a game, you could pick it back up again...

And the back way appears as the front and the front as the back, a game that is strange, maybe it would feel less painful...or maybe it would feel....
280 · Feb 2019
Jester Of all Suits
EmperorOfMine Feb 2019
I passed my hat
There was a Jack
I knew I'd have a better Job
The Jack will bow
I rid a cow
Went down to join a raging mob
There stood a king
Next to a queen
Attempting to keep them all calm
I threw a card
I know it's mean
I mean it slid out of my palm
Lined in metal
Sliced off his head
I threw more cause it's just a game
They hopped and chopped
It's called hop-scotch
No one wanted to soon be lame
I found his crown
And fled the scene
My choice of paint is always red
Hear, hear, your king
You better sing
Or the new game will be you're dead
No care the place
I'm there, i'm pleased
That's how I came to gain some fame.
There's isn't peace
But let us feast
I wear my smile like your pain
I'm called Jester
Of all the Suits
Because I equal to their might
Call me a freak
You sad pipsqueak
But all will know that I can fright.
278 · Sep 2018
Thought Trash
EmperorOfMine Sep 2018
Came back from work today...I'm not allowed to fix any mistakes
All I keep doing is thinking and thinking and its driving me
down
down
down
into the full yet empty darkness settling down
comforting the silence
and yet Ive never screamed louder
crying in a distant commotion
confused about my own morality
tragedies happen every day
and yet I'm not happy
You can't expect me to be smiling
Depression comes and goes like your shadow
Gathering all the thoughts you have and then molding them into a weapon
shoving them down your throat
suffocating until you croak
over
over
over
game
over
.
.
.


then theres a light
shining above you
begging you to step back in
the weight on your feet
pulling you into a darkness without end
how did this all begin
when will this ever end
end
end
end
e..
n..
d.....


s o m e t i m e s
o u r
m i n d
i s
a s
p a p e r
t h i n
a s
o u r
  *s o u l
Words pile up like *****
277 · Sep 2018
Bloody Murder
EmperorOfMine Sep 2018
It's easier said than done
Silence when they draw the gun
No way to escape
Try to run
Screaming...
****** ******
What did this become

La-la looping around ties
Must be scary
Time must fly
It's too late to try and hide
****** ******...
My
Oh
My
272 · Oct 2020
October
EmperorOfMine Oct 2020
I don't know if I'm ready for what you are about to do to me
will you **** me?
Fear filled, I'm handcuffed to the misery of the past.
Nothings meant to last, but losing people...it's the glass
filed underneath my feet, weak and underappreciated...

The consecutive destruction provided every year, on this month,
I find it harder to cope with, and maybe...I'm not supposed to cope

Maybe, maybe you will destroy me.
I can feel myself becoming unsteady.
271 · Dec 2018
Untitled
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
This looks like a dream I once had...

Too peaceful to be a nightmare.

Too somber to be a daydream.

I don't like this feeling.
It's deja vu,
I've become sad.

At a distance is a silence,
A drop in the soul,
It's something truly bad.
269 · Oct 2018
aMUSEd.
EmperorOfMine Oct 2018
Leaves aren't appreciated until they're dying.
.
.
Even if they were, you wouldn't know.
.
.
After death, harsher death comes...and yet it's the most beautiful silence you can ever have.
.
.
Sometimes the sun can be too hot, and sometimes the air can get too cold...but people walk in the snow in shorts and bathe in the sun.
.
.
How can you envy someone else who envies you and not see the ignorance?
.
.
Why do people feel obligated to yell when they don't understand things...
.
.
Why do we spend so much of our time trying to make mistakes that we know we'll regret and hate afterward?
.
.
If there is no God, then what is God?
.
.
Why do we excuse our wrongs; pretending our wrongs are for the benefit of another when it is never...?
.
.
We've enslaved something that was wild until it obeyed us...but sometimes they get unstable too.
.
.
Why do we spend our lives to spend our lives with money; where did this value go wrong?
.
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Why do people always look for the wrong in something and the right in something, but no one looks for what's logical on the other side?
.
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Why does it hurt so much to be alone...and it hurts so much to be surrounded...?
EmperorOfMine May 2018
They're scared
You know who
It's the monsters
This is true

Watch them suffer
Smile more
They deserve it
Watch blood pour

Don't be scared
It's their fault
There was peace
We were taught

It is gone
Yes it is
They took it
They are wrong

So they burn
Like they should
No one lives
There's no good
;)
265 · Apr 2019
World's Tension
EmperorOfMine Apr 2019
There's that lingering tension
Think this restriction's commissioned
Feel that strong impending doom
Coming for us on a mission
Some of us shrug it all off
And other's bulk up and guard
Can't decide what we should do
But we know we cannot charge
Are we to wait for defeat
Will we have some type of chance
Or should we just go retreat
This isn't our type of dance
This feeling doesn't feel right
As if the world might explode
Yet for some reason, I grin
Who knows what the future holds
264 · Mar 2019
If Snacks Could Talk.
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
All those nights Giddy on energy
Just to get treated like a loose and ***** penny...

Limited mindset made you think there's plenty
I'm not like your pile, I'm rare to the many.

My cost may lack profit
My value skyrockets
I'm not high on ego
Your eyes left your sockets
I've given you your chance
I'm the limited edition

Cause I am my only
And you've made your decision.
262 · Dec 2018
Light Demon
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
Tell me when the light burns.

When you do, it's my turn.

I won't coat my pain in your sugar.

Just because you see reality's triggered.

I'm going to light this path of pain.

Reveal the demon that looks just the same.

Not all evil lurks only in the dark.

Did you not know that the light, too, can hurt?

Words aren't only valued when they sound sweet.

So when I tell you the hard truth, it's said for you to keep.

It's out to relate, something that's shied from.

A risk for the worst, but the worst has already come.
260 · Aug 2018
Friend
EmperorOfMine Aug 2018
When did thunder ever sing?

There, such a melody screaming through the ceiling.
When did clouds ever start to cry?

Such a high, the world goes blind.
Little dreams from distant lights.
In the sky, there are many wonders.
So with dark, there will be frights.

Still in the ice where you may ponder.

How did we ever get so bold?

Minds expanding in this shelter.
Evergreening life, so old.
This world we lean on like a shoulder.

May we grow with it as one.
Let not this world have a war.
Might it maim us all or none,
Nature's realm, our friend, for sure.
Are we Nature's friend, or is Nature OUR friend?


Let us hope we are one together and fight to keep some kind of calm.
260 · Jan 2019
Dark Smile
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
Shadow figures latch aboard
A roller coaster in the wind
A sudden stop, an abrupt plot
A sly smile drenching with sin
The lights are gone, wave off your mind
Blackout and dazed, now that's a sign
It's Deja vú forming again
When will we know when this will end
EmperorOfMine May 2018
I'm no popstar

I can't make you dance

I have no rhythm

But that isn't the plan

Have you noticed...

We are chained down

Staring up at...

Demons on the ground

As we shout out, help

Who comes rescuing

I've not seen one

I've seen nobody, nobody

To come help me or you

Watch them turn their eyes from the view

Once you realize that they knew...

That this would happen soon

But no one comes to help

They'd rather keep to themselves

But why spew lies for your health

You say this but act that

So let us get to the POINT

If you want, go grab a joint

This right here's about to get deep

Please sit down, you'll need a seat




We're in a motion picture
Trying not to have a seizure
Crying with a smiley face
We look like a mental case
Rapid noises make us crazy
Drowning from the depressions
Money's been powerful, lately...
I've been feeling pretty stress

You come home, sit down
You used to laugh but now you frown
You can't get up, gravity-bound
You lost your words within the sound
As time moves on, you see the waste
The blood of souls that lost their way
And first comes lust and then our wants
Before our needs that we should hunt
But what's the fun in being good
And what's the good in being wise
I watch this all play out often
I see faces morph with lies


As everyone dies
And We start to cry
We wish we could fight
But we choose to fly
Away from the war
No way in for peace
A gate to the heavens
But you'll need a key
As fire does grow
And evil has bloomed
We love to mask it
With music and soon...
We won't get to hide
The light starts to shine
Exposed to the truth
Scattering in rooms


If you got this far

Just heed to my theme

We really need peace

It's not what it seems

There puzzles of course

Can makeshift our dreams

A system's been made

Our being will fade

Your choices have power

Someone does get paid

Your soul is at war

To you, it may bore

Someone holds your hand

The other ignores

They both want you still

Though who will you choose

I wonder who feels

The best into you
259 · Aug 2018
One of A Kind
EmperorOfMine Aug 2018
Sometimes I stare through my window.
My reflection looks back at me.
Why do I sit all by myself?
No friends in such solitary.
Though I don't hate being alone.
I think it will drive me insane.
Why can't I be good on my own?
This life is like a cloudless rain.
Light wipes away all of my tears.
I see my shadows disappear.
I guess this means I'm not alone.
Good, cause that's something I do fear.
I always wanted a soulmate.
Sometimes I want it way too much.
I can't help getting so **** green.
It's when I see some couples touch.
I'm still alive, a shocking thing.
I never thought I'd live this long.
Now my hope is the next best thing.
I hope my life's not something wrong.
Maybe I will see happiness.
May he smile down onto me.
I can't really think much further.
I couldn't say what I would see.
Sometimes my life is like a dream.
Blowing away so silently.
Not that that's bad, it isn't so.
One day I will be truly free.
258 · Jan 2019
Three Musketeers
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
This isn't about religion but acknowledge good, bad, & "you".

Let's rephrase them as:

Soul
Sin
&
"Self"

There are three soldiers.
One looking forward,
One looking backward,
And "One" looking Up.

Soul stared ahead and exclaimed, I can't see the end.
Sin sighed, I see where we left, but there is no answer.
Self stated, "The sun will go down soon. We need to find safety."

As the three wandered this long and wide path, surrounded by large amounts of wildlife and nature, they saw no place that they all deemed safe to rest.

This led them to their argument.

Soul, We should rest forward, in the fields, vulnerable, but free. No one would think to check the most obvious area.

Sin, No one will have to check. That would be handing ourselves over. We should hang back, in the jungles. We will have to be vigilant, but we will blend in.

Self, "Both are bad. Both certify our death. One makes us an easy target to the main enemy. The second one makes us a target to many enemies. We should follow the stars. The brightest star will lead the way before dawn. We will be victorious, but only if we keep our head up."  



Why did they all die in the end?
255 · May 2018
вyѕтander!! ¯◡¯
EmperorOfMine May 2018
It's okay to pretend someone's suffering is rightfully deserved...

If you act as though they deserve it...

But if you're going to say this is at all true...

You should shut your mouth. When. Your. Turn. Is. Due...


ᗰᗩYᗷE ᗯE'ᖇE ᔕᑕᗩᖇEᗪ, OKᗩY?  

ᑎOT EᐯEᖇYOᑎE Iᔕ ᗷᖇᗩᐯE Oᖇ ᑕOᑌᖇᗩGEOᑌᔕ...  

ᗷᑌT ᗯᕼY ᗪO ᗯE ᖴEEᒪ ᔕO ᗪᗩᗰᑎ ᗰᗩᗪ...  

ᗯᕼEᑎ IT Iᔕ ᑌᔕ TᕼᗩT'ᔕ ᗷEIᑎG ᒪEᖴT ᗯITᕼ ᔕᗩᐯᗩGEᔕ?


Like a bystander to someone's mischief...

Whether a poem or a movie...

The fact that you feel sourness when ***** serious...

Your help over the choice to avert your eyes...

That is what will be soothing.
253 · Jun 2020
Year of The Fallen
EmperorOfMine Jun 2020
Stones; collected by the lonely,
Gripped, forgotten, until they're one with their bodies,
Held with regret, hoping that their actions reset time,
Rewind; a pause in time set into motion when they're blind,
Kindly following their fate, toward, in line,
No crime like living accordingly to what was given to you,
Lacking the resources to live, a limitation unacceptable,
Surging little fires everywhere, losing control,
Capsizing that within the power, how do you feel?
How does it feel to feel out of control,
Linking all wrongdoing to the under controlled,
Bold; making out the obvious in pain the villain,
Smoke rising, the war isn't over, because you've yet to see it,
This wasn't meant to be a war, nor an argument, but a call out,
We challenge the monsters that stand up when we've fallen;
We will sing till you repeat our words subconsciously,
And once you realize what you've done,
It'll only be a matter of time when the silly game you made,
It's a game that you lost, and it's a game that we have won.
We are undefeated. Determination inevitably makes us winners.
252 · Apr 2019
question
EmperorOfMine Apr 2019
if
im
not
deep
enough
happy
enough
sad
enough
intelligent
enough
qu­iet
enough
funny
enough
black
enough
white
enough
gay
enough
stra­ight
enough
masculine
enough
feminine
enough
strong
enough
edgy
e­nough
poetic
enough...






am I enough...
:/
251 · Oct 2018
FearCry
EmperorOfMine Oct 2018
What do I do now...?
I need someone right now.
Please don't make any sound.
I need someone right now.

A tsunami of hardships rushing tremors of blessing into my
tornado spinning life.

A kiss of misfortunate fates attached to overwhelming shaking I can't do this alone...

A silent churned catastrophically composed orchestra overloading my senses.

What do I do now...?
I want someone to hug now.
A wanted soul wants to be found.
I need someone here right now...
250 · Oct 2018
You Have to be Pretty
EmperorOfMine Oct 2018
A wish may come and then it withers.
A bird can trance one with their feathers.
All of all, the ocean quiets.
A song for somber chills of silence.

Living in a lightless zone
Where'd everyone go?

Falling leaves may color the sky, color your eyes.
Broken blue seas, shattered glass lies, never ask why.

Don't you know what's life for a ghost?
A life where you are there but alone.
A moth gets crushed for being ugly.
Don't hurt me
A world where you have to be pretty.

Living in a lightless zone
Where'd everyone go?
EmperorOfMine Jun 2018
Oh, what a day this day, nothing around but just decay.

I wish upon the stars above that I could change what I could say.

As brim and blaze consume the ground, the storms smoked eyes swallow the clouds.

For life has dimmed to light that fades as heads fall off to sharpened blades.
Groaning they go, wither in woe, putrid the air, what else we know?

Music of guns chiming in sync, warning the skies, hearts start to sink.

Life in a hell made from mistakes ironic like nails in a cake.
The season of a world-ending -- Coming Soon
247 · Jan 2019
┴rip Mǝ
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
Falling from the ceiling,
Sinking deeper into stone,
Calling laughter like a demon,
Waiting until my souls gone,
With the sky up in the clouds,
A piece of peace a king would dwell,
Like a moth dressed like a sheep,
A prey for prey in living hell,
Dancing demons singing sadness,
Holding faces till they've calmed,
Sipping poison from jade glasses,
Tying knots with loaded bombs,
It's a lie full of our assets,
We've made hope in broken faith,
Sip the poison till i'm drunken,
Hold me till I lose this daze,
Trip, Confuzzled, Discombobulated, LALALOOPSIE, Dazed
247 · Sep 2018
Best Season
EmperorOfMine Sep 2018
Shifting colors overnight
The singing sounds like many seas
A neutral feeling in the air
For now, we can't feel any breeze
And as the pumpkins start to show
At night their smiles start to glow
The air becomes a sudden crisp
This is the best, that's all I know
246 · Aug 2019
ᑕᗩKE ᑭOᑭ
EmperorOfMine Aug 2019
Plucked me from a pool of plenty,
Previewed perfect, sweet, and pretty,
Swallowed whole by a silhouette,
I'm not easy, but what a good guess,
Cracks upon the board you've set,
Not a pop of cake to digest,
Never was somebody's snack,
The addiction you've made because you're obsessed,
I am still a kind of treat,
Just not one that's sold, wrapped and made for your deceit.
244 · Jan 2021
End of The World
EmperorOfMine Jan 2021
𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒊 𝒂𝒎 𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒎,

𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒍𝒅 𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒄𝒓𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒂𝒍𝒎 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊,

𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒑𝒊𝒅, 𝒅𝒆𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒂 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒎𝒆, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒆, 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆,

𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒊 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒄𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆, 𝑰 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒑𝒊𝒅 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒎𝒆 C𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒏, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒃 𝒂 𝒄𝒐𝒌𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂 𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒆,

𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒏𝒐 𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏 𝒗𝒂𝒊𝒏,

S𝒐 𝒊𝒇 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕,

I 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒖𝒏 𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒏𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕,

𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 want it t𝒐 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒇𝒇 as 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏

𝒊𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒅 𝒂𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒎𝒔  

𝒊 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒐𝒇  𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕

𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒔𝒔 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒏

𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆'𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒅𝒐 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒓 𝒇𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕

𝒔𝒐 𝒊 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒅 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈  

𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒊𝒇 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕,

𝒊 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒖𝒏 𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒏'𝒔 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕,

𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆'𝒔 𝒏𝒐 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒎𝒔

𝒊𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒅 𝒂𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒎𝒔
Please if you like it and post it else where give me credit :')
243 · Mar 2019
Jenga
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
Don't pick
And Choose
Your words
Like Jenga
Or you
will reap
their brittle
foundation.
243 · Feb 2021
Untitled
EmperorOfMine Feb 2021
Hell comes singing
Edging the echoing kings
Leniency is forbidden
Lords sink in their wings
Optimal obedience

Power pours out the beam
Opening darkness ******* away light
Eventually
Towering this reality is an entire entity
Rings of reality are finally coming
242 · Jul 2020
Earth, Moon, Star,
EmperorOfMine Jul 2020
Somewhere the Moon goes to speak with a Star
That Star comes from a galaxy not like our own
To the Moon, says the Star, "I want to go that far"
To the Star says the Moon, "But there, I, all alone"
Then the Moon faced the Sun, and the planets all around
"I'm never alone here", says the Moon, "No matter where I go"
The Star shimmered, "That's why I'm here" he felt so proud
"Because now that I am here, with you, i have somebody i know"
The two giggled, and the Earth saw them together
"Hello North, hello Moon", the Earth said quietly
"Hello Earth", they both said joyfully
Together they glanced forward, "aeternum", Earth said somberly
And afar, the Black Hole said longingly, "Deus tecum est" gingerly


/The Sun burned brightly in a distance, droning an endless tone
Warm the heatless abyss around it for all to know, it, too, exists.
/
239 · Mar 2019
Internet Effect
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
If
All
It
Took
To
Be
Satisfied
Was
To
Have
Someone
Acknowledge
Yo­ur
Soul
And
Care
About
You
Then
Honey,
You
Won't
Ever
Be
Satisfie­d
Online
237 · Mar 2019
Ambiance
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
The cooling color of this deep yet bright blue light, highlighting the shimmering cement on the ground

The cooling atmosphere, coating relaxation underneath my eyelids as I sink away into this place

Descending into the space of stars in the warmth of the dark

Silent yet soothing, shifting into a noise like no other

Heavy as the snow, i'm buried in its ambiance
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AfsloRIkxDE
235 · Mar 2019
Two Faced
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
The dark smiles back
Because I am its friend,
Though silent I breathe
I am a deadly hand,
And just like the sea
That sits next to the land,
The weight I can make
Can crush your soul like sand,
But I'm no demon
So don't fear me as such,
Just heed my warnings
Don't get bold with your touch,
Cause you will just know
When I start to smile,
What you'd call normal
Will soon become wild.
●○
The light smiles back
Because I know what's planned,
Yes, soundly I sing
I am just doing grand,
And just like a wing
The might want to expand,
I may have the flight
To fly to the dreamland,
But I'm no angel
So don't think me as such,
Hear what I'm saying
And it won't be too much,
Cause you will just know
When I start my singing,
The present you know
Will meet awakening
234 · Sep 2018
Stranded
EmperorOfMine Sep 2018
When did crying become funny?
Why did rain become the preference to the sunny?
Why am I so distant and all alone?
Why do all the bridges I make go?

It's not like...

I'm a m o n s t e r.

They act like...

I'm a b o t h e r.

It's not right...

Why they'd leave m e.

I must fight...

The demons e a t i n g.


I get afraid when,
I only see the darkness overlaying the important picture.

Who would be laughing,
When all is lost and the feelings you have go numb?

When did this life,
Become a game for a monster to seek as if we hide?

Walking Disaster,
A rollercoaster that you'd never want to ride.



Sometimes we get stranded,
Our soul may break inside...
You're not reprimanded,
If you had the choice to reside...
Try to see both hands in it,
They both have a use in all this...
They've taken us for granted,
It's us that they will truly miss...
233 · Jul 2019
My Emotions Bully Me
EmperorOfMine Jul 2019
Never really had a bully bigger and worse than my emotions.
Come as a friend, shift into a demon, pour so much sadness into me
I
Could
Drown...

                Such a scary enemy, my emotions can truly be. Playing tricks on me...am I the kid?
Playing tricks on me.

Thinking thoughts that thwart the trail
Blocking bypaths because bullies behave brashly

All these puzzle pieces sinking my mood quickly uh-oh

Constant circle back to him, causing my fear oh no
No wonder I cower when my emotions bully me.
230 · Jun 2018
ιт'ѕ тιмe
EmperorOfMine Jun 2018
ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏʏꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ɢɪʀʟꜱ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴡᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛʀᴇᴇᴛ
ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴍᴀʏ ʟᴀᴜɢʜ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ᴛʜᴏꜱᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴄʀʏ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘ
ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʟʟ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪꜱ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ
ᴛʜᴇ ꜱɪʀᴇɴꜱ ʙʟᴀʀᴇ, ɪᴛ'ꜱ ɴᴏᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴄᴀɴ ʀᴜɴ.

ᴛʜᴇʏ'ʀᴇ ᴀʟʟ ꜱᴏ ꜱᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ʀᴜɴɴɪɴɢ ꜱᴄᴀᴛᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴜɢꜱ
ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀʀᴇɴᴛꜱ, ᴡʜᴏ ᴄᴀɴ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʟʟ ʜᴜɢ
ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʟɪꜰᴇ ᴏʀ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ, ɴᴏ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ʜɪᴅᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴇᴇᴋꜱ
ꜰᴏʀᴇꜱᴛꜱ ᴅʀɪᴠᴇɴ, ʀᴜɴ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰʀᴇᴀᴋꜱ

ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙᴏʏ, ʙᴀɪʟᴇʏ, ᴅᴀɴᴄɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴀɪɴ
ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴀɴʏ, ʜᴇ'ꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ꜱᴀɴᴇ
ʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴇꜱɴ'ᴛ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴡʜʏ ʜᴇ ꜱʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴀɴʏ ꜰᴇᴀʀ
ʟᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴀɪɴ ɢʀᴀʙ ʜɪꜱ ꜰᴀᴄᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀꜱᴋ ʜɪꜱ ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴛᴇᴀʀꜱ

ꜰᴏʀᴇꜱᴛ ᴅʀᴏᴠᴇ, ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴇʟꜱᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴇ ɢᴏ
ᴄɪᴛɪᴇꜱ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇ, ʙᴇᴀꜱᴛꜱ ᴘʀᴀɴᴄᴇ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴏᴇ
ʙᴀɪʟᴇʏ ʟᴏɴᴇ, ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʜɪꜱ ᴍᴀɴʏ ꜱɪʙʟɪɴɢꜱ
ᴅᴇᴍᴏɴꜱ ʟᴀᴜɢʜɪɴɢ, ʀᴇᴀᴘɪɴɢ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀʟɪɴɢꜱ

ᴛʜᴇʏ'ʀᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴀꜰʀᴀɪᴅ, ᴄᴏᴡᴇʀɪɴɢ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ʟᴏꜱᴛ
ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴛʜᴇʏ'ᴠᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀᴇᴅ ꜰᴀᴄᴇꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇɪʀꜱ ꜱʜɪɴᴇ, ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪᴀᴍᴏɴᴅ ᴅᴜꜱᴛ
ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴏᴏɴꜱ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙʟᴇᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛᴏᴏ
ɴᴏᴡ ɪᴛ ɪꜱ ᴛɪᴍᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛᴏʀɪᴇꜱ ꜰɪɴᴀʟʟʏ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ.
What genre?
228 · Oct 2018
Composing
EmperorOfMine Oct 2018
He sits in a shadow composed, unthawed.
Drove to live apathetically...
He hears a whisper right by his ear,
Don't be emotional, my dear.

A lonely path he'd like to fill.
There's no reason to fight alone.
He hates feeling like he's a tragedy,
Doomed to live on his own.

A chill of many unknown ends,
Surrounded by a sea of eyes,
No one noticed his fragile heart,
Yet he remains to simply cry.

He glances through the room he's in.
Looking for unknown predators.
A troubled past will do that, so...
Easily torn by just the wind.

Composing minor destruction.
Lucid chaotic construction.
How must he live in such a world,
That spits a path to combustion?

With many minor injuries,
His life may seem to wilt and bleed.
A cast of iron stained on him.
Choked by that life's sharp thorny weeds.
225 · Nov 2018
Meaning
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
Do I have a meaning?

Sometimes I feel like I am without value. Like the pockets on women clothing. I sometimes irritate people, like the nat trying to say hi to your eye.

It's easy to tell someone that they mean something when you don't understand the meaning behind the questions..

I am not asking if I can be defined.
I am not asking if I am at all valuable.

|I am merely asking whether or not I hold any significance in the grand scheme of existence...|

Am I going to be a family member that held no power in my voice, no motion in my hands, no pathway with my feet, no story with my eyes?

Won't I be a beautiful poem of history? Or am I doomed to be a fading memory...?
224 · Oct 2018
What Do You Want From Me
EmperorOfMine Oct 2018
Leave me be if I tell you that I'm alone,
Yet you tell me that it's cause I don't explore the crowd I can see...

You don't know what it feels like to be made a jester when you are a king...a queen...something of higher royalty...

No, this does not mean that I have vanity,
though this does mean that I don't know what you want from me...

I'm tired of it always being MY fault...when all I did wrong was listen to the wrongs you were taught...

You aren't helping me if anything, really.
You're one of the things destroying me, silly.
223 · Jul 2019
Describing My Demon
EmperorOfMine Jul 2019
Ever had the urge to sneeze but just when it was about to come out it doesn't?

Ever sneezed and it hurt because it was too hard, so sneezing wasn't as nice as it usually is?

Sometimes you ever eat something so good or do something so bad for the sake of "good" but regret it later?

Ever wanted to cry or scream or just....nvadjknajnvsknv, yet your body didn't seem to agree?

Ever looked in the mirror and realized the person you were looking at isn't the same person you once innocently acknowledged as you when you were younger?

Ever think about the fact that your reflection is looking back at someone else with far worse than any strangers judgment?

Ever smiled in someone's face when you wanted to die, just so that you wouldn't **** their mood?

Ever just chewed on food but didn't dare swallow because you were too fat to deserve to eat for the day?

Ever had them whispering in your ear how worthless, valueless, pointless and otiose you were?

Ever been so drugged up on depression that the only thing you held as truth was the poison you'd willingly swallow called mental abuse and pessimism?

Ever wanted to scrub your skin and erase its color, paint it darker, perm your hair straight no matter the chemicals, fry it to fro no matter the damage, hurt yourself with self-hatred, wanted to just cease to exist because you feel like at least your family for once would actually get along or care about someone if you were gone, because you're not what they got to control?

Ever just silently suffered and forgot?

Ever went through some traumatic experience and was forced to "let go" because no one else cared?


Felt any pain or discomfort reading this?


Well, that's my demon for you.
4:57 AM
221 · May 2018
·ˇ· ǝɹǝɥʇ oןןǝɥ
EmperorOfMine May 2018
I just want someone to relate
But all I am left with is awe
Don't look at me like that
Like I'm strange
Like I'm stupid
Like I'm not worth it
I care about what you think
I care about you

But is that my fault
Or is it yours
I still love
I still fight
I have hope
But this world
It tells me to let the good go
Treat myself
and only myself
But at the same time
Treat everyone else
As I want to be treated

How can you be such hypocrites
How can you smile with your false teeth and plastic eyes
How can you look down on me
When I am but natural
I am human
I am not an android
But why is that a bad thing
No one is perfect
I am not your trophy
I am not your garbage
Do not look away
Do not run to your comfort

You think you deserve peace
You think you deserve comfort
Who do you think you are
Don't close your eyes
Don't cover your mouth
Don't plug your ears
Listen to me
See me
Speak to me

Run into your phone
I dare you...
Walk away
Hit me
It'll make everything better, huh
Or is that what they've programmed you to say
You think you're so clever
You think you're better than me
Well here's the news flash
You're just like me

Matter of fact
You are me
So look out of the mirror
Take of that plastic smile
Wipe away the makeup
Stop acting
You can do it
You can smile without the fake teeth
You can laugh without the recordings
You are strong without having to be prideful
Cocky


Be humble
This isn't to make you feel good
This isn't even about you
So why did you make it about you
Cause 'you' is in it
Or is it because you can relate
Step away from the mirror
Participate
Shut it down
219 · Jun 2020
Contempt; Intrusive
EmperorOfMine Jun 2020
Painful is the feeling I experience when I hear the songs you left me with.

I heard someone laugh the same laugh that you did...and I felt my heart sink.

I often ponder you, wondering why I ponder you, but to no avail, I've yet to gain that answer.

It's the bite of bitter experience that I sink before; what did I do to need to go through such trivial...*******?

That's a repetitive thought that dances through my mind.

I sometimes wonder if I am blind, or if maybe I've gone crazy, but lately, I feel like I've been simply trying to decode this puzzle our scenario has placed on my heart.

I'm no longer looking for closure; it was never promised. I am looking for detachment, because I feel less human the more I'm reminded of your existence.

I hope, somehow, this is something I will laugh at in the future.
219 · Aug 2019
Glumbug
EmperorOfMine Aug 2019
Sometimes suddenly, I feel dejected.
Ejected from my previous emotion and rejected by any positive concoction.
Somehow, abruptly, I feel embedded in the thickest soot of sadness, heavy ashes of gloom suffocating my heart and all of its assets.

Sometimes I get bitten by a glumbug, and a blue sky could turn gray, I could be known to be the talker, but have nothing to say. My mind doesn't mind being a bully and having it's way...as if my soul began to rapidly decay.

I'm glumbugged like spontaneously combusted, explosively sickened by this destructive construction. Depravity shaking and waving in motion, corrosive to my life and the future that's open.

Potent, its bite, the glumbug. Random, sudden, terrifying. Like the chilly wind that death carries, or a gut's intuition; like a sign of misfortune. What an awe-inducing contraption.
219 · May 2018
¬_¬
EmperorOfMine May 2018
Don't get picky
Don't act all high and mighty
You think you're enlightened
Well, I don't see you changing the world
But I do see you drinking tea as it burns before your feet
So forget you, since you've forgotten love
218 · Apr 2019
Ghost
EmperorOfMine Apr 2019
I just want you to ask me if I'm okay.
But when I tell you my heart, you look away.
Don't get nervous when I try to disappear.
I just don't know what it is that you fear.

If diamonds are in the rough,
Then I guess our connection is full of them.
Our genre is a heartbreak if this was our final film.
It's like we're playing a game to find out what to say.
But if you don't see it, my voice has left me today.

I just want you to help me not to decay.
But you act like i'm a fire to your spray.
As Autumn sheds its leaves that fly through the coast.
I just can't help feeling like i'm a ghost.

I just can't help...feeling like i'm...a ghost.
218 · Apr 2019
Glum
EmperorOfMine Apr 2019
If hallow bones could make me fly I'd go so high,
I'd break the sky
But here I lie, upon my bed, staring so far inside my head,
wishing that I could just be dead,
hearing the things that I once said,
Rapidly falling into a sea, as black as coal and misery,
avoid me like I am the plague, I lack the energy to even beg.

I just want to go back in time, to give my mom a hug, in person and not in just in my mind.
215 · Jun 2019
Poem
EmperorOfMine Jun 2019
Reflections reflecting on repeating patterns
A symbol of limbo and curses ever after
From calling and crashing a story to tell
Of a boy who was trapped inside of a hell
But the hope seems to flicker and this day it did shine
His year would be something, one of a kind
And there would be good days and some gloomy ones too
But the boy found some wisdom and interests that grew
So that boy that would never see this circle ever end
Had to hope somewhat harder so maybe he'd win
Though that story is moving, the end is away
Taking Time on vacation, but will come someday
When it does we will wonder and ponder with fear
May that boy have his passions and years be endeared.
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