You don't know what your losing
I see it loud and clear
He's sad you didn't come to see him
And cheer for him to win
One family was there
Yours was loudly missing
Excuses
It's no one's fault was what he said
The cuddles, hugs and kisses were very hard to bear
Your pushing him away and don't even see it
But you're losing him because you couldn't take the time.  
When you wake up in the future
He tells you he won't be there.  
There will be only yourself to blame
I am sure I will be the evil that drove him away
He will know the truth
You love the drugs and you more.
Your losing him

Can you handle my dark days?  
Anger and disappointment
fear and disparaging remarks.  
Loss of control and confidence gone.  

My passions run deep and hot,
My sadness runs cold
My need for control is not timid
My darkest hours are deep and black

Can you see the darkness?
Help the light back in?

Alone is an unanswered call
It's the silence of a home that has gone from five to one
Alone is the tears no one sees
It's the scream that never comes out

Alone is the pain of always being the rock for others
but finding none when you need the same
It's the constant stillness of a body that can't stop going
It's being disappointed with yourself
because there is no one to discuss ideas or thoughts.

Alone is the word everyone hates and few understand.