"I use my telescope at night, won't be for stars, instead I hope that I can love you from afar" -mts

Holly lived in darkness,
Holly lived in pain,
Holly heard the voices,
from deep inside her brain.

The voice that called her useless,
The voice that told her "Cut".
The voice that called her bad,
the one that declared her "****".

Holly told the doctors,
about these things inside her head,
They said she'd grow out of it,
as they sent her home to bed.

There beneath the donner,
she stayed huddled up for years,
The voices ever getting louder,
they kept adding to her fears.

To day a mother lost her daughter,
they never got to say good-bye.
All the time the voices watched,
they watched Holly die.

(c)  10/May /2010

Don't say you are sorry, don't feed me lies
Speak your truth,for once speak your mind
Your sorry is your escape just in a disguise
Sincerity in your apology, I still couldn't find

Took everything from me, you always abuse
You don't recognize your sin, still you refuse
In your world you are kind, I'm the real issue
Still cry,you say the word you always misuse

You are a sadistic maniac, in my point of view
I don't care about your love, I truly hate you
I'm done with you and your repeating sorry
You believe your lies, you believe your story

Sorting Out the Parasites

Worms inside? A minor plight.
Lies and fear—now that's a bite!
Mind and soul, they gnaw and chew,
Like piranhas slicing through.



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Slaughter

Like a rifle, lies explode,
Spewing venom in a code.
Till the fool, in blind deceit,
Meets the puppet—his defeat.



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I'm sick of fools, their mindless breed—
So many swarming... makes me seethe.



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Idiots! Work till you drop,
Off to war, to the doc!
Ruling you aren’t mere brutes—
Monsters hiding. Sinking... ROCK!



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The page could take it—now the Net
Absorbs the wildest lies you bet.
They call it progress, yet I see—
Deception rules more ruthlessly.



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Maybe time to shake the pride,
Drop the arrogance aside,
Face the truth—your throne is rotten,
Just a fool in filth forgotten.

In a world so dull, enslaved,
Where no light is truly brave,
For without its Shadow near—
Darkness reigns year after year…



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Icons of Satan

No point preaching to the pawn—
Evil’s code won’t be withdrawn.
Break it down—he’d barely live,
For it’s all he has to give.

Born of darkness, shaped to be,
One of Satan’s effigies.
Yet this wretch, so blind, unwise,
Seeks to rise… and claim the prize.

I am frivolous.
Pain equivalence.
What I feel,
is it real,
or is it just perception?
That's the question
I'm begging you
for answers to.

Reaction
guides my action.

Chemical and automatic,
Stagnant and static

These thoughts of me..
frozen in immobility.

Hello.
I am ready.
(Teach me a new delusion.)
The mind is so full,
but the heart is so empty.

Now must be
the time to accept,
any old myth
that I used to reject.

Fill my emptiness
with delusional bliss.
Give me an enemy
for my bullets to miss.

I'll fire my gun,
rife with belief.
And drift upon
pillows of doubtless sleep.

Knowing that I,
for once, am right.
Having chosen to follow
that arbitrary light.

Tired of the
People
Rapping
on the window.
Running through
Room,
After empty room,
After empty room.
Where
did all the people go?

I've searched all ways
but behind me.
I hope
they never find me.
Do Not Turn Around.
I run through empty room,
After empty room,
Do Not Turn Around.
After empty room,
I Am Found—