Masked massacre.
Blue bandana savage.
Crippled by anxiety.
Society can't understand it.
Olanzapine.
Divalproex.
And half a tab of Xanax.
Hit so many native chicks.
*** i got a taste for
Moose meat tea and banook
Got a tear tattoo.
On my *******.
*** i killed my ****. Had enough
One day and stabbed it.
Savage.

Slowly in this roll.
The feature is the night life.
Teacher of the hype rhymes.
I speak like leaking
Popular diets on prime time
And call em pseudo science.
So that you run to me and buy mine.
Fine guy.
Celebrate destruction.
Disgusting flow like construction
Sewage pumps at lunchtime.
Greatest in the game
You get punch drunk
Coming with these punch lines

Little hades is a heart break
dark hellscape
But all the men who enter ******* smell great.
Returning from a paradox...
With flames and michaels ******* she'll crates
But here's the cells fate...
Of replicating. The devastation
From my pelvis break...
Like well great..
Leon and le hi. Since he was
Swell pales. Knee high.
Water break and naji.
Exits with his cell mate...
Surprise we all arrive from hells gates
Like devils waits in danger...
The dead return..
The men still smell faint...

Of course it is.
Disproportionate
Reports from torso
want enormous ****
My pore sore hips.
Should be enormousness
And lips full
Like ******* in Georgia
Ain't aborting it
Not supporting it
But listen for a wave length
Think the statesmen
Makes sense
After claiming scripture
As a fixture for hatred
Maybe God loves babies
But I know he hates it
When those babies
Get neglected or put in placement
Of the states ship
*** the ****** dad who made it
Can't take it
Blame the man who made it
But enough about the hatred back
To what I was saying
Yeah this language is a game
And I'm more dangerous than Satan.
Back pain is a minor strain
While the game. Is drain the blood cells till you change shape
And break away.
Like chains in escape of
Body genocide
And re arrange the structure
Of frame and DNA
Everything will change or so they so
Hope my rhymes are the only thing that stays the same.
But they'll prolly2 be ******* lame
You guys don't comment anyway
Maybe if I'm out the race
I'll know why my
Brain is always pulsating this way

Critiquing all my crafted words
Is the universe...
Found out alpha man omga
Is doing worse
With the girl he was ******* first...
So I chewed the words
And loosened verbs
To move to lucifer...
But I won't do that surely
I can be the mary ******
Only loosing words
On my birth reunion
To chosen fertile
Practice for a twirly whirl
With reproduction
**** ***** men
And be a girly girl
****.. to birth my courage..
Pearl....

My burden is a higher cause.
You cannot hide your loss.
Its written in the script
Of systematic oppression
Beneath the ****** clause
Separation of identities.
In a country. With.
Such determined flaws.
Slavery was abolished.
But society didn't learn at all.
*** certain groups.
Make fears turn into laws
And put a person behind prison bars
Incarcerate the spirit.
Spreading hate you don't deserve
At all.

Equality ain't secondary.
Courtroom secretary
Hope you heard it all.
I hope my words
Encourage you.
And your marches will
Be worth it all!!!
Won't stop till your respected
But remember nothings perfect
Yall.

Deadly with method man.
My sentence a weapon man.
Destined with ninja presence.
Sega Genesus
Metal brand.
Like Sega and sonic.
Rocking pride. Like its upped
Its level and. Got colors
From wells.
That swell. With acceptance
For every man. And that ***** social intelligence.
Not just for privileged folks.
But the existence. Of different folks.
I crave hope in a sacred note
Sighed from my little mouth
As I let it close.
My mind is a rhyme. The antidote.
The back and forth.
Like the senators tennis coach.
I may relish the rest I wrote.
And develope a social scheme.
But mostly I'm developed.
Like chess matches. Between
Beethoven. And poetry
With explosion. On kettle black.
But the ***
Says its nose is clean.
Reproach. Is a roach.
That might survive. Post apocalypse.
So before we explode
Could I take my mask off
And craft some
Actual poetry

My bad bro.
My message. A second in suspense
The head suspended
By one thread.
Kept undead.
Left unsaid
Spoken in a word that voices choices
In a war not endeavoured yet
Of light and breath.
Against. The stench of death
And letting go.
With wholesome gifts with in a heart.
In blessed protection of a lesser tension.
Heaven. Of an endless story.
Period end of sentence.
Let's begin with getting headless
As I'm meant to face my fears
Menace every second
*** I fear I'm not accepted.
But its false I'm like American express.
Accepted everywhere and just in case
They dont accept it I'm also cash and credit....
When I get to heaven. I'll determine my application as  either a lover or a weapon. *** I'm definitely not defenceless... pretend for a second
I'm pretending. And meant for less than.
I'll be satisfied with my intentions to bless every woman child and men with. My imagination. Emotions. Thought and intelligence.
Its good to try your best and develope mental stamina to dig deep when things get hellish quick.
Relish it.
I've developed this
And bask in it like I've been telling you
I'm meant for heaven in hope of never selling an imbellishment

Massacre the thrown of Satan.
Stature dwarfed
Form .....grown misshapen
Horns and eyes
Of coal from slaveships
Sore and drown.
course
torn from holy pages

Beware this war is more
Than waged by
The lord and angels.
God and scores of
Sacred saints that
Give blows that boor the
Blood of Satan
In forty places.
From boredom
Waiting. Ahead by forty paces
On the shores of states land.
To boarding shores of
Hellions wasteland.
And sacred statements
Made by supporting
Creation
Mean currency
Reward for wars forged
From
Heavens door to satan

Break into this. Addiction center.
Filled with pills to get better.
And increAse my pleasure.
Give me nasty weather
To quit smoking all together..
**** thor. Imagine Loki
Dancing backwards. In asanta sweater
Tricks and hoes.
Tan the leather with a glow of metal
And inscribe my eyes with the stenciled letters.
Of healing vision. And a life of feathers.
Like **** my cold.
Hope my hearts together.
And drip my letter with ink.
Stained. And virtue spelled.
The shell that cracks.
Andi get a smell.
God Allah the creator someone help
Like yelped.
The tell.
Is my. Voice In pieces
My daughter learned to teach
It meaning.
So ring
And rip. And gorge on flesh.
My bodies mess
And your regret
I hope it works.
The pain is nada
I live for death. If this stops
Stop tryna save me
Dont even bother

Living in a deadly sin.
With purpose set to self affliction.
But strange investment.
In your chest.
And every breath that's in it.
Your the best decision.
Like a bed made.
On deaths percession.
With
February getting scary.
Cemetery
Near the federal prison.


Life sentence.
Chained in passion. And love as wide as  space in this galaxy.
But let's wake and face reality.
Its a major break in sanity.
*** you hate me like you make.
Me angry.
And that maybe alot.
Like take your shot.
Or gutter ball. *** you strike me as hot.
Not street thot
**** what he thought.
I'm as sweet as. Diabetes.
Till he's deceased or at least
Getting teeth rot.
Ghetto beats.
Ain't for the poet
But im bleeding.
Heat from. My living breathing beat box.

My daughters clever.
My sons the moon
And never shy.
From right in action.
Clever guy
They catch my heart
And keep it captive.
To knew or lie.
Never rumored minds
My truth inside.
The moonlit glow that knew his eyes.
Were a letter.
Clever like his baby sister.
List the minutes.
Left. For little minds.
Who grew like vines
To run away.
Like fabric. Come unravelled.
From my knitting knives.
But never mind.
It's never why.
I made mine into a better life.
Left drugs aside.
My breathe inside. A testify.
My hope like **** is my.
Last vocation.
Till exctacy. Corrects my spine.
And next its finally  **** guys.
Keep a secret.
Recipe. Is greedy.
Feed my chest.
*** ******* are Robin hood.
But not as good.
And my arms are her majesty.
Come forth my maker
Take me.
Have me. Break my body.
Savagely. Asking you to ravage me.
Damage is my scale. To weigh.
My attraction.
To a class of man.
Or god that tells me
Beauty is a complex.
Only witless
Women seem to manage.
God bless now **** me up
Give me ****.
I'm actually asking
But just in case it doesn't happen.
Bless my mind.
I'll understand.
Still happy. You have me.

Heal me. Seal me. In your light.
Reveal the real me.
Concealed in the concrete prison.
I must leave behind
This dream of mine
Of jesus kind.
That frees my mind
And leaves me blind
To feel the light with only shadows
Seen
Yet faith enough to believe your shine
Leave behind the need to find
A leach to feed off my genius mind
To teach it rhymes
And deal it signs to feel like
Braille
The genius type of reading blind
Seize the night
And breathe in jesus light
Of greases sandra dees
*** appeal and danny v
That's his name
Oh shitit may be actually
Tyson what's up big man
My fam
You sext handsome man
Can you handle this
I'm prepared to ignite
A fuse and blast you to a planet
Unknown by any telescope that's known by man.
Hope you make it back in tact after I disintegrate your manhood in a gravity defying act of tantric practice
Not yet mastered nor in practice
But built for NASA
On track for blast off right after
The aftermath.
Of nuclear disaster
Decimation of my sanity
Appearance
Mental focus and my outer parts might match
Than I'll scratch your back.
Look back and laugh
Oh **** my ***
I **** at that
But I got a lot of love to grab
Love you man

Changing skin like snakes do.
You know I say some
**** that ain't true.
But here's the plain truth
U live in trumps America
If your different
They just hate you.
Diversity is necessary.
But it's rallies
They spread hate through
And claiming that
Its fake news.
While gay dudes
Get choked out
By all the straight dudes
******* hate fumes.
And he can **** you
Get away
By saying that **** ain't true
Black joggers
Get slaughtered.
Black injustice
Finally makes news.
The pandemic
Cure is lysol
Everybody this is
******* great news.
While trump
Goes after China
For re election
Fuckjng great move.
Cold War
Inscription ready.
Flee to Canada.
Well keep you safe dude.
Till than stay tuned
To a wavelength
That I slay througj

Deep within  my fear of losing
Him.
Sleep is the enemy confusing
It.
For free will
I might be losing it...


to the theater
Of thought
And staging different actors
I only want one in the picture
One that matters
My son
My family and all else comes after
God as my witness
I pattern the question
To make certain of answers.
Like a play on disaster
But its perfect after
Like supper
Desert after.
And determined laughter.
*** your all that matters....

It seems my life can be chalked up.
To not understanding opposite sides.....
I get it I'm the worst in history.
I was going to post an poem about how my uncle cookie was on the same **** I was for two months before he peed it out. That was where he got the bad tastes from my mind. Although I've never met him.  That's just me imagining. They must give this stuff to not only trans but closet gays as well. Anyway. I dont know what to do. Fall out boy basically made it seem like people with my condition lick ***. We think were so ******* great. I know every ******* word in thanks for the mmrs by f.o.b is about people through my struggle.
I legitimately was  scared to go blind. So I purposely never wore safety glasses. I thought I should be an escort for a while just like the song says
Collecting pay cheques lovers.
The crystal ball is supposed to show me my long term thinking and maybe I'll start receiving some of the foreshadowing I've been putting out. But than I know myself if I worry over something too much it won't come true. So some things are better left to happenstance.... listen guys PSA. I'm just as scared and frightened as you guys. I'm scared to admit I was wrong. Scared to be right. Scared of people. Scared of god.scared and embarrassed.
Barely a human being at times but I gave it my all projecting my thoughts and feelings to the world for that amount of time. At first I couldn't focus on even the smallest thing while I was doing it. Than it became second nature. I wanted to help people to whatever best I could. All the funny stuff was me lol. The really good stuff well that was god. He loves you. All of you. Hell never stop. I've tried to do everything right to turn into a girl. But when I foreshadowed the complexes built in my left brain it was a lot easier to create them in that momentary glimpse ahead. But not so easy as of rn. Anyway whatever happens know I love you guys. So deep. I left my mark. Maybe never told in a history book.but something definitely magical happened. You guys got to know me. And I figured out what the **** was so funny. Lol and hollllleeeee **** it was funny. I heard a man outside my house say I hope he doesn't play guitar. And I figured that was the next stage by fall out boy saying worst you got better put your fingers back to the keys... but I had bad juju when I was young. I sold my soul or as I believed it. To play guitar. For 10 years i was under the impression that should i learn guitar. I would lose my soul.
Put clearly if you guys want me to just go to the program i will

Who am I.
I dont know.
I have the thirst to reflect.
My nursing spirit
Is one to nurse and protect
I feel the urge to deflect.
*** attempting. Perfection
Has my nerves in a wreck

I dont know the finer details
But got the main components
So beautiful and chosen.
You were gods objection of devotion.
But imperfections to logic
Which you would not know of
You thought God was flawless
As you shown yourself
In many golden moments
Make creation in your perfection
Overthrow the deception
In gods most intelligent osmosis
Lead an overthrow the creators broken was the  slogan
You charged a troop. Of once honored guards.
To slaughter God. *** his awesome flaws...
Not knowing wisdom.
Is balance driven...
You hid the plot. In Crystal vision...
He saw the system.
And violent rising...
You called this battle a fox in hiding...
In a still leg running plot of
Shaking little hit men
And In the night when all was calm
The palm of sweat
Swept from calm to psalm.
The war was on. And for a lifetime.
You were defeated pure...
To be re seeded to a heater that burns beneath the earth...
You were beastly marred...
And made a demon God...
What once was perfection
Now grieved and Flawed
Because you don't believe in God....
You make hate your gospel.
And your meanings lost.
You spent seasons. On a sheet of frost
Appealing to the creed of clothes
That pay heed to your demon flaws..
And we see that your beast and
Wrong...
Go to hell and be to rot...
Because your way to clean for god

Dramatic progression of
A terminal diagnosis
Prognosis
Is mostly hopeless
Condition critical
Like pesticide to locust
Or a moon swollen
With out attention
To reflect the light of the sun
Its frozen
Never knowing of devotion
Jesus I'm hopeless need you so bad
But I'm closed to love
And happiness
Knowing only tragic
Emotions
Only cactus grows
Until god showed up
Ima rose now
But my toes drown
In the flowing lake of sadness
Devastated by the regret encapsulated
In my sanctum of madness
Like a prison guard
Keeping watch on me as I stroll along the polished pad. Mug of swollen pride
And toes so cold there frozen
Like my dad is.
I pray jesus comes back and
Knows immostly sorry for those habits
Divorcing from devotion I supported so religiously will be magic to manage without your hand in.
I'm a woman I think. My mind is lost
Pointing in directions
Placed in foreign spots
Storms so calm
My emotions are positively so opposite
I ignore my thoughts
Logically made perfect
Throwing pebbles in a shore of rocks
My body is in constant thought
That no guy will ever find me hot
I know I'm not. A top notch model
Or a goddess yet.
But sooner than
I hope to make my fate less gloomy
Lift mymood
And finally choose a man.
Doom and ******.
The foolish cant.
I tried so hard
You knew that.
I'm so foolish that I truly cant
So ***** me man
I'm doomed and ******.
Tulips planted on your **** in june we plant.. you ******* knew we cant

Demolishing politics.
With less effort than satan buying a Ford....
Save it *** I get just bought a make I can safely afford...
I know your anaconda wants a Honda size of momma
Sir mix alot
Just take the accord
I'll present the award.
Menace on the television...
Its dodge the father...
Suicide
intelligent doors...
Ram the daughter
Thats better
More precious than gold....
I'm medically in Tacoma...
*** im
in a heavenly mold....
But this never comes
I'm getting old
God set me straight..
Quit telling me no..

Pregnant with a science equation
The saviour in waits
To save my child from satan
Damnation
Faces theripplingwaves
Of a god of great creation
Made of  fear and love
To break the truth from lies that leak
The tainted tears that knew
Gods way was meant to
Make my bed the safest place
In all creation.
Envy like acolour
Green like rumours of a blackened hatred.
Sacred eyes that match gods fear
His love
And drift away
To grace that saves so many innocent
From satan.
Dripping fangs
And tail wagging
Sagging jaw
Waving temptation
To every soul regardless
Of race. Preference. Ability. Status.
And any other possible discrimination
Nations claiming borders
Based on races.
Religion. And historical migration
Governments at war.
Spreading gospels.
Of indoctrination
Bias. And hatred. Meant to **** with.
Like aman craving.
Power. Taking a sacred woman god made to grow old have babies
And see times change
Like reading braille.
When touch is smoke
And the god you find in
Despair. Is faceless.
But he waits for you to save you from
The despair. You dare to face alone because you stare into
The date he created you
With blank expression
Like he made you
To be vacant

Here I stand.
Love for the soul. To touch one
My eyes like dice. They need secret
Keep in gods house..
The sleep of sightless flight
As birds chirp and cheep.
Teaching the life left in me

That more becomes a man
When god returns what's his
To your willfull ownership
For it is far more his will
Than should anyman
Possess.
And may I be stripped of these blessings should I grow arrogant
In self will
That's the storm of
Tears cried of the heaven
That keeps me humble in the sun
That nourishes the seeds that I've planted.
And only to feel important
Is my flaw.
When so much love is given how could I not reciprocate.
The love of s world in trial of times
Unbecoming.
in bad need of redemption repair and salvation
So much good exists here
As long as we have each other. May god bless you on your journey friend
Praise the song of god bless
You

Moments gone.. the motion stops
The train halts
And greatness in the making
Changes to a new thought
That you don't remember
The blessings that you got
Till your on track with reinvention
Evolution and a new song
*** you know you want your true plot
Even if my *** gets chewed lots
*** **** it dude.
That ***** too hot...
Like maneur in the summer.
Maneuver sewer
Fumes.. as ninja turtles
With a poo shell...
Like your the **** thats how you smell
I knew well...
See through your true self.
And make your boots melt
A feat from standing in heat
I'm hot as blue flame
Or walking through true hell...
Don't turtle up in your smooth shell
I see the kid. On the school field
Who had more scars
Than my grandfathers carpenter tool belt....
A story I listened through school bells
Tunes that I knew well..
**** it dude
The two of us knew he'll...
I hope we do well

Requesting invitation
To an open form event
Like i can get some mental fortitude
With a war inside my head.

More in dread of failure.
But failures in my goodbooks
If failing is female essence
When your in the steps that I took...
You wouldn't fathom
Just how it has good  looks.
When all that ever passed you was eyes
And judgement *** you "looked good"

So I've accepted the fate ahead
And. No regrets.
Not even in the slightest
I want to make my bed
And pray to heaven
With messages inside us..
Eminems my only love right now.
Frightening slash
Massively excited.
Apparently I'm some transgender.
Queen.
Beyond imaginations finest...
Angelic with a prophecy
Evolving all the people
Here beside us.
Saving lost forgotten children
From the ******
Highness of hate and violence.
Anyway hes spineless.
I found God to get sobriety.
But ended up
With kindness. And a love
for everyone inside of me...
I'm going to get this surgery.
Be everything I find in me...
With God's highest guidance.
By my side.
No evil plot can ******. Trick
Or silence me....
I know i love you em congrats
on 13 years of sobriety
I hope when I'm asleep
You come to find me in a quiet sleep.
And we build a higher dynasty
Ps. Thanks for all the chocolate you been buying me.

Product of a service tech
Have you met your service rep
They call him nervous Jeff
His hands are made to surf the web
But hes here to perv your neck
Instead.
Your surely dead.
And curtains. Close.
And nurse brings meds
Adrena chrome. And nervous
Mess
Approach. You. Smoke you.
Like a perm with dreads.
Your body burns
Wheres the furnace check
You squirm in bed.
A ****** debt.
Somebody keeps your words in head
Like there learning them
You encourage them
Like your perfect and
You feel the universe
Like fate transpired
This time you ******* earned your bed....
When you wake up.
Pray you learned from this.
And deserve every day
Your on this earth to live

Thats how you feel.
Incarcerated
In an artist space

*** calm is great
But commas just punctuate
A tomach ache.
Period
My functions fluctuate.
Like oil prices
When Saudi floods
The markets
In a number race.
Consumption
Of an ugly fate.
And destruction at a stunning pace

Something In an endless sea
Of red.
I mean. The hungers fed.
The younger men
Don't know. Like toddlers.
Repeating something said.
To teachers.
Thinking its above their head.
I've been stumped again.
**** it man.
I'm becoming something
My mom  
Would Facebook click unfriend

Lasix vision surgery required.
Basic vision has expired
Matrix of equations
X and y seem to tangle
Key chains in the dryer
Key tags lie
im high and wired.


Impaired in basic judgement
Get in hate laced huff and puff n
And do my velcro shoes up
Like its nothing
I take *** Ed in my co ed class
undergrads age 30 something
Ferris Buehler runs this
Subject.
Much as trump craves the second coming

Damnation is a major slave ship
Thats a statement for discussion
Foreshadow is a scrumptious
Dish but I've literally
Touched nothing of the luncheon


Joe just being silly. Stuffing muffins in her lunch kit.
Punchlines on rocky sun shine
Hope the blind guy
Sees my rhymes or something
Curb appeal the healing
Hand of a munchkin
Drunk in love and
Bag of grass and little weeds
Is the only thing
I'm touching
Actually **** all drugs
I'm done with all the dumb ****.
Cut the tape.
These muffins are disgusting
And I ate the whole buffet
Munching. Gotta stop the drugging.

Alleviate these urges.
I'm certain of one thing
Something hurts me.
And its more than money
****** urgency
But its numbing.
Something
Is coming
And it hunts me
Like juan in the drug store
my picture on a
touch screen...
Silenced pistol.
Plastic wrap. And bleach.
To keep his truck clean.
He wants me.
Mercy like rehearsal.
With the big show
Never coming.
Wrestlemania
The big show certainly coming
But its Caine that runs
These veins.
My nasal passage. Humming.
Like a bird.
My stomach buzzing.
Bee the reason.
I make an impact. Hit hard
Like its a drum beat.
Dragon breath
My inferno  clumsy
Stumbling and
Dropping heat
Like fireball
To a drunk teen
Switch blade kinda change the flow.
It's funny how I play the role.
Like God is waiting patient
Just to break my nose
And turn my baby clothes
Into lady clothes.
Only shady knows.
Oh save it ***

If rumours.
Yeah rumours were my evidence
Than you were.
Nothing short of seconds
In my memory.
Knew her.
It was droplets on my everything
I've come to fall. Like. Kings of old.
And wars forgotten by the centuries.

Hey. Can you stand to truth.
Hey who's the first to shoot.
Can you love. Him though
Not knowing of.
Any thing other than.
Anything other than
He's a nother man.


If lies were all you knew.
Would you hunt.
And seek whatz true?
In your dreams.
A love so few.
Have from a nother man
Knowing nothing other than
Me and you.

Orientation was a confusing subject
In school
I refused to touch it
Gay was taboo.
And gender change unproven
But I knew I loved it.
My memory a cemetery.
Who's who of the dudes I'm *******.

In fantasy.
But Reality was a different tune.
Burned my arms
Abusing substances in middle school
******* leaving little clues.
So blurred a false persona
Like I killed a dude.
That ******* isn't true.
I lied for all my life.
I hope the truth doesn't get to you

I've created an image.
My decision. To present its beautiful
Virtue.
My head with
Intentions. To end it. Than mend it
But
First gotta hurt you.

May
Mercy immerse you.
In a surface breaking .
Surge creating.
Re emergence of passion

Am I supposed to be positive.
I was the opposite?
Calibrate my consciousness
To reflect the God. In all of us.
I watch.
Sleeping slumber. Under
Watch from God. And he wants
Me to stay positive.
So solve it.
*** I'm sick of walking.
In a constant. Sleep.
Non stop. Cranial labotomist.
I want all of it.
But God predicts.
I must always follow it.
I thought all this ****
And exhibited intolerance.
But what if it existed
*** we wanted it.
Hope I get my promises

Wrapped in a sarcastic manner
I'm in retraction from Reward
Death. Sin and rapture...
With the maker in my name sake banner...
False is not in my vocabulary..
Vernacular  or grammer...
With the greatness weighted on a sacred banner..
We halt in a light of mantra song..
Psalm and thank her...

Hungry for life
No throwing up stomach bile.
**** it let's run a mile.
Make it 8
Say my name
Sun child
Shady. Umbrella time

Rain
Sweat.
Pain... death. In the summer time
Way to step.
In the wake of a grave
Slept

Morphing in its purest form.
The cure is warm
Like hemoglobin surging for.
A feeling of a perfect
Form
But God searches for your purest
Form
So be warned you may not find exactly what your searching for.
I'm learning more.
A curve of sorts.
Nothing that I've learned before.
I'm sure if I return this
Poem
You'll read this and return it home.
Burning in your
Cozy dorm is fire burning keep you warm.
And cool you with a surgeons nose
You breathe eat sleep
And dream spirits truest form
Spread wings accept your worth in gold.
And learn of certain search in soul.
I pray when you return this poem.
You've grown wings.
And learned to grow.
And my mom has learned of courage bro... spread wings and yearn
For more in hopes.

the person that I learned the most.
I love you naji
Your perfect poem.
Before you i felt worthless
Now im certain
I'll find a perfect home.

Riley is a cosmic touch
Karmin is the beauty mind
Remove the clueless
Fool who fathered them
Their mother is the two intwined
To sign of mother eyes
The two of blue
One glued of white
To shoot her moon as white
When moves Riley
In a cooling fire... while karmin
Schools behind..
Learning
Flow with all..
Dont learn aggression
Pettiness or beauty lies....
*** beauty truly lies
In cupids mind...
Strewn the fine
Keys of music
For a few Devine
Movie ties
And you've outdone
The cumbersome
Noose
They use to tie
Fame
***
Holly wood is suicide
You two will rule behind
Your parent
Do me true my child
Your soon to rise
The few we truly pride

Let my ego persuade.
Turn waves
Into calm seas
Deride. The prom queen
And contrive my style
Unlike dre with the palm trees.
Get some bomb beats.
Or crash like markets.
Spark. Recession.
Never ending pretending
My past was a mob scene
Funding research
Money network
Text words
To get curvy. Letters.
In a curtain call with death first.
My neck hurts.
I can network?
See first.
*** first?
Check work?
Like my message was a blank cheque
That bounced
Vus I'm in debt worse.
**** the med nurse

Hit home like a comet
Astronaut
Of missing pieces
Rest of me is.
Shadow. Like a battle
Slaying demons
Grave so deep
I brace my dreams
For destruction
Means of seering heat. Than apocalyptic freezing
*** aj keeps the keys.
On lock down
Stop screaming.
Its not the season to be hot and cold
Just stop dreaming
Watch the reason
Seems I'm challenged
Or something
Being subject.  
Damage lit with liquid
Cancer
Eternal battle
Tried and blackened
With stains of greatness
On my saddled.
Stallion.
I'm not average I'm savage
Hope I have it
Inside to beat this challenge
And make balance
From disease. Disorder
My morality damage

her story
is a magic book
like fairytales
giving enchanted looks
she grew up not expecting much
but what she had
was more than any man could tell her

she was a six gun shooter with a mouth
seeing stars when i go down
*** she always knocks me out
im in love with her
and it doesnt get any better
shes just got that intelligent kind of brain
and im dumb enough to let her

her story
might be hard to navigate
but it starts in lower class
and a cheque book running late


her parents werent the kindest
maybe one was kind of mean
but she grew up so *******
caring, its a thing you wont believe


now in her story
i wasnt quite prince charming
and the truth is
i took part in a few things quite alarming
it was two drinks
down before we left the bar
than i winked at some girl at her car
and she slapped me so **** hard

The world knows everything.

Scar tissue. Healing hands. And open wounds.
The things of my mortal affliction.
To hold on tight.
When one should release.
I hold with dear passion
To be perfection. Until perfection
Is chaotic and masterful mayhem.
Than its
The giving up. For giving sake.
And when difference of reality
Is a quarrel.
A fight with the monsters within.
Re.ember
My truth is perception of what only
I can say I have seen of the world.
And my humanly experience.
And the differing logics
Thoughts. Feelings and beliefs.
That I have is smaller
Than the truth that binds us all.
And my truth has been shared
By millions.
Of conscious understanding.
And only one has universal truth
That is he the all knowing
So why would I want my perception be at quams with yours.
I am not eternal
But he is!!!! The
Connectivity to
Each person.
Sharing a version of themselves
For someone else to discover.
To interpret.  To love.
In a never ending sequence of
Souls uniting.
Seeing. Being. And living
Through space and time.
In color. Prayer. And shared in peace

That last one sounded border line
Crafted out of cocky ness
But God is full of confidence
As long as you stock the cellars
Of his populace.
Moderate the hate
Drop politician nonsense
down to moderate.
Stop consuming products
Marketed for tossing in
A garbage bin
not usable in practical return
Like second term
Is to a pregnant impoverished
Multicultural college kid
With out a scholarship
Profit says
Denote the common sense
And sell the hope
To the blind majority
As peaceful ways
To keep their promises
Handed next
To toddlers
Who will swallow up corporate sponsorship
And dump em like
A crock of ****.
Like ray Kroc
And McDonald's did
Wrong kid. They selling
Obesity. Without labeling
The consequence
Modest diet.
Fat reduction
And diet harm reduction consciousness
Or coca cola diabetes
dreams
That leave you haunted
Underneath a coffin lid
Cigarettes
Are toxic. Whats the cost
Of coughing up
An *****
But I smoke along
*** its to strong to quit.
So all the while
I smile and drink
My coke.
Eat my hopes
With a whisp of smoke
To wash down all of it
My *******
Hippie economist
Intolerance
Man **** swallow this

Rise above.
Rise above your fears.
Face everything.
Dont cut and run.
They have the habit of chasing you
Battle your demons
Be comfortable with loneliness
Dont be mad or bitter
The world owes you nothing
You owe the world a great debt
And it is your duty to carry
The seed of fertility.
To birth knowledge.
Planting it in even the darkest corners
Where sunlight rarely blesses.
Carry on your best intentions.
And see the work you've started to completion.
Push yourself to break.
Than heal and break again.
But dont forget compassion
Where flaws exist. Insecurities flourish
Where insecurities live.
Fear consumes
Where fear exists there can be no love
So make sure to bandage your flaws with love.
Water your seeds with optimism
In Hope's they will bloom.
Even in the darkest corners.
God does not remember your sins
But rather your bravery
In repentance.
You are his child.
Believe in yourself and others will soon follow.
For an idea becomes a motive a motive becomes a plan.

A plan becomes a deed.
But first the idea must be sparked than the flames fanned and watched carefully to avoid a wildfire of mishaps.
As good intentions sometimes become.
If left unchecked.
Consider the feelings of others
But care not what they think of you.
It's easy to get consumed in head games.
So remember nobodies perfect
And magnifying your flaws does not make them invisible.

Jessie Reyes you mentioned.
He's got love for me.
Is this real.
The way I feel. Confessional.
Is I have. Thoughts.
Hopes its eventually real
That the devil himself. In best
Attire. Couldn't dress up as incredibly
well.
As the masking machine. Monster
I made to hide.
My ****** tells. Heart swells
I'm like ****. I'm in motion. Of chemical. Grief...... Tell em
When my weapon. Of war.
Is a heavenly peace. .......Let um
I feel his smell and its sweet.
My hopes are rejected.
But inside I'm crying
Why am I seeing.
Stan.
In my pathetic reflection.
I get it. I see it. But I don't know
What the mental illness
Projected.
Voices and people
dripping wax over
The coals of smoke. Blowing
Holes in my head ex direction
While my brain.
Is directed. In detective mode
No shred of unbiased
Investment
Twenty seconds. Into my
Match of inter dimensional.
Tetris.
I see slim by the window.
Pitching up a Jimmy necked tent n
The sky turns dead
And his tents getting wet.
So I crept in the entrance.
Asked him a question.
My mind became. A black sky
With gastro swelling
And negative pressure. In my I lower intestine.
Like a puff from the dragon.
Selling me seconds.
In an abandoned fan lit.
Gas fueled. Combustion.
So fast not even my stomach.
Had a chance to react
It just happened.
Dance with my last name
A fast removal. Of credit.
*** balloon heads are
For the newly dead.
And your such a beautiful
Couple

Imagine a big picture.
Only gods laughter could fathom
While mantra
And montage show what matters
In a microscopic pattern.
I'm in slasher flicks.
My *****. Like eric banas
Anger
While ******* has fangs.
To my super human
Reproductive
Splatter
Seed of
Father. Jehovah. And the beginning
To infinite here after.
Love the status of all man
No discrimination
Of intimidation
From the system
Or the peers that never mattered.
Where ambition.
Keeps me blinded.
Slanted glasses show my tantrums
*** I'm not a woman
Or a man
Exhibit a my manners.

Slowly in my mind
Unravelling and turn like drips of water
Slew like confusion. Muddy tolerance
To my only son and daughter
You hated person
Save your crooked ways to meet the judge... your honour
I took precautions to have you stand up right. She took away my love your honour...
My kids become a bargain chip.
And watch her use my son and daughter.....
Here we go let's actually foreshadow
And let it fall out harder...


Close my eyes
My daughters timeless face
Of glowing sun and moon collisions
Circumstance of groomed provisions
*** her mother ******* knew no different..
My son a heart that beats with love.
Drumming up a song. Unsung.
They both possess an Angel's laughter
They're my kin that's all that matters...
I love my family.
Well have christmas after.
And **** the ones that fill their head with spiteful chatter
You spineless *******.

Hi I'm addicted trying to attain.
A level of fame.
Seduced in lessons.
With a mentor in pain.
Clueless moves.
Doing laps around a loop
Of losing with shame.
Sike. I'm not gruesome yet.
But I knew these delusions
Were sane
I'm so genius. Wheres the proof.
The futures shades.
Of black and grey.
With hues of blue in my veins..
Like puddle of mud.
She ******* hates me.
I do too in a way....
Step up to the base kid.
Your a base head. Nah uh
Why you blue in the face?
Tie your shoes.
You penny pouch.
Before you take two cents to you
Grave.
Ah huh.
You ******* knew what I'd say.
Brutal.
hoping.
Humans
will be less than
A dangerous race.
Now hit the ******* ball.
And get your tooth decay away from my face