the epicenter
of hands shaken, drained
of blood--miserly grasps.
turning and cleaning a wheel.
a home leaving home.
passed up by a bus driver
blue at the collar like you,
pretending to respond--
but having a blowout with
schedule, while waving him
down for a solid already profiting.
despising the unrreconcilable need
that sustains him.
"an essential worker."
"heros transporting heros, right?"
understanding the de-servant
of karmic implication.
where rage should have been.
there was none, there i remained.
instead, the language of an
oldish latino man trying his best to
communicate with me.
telling me what he did ******
himself by leaving us out.
moments later he began to **** by
the right of the bus's glass waiting room.
**** splashing the pavement.