When I am sad
I get quiet

simple

Shake a little
on the inside
leaking to my hands

I get sad a lot
Hands shaking so I can barely write
Off somewhere inside
to some distraction
computer, ****, sleep, TV

There are no veins to open
words to fight
drugs to fix

Dying has a long-term contract

When I get sad
I get quiet

simple

The more you bear , the better ache they provide .

Dream-Like
My Life—-Eyes wide
Asleep.


I wonder if you’re proud of me.

What’s it All About
Here!
Still tryin’—-Living.

Is the Sky in my skull
Not imagination Heaven?
Oh Soul
        Snow Piercer
Oh Life! You great monolith
I climb
Your pyramid
A backdrop of red
Fires, Angry Suns.
Nature can’t save us over hungry
We ate & sealed our fate

I wonder if You’re proud?
I am of your Love.

Forevermore.
That’s unreal! —
My Love.


Dream-Like
My Life—-eyes wide
Fast Asleep.

Oh Forgive me. Oh!
Forgive me please...