Heartbreak Fueling my hands With the richest Form of Getting lost I am nothing But the words That I write And now Reality has Blended My life Into dreams Altering them Into nightmares I am drowning In drink Silence And subtleties The unsaid Can’t cry Empty eyes And Photographed smiles.
I love everything About not having social media I worry less Don't waste my time Yet The biggest drawback Is I can't rub in your face How happy I am With someone else
in this lifetime i am yours in another lifetime someone else's i am aware of the others if only faintly and i hate to speak for the others but this one with you by far the best
To feign ignorance That the world Just operates how It does When the signs Are clearly there For some Its coincidence For others Its fate For me Its numbers Such as 818
818 is one of my favorite numbers with my one of my favorite meanings.
I misprise who is't I am I misprise who is't I am not I seeketh changeth I don't seeth how it's probable Viewing as I'm the same p'rson
I am who is't I am I supposeth I am the tears yond I caused To hie down thy visage I am the blood yond I've spilled Through callous action I am the weight of mine own sins And I knoweth I am running out of tears myself I am running out of blood to keepeth Pouring into lifeless conditions And I'm getting awfully heavy
Forgetting what once wast And hating what forsooth is I prayeth I am not the villian But if I am to beest I'll rememb'r the chapters yond Madeth me
My eyelids are so heavy I know I should just sleep But with these ideation I have I worry I won't wake Guess a majority of me Would be okay with that Maybe thats the best way out To just quietly drift into the deep
I can't find my worth Don't know who I am No idea on where to go Or what to change I don't even recognize Who I once was But it's clear That's who I'll always be.
Give me your praise I'll give you my days Give me your demands I'll give you my hands Give me your sickness I'll give you forgiveness Give me your best I'll give you nothing less Give me your everything I'll give you anything
you make me love so much more than just you im in love with the morning light in love with getting better in love with the high that i won't live down in love with this love
I wear goofy Cause sad isn't in style And I may not be a comedian But I'm worth your while I have memorized Too many dad jokes To not make you smile And when the fun is over I'll go back to the gloom Till I can be the idiot Who lights up a room
Wanting to drown in your love And float in your dreams Wanting to die in your arms And live in your thoughts Wanting to get lost in your eyes And be found in your heart Wanting to be helpless to your touch And thrive in your grasp
I can't get away from you You break rules and still I keep letting you play I try to shut you out You beg and apologize I keep on circling And I have yet to realize You're the drain
I wisheth to perish To spareth mine own legacy I wisheth to beest f'rgotten F'r who is't I once wast And not beest remembered f'r The ghastly thing I've becometh
How could you Steal my breath My attention My heart In one Simple glance.
And sometimes I like to think That what you did Was intentional That maybe you wanted to And that you still want to That maybe you needed to And that you still need to.
Maybe you could be something Somebody special My somebody But you will always be remembered As the thief that stole from me.
How didst I turneth To this monstrosity I am ev'rything Yond makes me sick I won't receiveth holp So it shall beest up to me To just p'rfect This disease
I tried to show me Why I loathe me I sit in the dark Cause I can't stand me Doesn't matter if I say I'm sorry to myself There's no forgiving me I know that the thing That disgusts me is me
I may be a hopeless romantic But you know that better than I do You make me a cliché And you do it just so easily I don't know if I'm doing this right But you know I simply cannot hide
I live by the pen And die by my words I can't figure out Which fate is worse To be ****** By what you have read Or to be slaughtered By what I have said
i tried to stop this way before it even began you keep playing god taking away all that is right punishing me for who knows what do you remember me i was once just a set of atoms in your universe that you never recognized now im just something to play with and break