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Oliver Twist Feb 2014
Where are you now?
When i sleep with the lights on every night.
When i cant close my eyes, so i stare
into anywhere, everywhere
that seems dark.

Where are you lying?
When i lay in the arms of another man.
When it feels so wrong, yet here I am.
You're no where, but every where
that seems dark.

Where is your love?
When I'm lost with a needle inside my vein.
That's so insane. I go insane. I'm so insane.
that seems dark.

Here i am
so in love with how you'll never understand,
never hold my hand
and its my fault because I never had a plan.
Just kept this love
close to my heart
despite the fact we've grown apart.
that seems dark.
that seems dark.
that seems dark.

Where is your head?
When you're realizing that I'm so dedicated.
When you're saying you care to be there & you swear.
Don't you dare. Don't you ******* dare....
that seems dark.

Where do we stand?
When time away is passing by slower than ever.
When the end of 15 years in prison starts to feel like never.
& nothing's fair - till we get there.
that seems dark.

Where does it end?
When love is drowning me so deep under my pain.
That's so insane. I go insane. I'm so insane.
that seems dark.

here i am
so i love with you you'll never understand.
never hold my hand.
and its my fault because I never had a plan.
just kept this love
close to my heart
despite the fact we've grown apart.
that seems dark.
its so dark.
so dark.
© Olivia Stinziano
Oliver Twist Feb 2014
**** ignorance for being my bliss in our last kiss.
Try as i may, I always say "How did it come to this?"

Screaming why! why! why!
do we resort to getting high?
insist on living a lie?
work so hard at wasting time?

Knowing things may get messy.
Never seeming to mind.
Oliver Twist Feb 2014
I live
and breathe
for Love.


sometimes,

*
it kills me.
Oliver Twist Feb 2014
There's always a difference between
The way I look,
The way I act,
And the way I feel.

Who am i?
What the **** I am doing, and why?

Alone in my head
Struggling with myself.
Oliver Twist Feb 2014
all my life wasted
and I stay - and I stay there
they say I should pace it
but i don't - no I don't care
I can't take a step down
been at the bottom for so long
guess I must have missed how -
when and where I went so wrong.

I've been so wrong, for so long
at the bottom i stayed there.

I've got all this knowledge
but it really means nothing
I'm jumping off into the middle something
I guess what I'm finding is it's about forgiveness.
find that solution and we begin to live this.

I've been so wrong, for so long
at the bottom and i stayed there.
I'm not sure how i feel about this song. It's really unfinished and unclear.
Oliver Twist Feb 2014
I'm lonely.
I'm alone.
I'm selfish
and cold.
I'm wrong,
and you're right
so lets fight.
lets fight
to the death.
to MY death
to my last dying breath
I'd still love you
but it's true,
it won't do.
it won't do.
what I've done
to myself
has been done
to you too.
Now I'm lonely
and alone.
When we talk
on the phone
your so selfish
and cold,
our new love
growing old.
and I'm dying to feel
what is already dead.
was it something i said?
was it something i said?
acceptance.
defeat.
I'm alone
and I'm beat.
give it up, love
give it up
or give it all to me
please?
can't you see?
I am dying
on my knees.
I am crying
on my knees.
OK, ill give it up.
I am lying on my knees
and hoping you'll complete
ME
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