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96 · Sep 2020
Brown Eyed Girl
OJ Anuy Sep 2020
Your big brown eyes, how they fit your face
How they tell your story and they show your grace
I could look in those gems and the world would be gone
Absorbed by your gaze, my life is redrawn

They tell a story of love and adventure
Not without pain, but never surrender
The story of an, angel, a queen, a moon
A story I hope to be rejoining soon

What I wouldn’t give, to see those eyes one more time
You name the crime or the mountain to clime
To get lost in your gaze, and see the world through your scope
For it to happen again I can only hope

But hope I do, day after day
“Please, let our paths reunite,” I pray
Perhaps it will work, and we can gaze together
But this time our gaze, will be together forever
96 · Sep 2020
I Write
OJ Anuy Sep 2020
When I miss you now all I do is write
It may hurt my heart, but that I can fight
Put pen to paper and be contrite
All the while loving you with all of my might

I know I can’t call to say hello
Or even a text would be met by a no
So the options are limited, no way to go
But writing poetry for you, is all I know

It helps me to feel a little more close
Connected in some way, a tiny dose
I’m not sure what a therapist would diagnose
But I know its ‘cause I love you the most

And I wonder, if you could read what I write
Would your love for me feel a little more right
Would you think of me when you doze off tonight?
Would the thought of me bring you a little delight?
96 · Sep 2020
Last Night
OJ Anuy Sep 2020
My dream last night it felt so real
The whole world seemed just right
You and I were holding hands
As we walked throughout the night

We talked, we laughed we felt the joy
Of hopeless love and bliss
And when the night came to an end
We shared a gentle kiss

I woke this morning with a smile
Expecting to see you there
But instead I got my daily reminder
That half my bed is bare

I’m thankful that at least I dream
And get to see your face
And hear your voice and touch your skin
For that, I can't replace
96 · Oct 2020
Saturday Night
OJ Anuy Oct 2020
Saturday night, not out on the town
I’m home alone wearing a frown
Beneath the weight of my pain I drown
Missing your laugh and face around

When will this change? I do not know
When will I be able to let you go?
And move on with life and start to grow
Away from my feelings that always flow

I want this pain to cease and stop
But still I think of you nonstop
Afraid to let you out of my mind
In case love for me, you’re able to find

But I owe it to myself to go and try
Because the odds are poor, I cannot lie
But inside there’s a thing a can’t deny
That I’ll love you until the day I die
95 · Oct 2020
Did You Know
OJ Anuy Oct 2020
Did you know that I still dream of you?
And every day pray its not true
Hoping that there has been some mistake
That every night I stay awake

Thinking of you and if you're well
Hoping this wasn't a final farewell
But rather just a "see you soon"
That one day you may change your tune

That you will say you want me back
And while our relationship has a lot to unpack
You see a future for you and I
And I agree as a tear falls from my eye

You will always be my number one
Until the end when life is done
There will never be another to capture my love
The way that you have, so far and above
95 · Sep 2020
The Future
OJ Anuy Sep 2020
It’s strange to me, I wonder if you feel the same
But when I sit back and ignore the pain
I think to the future and what it will be
I still always see you, right beside me

I’ve had this image for many years
That hasn’t been washed out by all the tears
Despite being apart and all the heartbreak
I know when I see it, it’s no mistake

Your hand in mine as we travel the road
The road unknown but with love its bestowed
The path for us it's out in the distance
I know we can get there with a little persistence

So with patience I wait for you to come around
Because true love can’t be fully unwound
It will always be there, like me waiting for you
To come back to my arms and show you its true

My love for you and our souls intertwined
That thing that most people only hope to find
It’s not always clear, not always defined
But you know how it feels with your hand in mine
93 · Sep 2020
Our Song
OJ Anuy Sep 2020
Drift Away
Dobie Gray

You freed my soul
Your rock, your roll

Your heart with me
In harmony

You helped me along
You kept me strong

And then it came
I feel the pain
We split apart
And I’m to blame

Sadness, confusion, loneliness
Your heart, your smile, a gentle kiss
Just a few of the things I miss

Drift Away
It has new meaning
My spirit bleeding
And left to pleading

One more moment
Your hand in mine
A dance together
One final time

Left with this
Memories of past
The dream remains
That we would last

Forever together
It should have been
Until we can
Reunite again
91 · Oct 2020
Moving On
OJ Anuy Oct 2020
Moving on, a little bit more each day
And as time goes on, my heart continues to decay
But part of this growth, I keep holding on
To a small part of you, that I can't let be gone

This one little part. This minuscule bit
This attachment to you from how we fit
I will never let it go. That I'll admit
And hope that one day, my love, you'll permit

And the part of you that I take with me
Replaces the piece that that used to be "we"
The part of my heart that I gave to you
That I hope, forever, you will hang on to

Forever incomplete, forever connected
Two parts of our hearts, exchanged, and infected
Infected with the love that two soulmates can share
The way that only best friends and lovers can care

The point of these words is not to get you right back
I know that right now, it would feel like an attack
But simply to tell you from the bottom of my heart
That I'll be ready to love you when you're ready to restart
91 · Oct 2020
A Month
OJ Anuy Oct 2020
A month today since we had last spoke
Nothing has changed, my heart is still broke
I reached out today just say hello
So that my love for you can continue to show

But you left me hanging here, all alone
While I spent the day staring at my phone
Hoping to hear that you're doing well
Praying that last talk wasn't a final farewell

But it seems it might be the end of the road
Though I won't lose hope that again we may glow
But the future looks bleak there's no denying
Despite my love for you and all the crying

So for now I will say, I'm sorry we're here
This truly has been the worst ******* year
But perhaps the future may have some love left in store
Even more than we ever experienced before
89 · Oct 2020
Tattooed On My Heart
OJ Anuy Oct 2020
No matter the distance or time apart
Nothing will remove this mark from my heart
A combination of letters, that to me, looks like art
Your name, my love, will never depart

The needle and ink that spells out your name
And love that will burn like an eternal flame
Just grows each day without any shame
And I only hope that you could feel the same

The place you hold inside of me
Its permanent for all to see
Look into my eyes, they won't disagree
But my love for you, they will decree

Love that has stayed and always remained
Over time has sustained and steadily its gained
Power and strength not to be restrained
Because deep to my core, my love for you is ingrained

No matter what you need, the time or place
I will always be there for your embrace
But for now I will try to give you your space
With hopes that one day you want to see my face

And on that day I promise to be there
No matter the problem, I simply won't care
Even if its only a moment we share
It will have been the answer to my single prayer
88 · Sep 2020
Numb
OJ Anuy Sep 2020
Today’s one of those days, that just feels so numb
In so many ways, just down in the dumps.

I’m missing you  and what you would say
How you’d make me laugh. How you’d make my day.

If I could see your face or even just talk
Maybe share a meal or go for a walk

I’m sure it would help to get me to smile
And maybe laugh a little for the first time in a while.

Instead we’re apart, no contact at all
What I would do, to receive your call.

That you miss me too and this isn't working out
That we should be together, without a doubt.

And that will be the happiest day I’ve had
The joy will outweigh all of the recent bad.
OJ Anuy Sep 2020
Each and every single day I start it all the same
I wake up from a dream of you hoping to see your face

The truth sets in that we’re apart as soon as I come to
The hollow pain, this can’t be right, please tell me it’s not true

I drag myself out from my bed and head straight to the floor
I pray for you, your happiness, and always something more

One more chance, an opportunity,
To show you what you mean to me

“Show her my love, show her that I care
Show her, no matter what, I always will be there”

I go about my day’s routine, thinking of you always
Working on another poem to get me through the days

The day wraps up, before I end, I head back to the floor
“Thank you for my blessings, but I must ask for one thing more”

“Let me wake tomorrow with her laying by my side
And every day from that point on, you’ll forever be my bride”
83 · Sep 2020
Do You?
OJ Anuy Sep 2020
Do you love me? Do you miss me?

Do you spend your days dreaming
Of a time when life had meaning
Do you spend your nights thinking
About how it could have been
Does food have any flavor
Or is it simply bland nutrition
Does music have a melody
Or is it a constant din

Does sunshine bring you any warmth
Or does your skin stay cold
Does the night sky bring you peace of mind
Or do you reflect on times of old
And do you feel some happiness
smiling from ear to ear
Or do you wear a mask and say
“Everything is good here”

Because I love you and I miss you
and those things, I do
I’m lost at sea without a course
No captain; that is you

I try to keep on moving
but there’s one thing that I know
There no one I’d rather be with,
no place I’d rather go

With you is where my soul belongs
I know that in my Heart
Not seeing you is killing me
I can’t bear to be apart
You’ve been my one since early on
if I knew it or not
I love you and I miss you and
you’ll always have my heart
Love, Romance, Heartbreak, Sadness, Hope
79 · Sep 2020
Withdrawn
OJ Anuy Sep 2020
Another week has come and gone
And more and more I feel withdrawn
But not from you or how I feel
Withdrawn from life and what is real

I spend all day looking at my phone
Hoping hoping to hear from you alone
Daydreaming of you and what the future could hold
What our lives would be like after we grow old

That call or text, it hasn’t come
As I spiral down in gloom and glum
But without hope, I am not
Because I believe you haven’t forgot

About our love and chemistry
And you know just what you mean to me
So when you’re ready to come on home
My mind will no longer roam

In thoughts of what could have been
And instead will focus on the life we’re in
And how we love deep down, within
So that our forever can begin
76 · Sep 2020
The Wait
OJ Anuy Sep 2020
If there is life that you want to live
I would wait forever and still forgive

I don’t care if I’m plan B, or C, or after Z
If there are people you want to see
As long as you eventually get to me
I’d be happy to be patient, indefinitely

To me, there is only one path I see
It starts and ends with you and me
So if I need to wait for you
Until you you recognize it too
Then wait, I shall, as long as it takes
Despite each days endless heartbreaks
It will all be worth it, hopefully, soon
When our love reunites in harmonic tune
73 · Sep 2020
Gone...
OJ Anuy Sep 2020
What to do when your soulmate is gone
Give up, lay down, and cry 'till dawn?

At was all my fault ~ That I'll admit
All she wanted was for me to commit

Having a bad week I said, "I don't know"
No wonder she said, "Okay, I'll go"

What to do now, all alone
Sadness; no chance to atone

"But please baby, just give me one more chance?"
"Not happening, buddy, you took your stance"

Now over it is and likely for good
was there something to learn ~ I wish I understood
I pictured us together; saw the neighborhood
Man and wife, in parenthood
71 · Sep 2020
Today
OJ Anuy Sep 2020
Today feels like a better day to me
Not that I’ve moved on, or let go, or given up hope
In fact it’s the opposite…
Weird, I know.

I woke up today, with this feeling inside
A hunch, no other way to describe
That you were coming ‘round, thinking about me
And for some reason I felt it, you wanted to see:

See how I am, and how I’m adapting?
Have I taken this in stride, how am I reacting?
Am I happy and strong, going on without you?
We both know, any joy I show, I’m completely acting.

I’m empty without you, completely hollow
And trust me, alone in my sadness I wallow.
And most of the day, my tears I swallow
Because my love and loyalty for you, I follow.

So there’s the answer to your question, I hope
I’ve not moved on, I continue to mope.
So please, if you are wondering if you should reach out
Yes, please do it, without a doubt.

My heart would jump and skip a beat
The shock and awe would knock me out of my seat
My joy and happiness would not be so discrete
Hearing from you would be the sweetest treat.

So hopefully it comes but maybe it won’t.
If you have reservations, I urge you please don’t.
Nothing has changed, I still love you the most
And still dream of adventures from coast to coast.
Love, Romance, Hope, Heartbreak
68 · Sep 2020
That Night
OJ Anuy Sep 2020
Sleep doesn’t seem to want to find me tonight
Instead my thoughts keep going to that special night
Maybe my favorite night we spent together
One that I will always remember forever

October nineteenth, twenty-eighteen
I’ll remind you of the romantic scene
The most beautiful night
I may have ever seen

Beneath the Arc De Triomphe we stood
Watching cars circle ‘round the neighborhood
The air was cool and the sky was dark
And up the arc we began to embark

Climbing up the stairs, you didn’t feel well
I saw in your eyes, you wanted the leave
But on the way up I tripped and fell
And somehow it knocked you out of that spell

And so we got to the top and what did we see
The Eiffel Tower, the skyline and the rest of Paris
The city of love all surrounding us
The feeling was palpable, we didn’t need to discuss

And on I could go, for hour and hours
Describing that night and the feeling it empowers
That’s why I take it wherever I go
A photo in my wallet that I never show

Which helps to remind me of the greatest night
With the greatest person, my shining light
Your hands in mine as we embraced in the chill
For that moment, life was completely fulfilled

— The End —