If time can justify us being apart

We will get through this phase no matter what,

if dreams can help some people fight the pain

we cant let all we have go down the drain.

get over and move on, new day will come

get used but fight the world until you re drunk

on happiness and love, keep your blood hot.

we'll find our peace and use what have learnt.

a bit of hope has all the colours you can see

and hope has every teardrop of the sea

so you can swim and if you start to drown, just don't give up

even if there is a stone ******* to your neck and your cup

‘s half empty.

i hope you change your mind on some of things

some of those dreams that hurt the most

i hope that very soon you ll be able to see

the cost.

i ll make my peace no matter what you choose

i will support and bite my tongue and lose

i ll sacrifice and give all that i have

to make you see, it s only you i crave

i love it how you make me laugh by being you

i love it that you  make me be so serious when i dont know what in this life i have to do

i found my best friend you have always been so close to me

i found my soulmate who would unconditionally let me be.

now when im learning to believe again

its hard almost impossible and breathing seems to be in vain

but look at you and such innocent smile

i feel so bad taking all that away from you

i hope one day i ll prove to you im worth it

but you might regret things you didnt do

it s so, so hard to keep my cool and smile

you dont want to grow up and i ve been grown up for a long, long while

now. sometimes i feel you ll leave me i dont make you happy

and then i try but crying just does nothing.

you never feel my tears in any texts

you dont feel pain in my voice when i speak

but probably im just to much of hopeless and lost child

who knocks on closed doors going sad and wild.

I prayed to the moon to raise the tides,
I begged the soil to bury my pain
I cried to the heaven “Please, heal his deep bites”
If only I knew you ran deep in my veins.
Scratched my skin ‘til I bled,
Walked my feet till they’re dead;
Broke my bones, pierced my heart
Took my sanity, you
And sent me back to the start.
It might have been the sun
Might have been distance or planes
Whatever it is I would walk it in days.
This place is hopeless,
And now I feel so worthless,
Giving me time to forget
You’re staying calm and so voiceless.
I don’t know where you hide,
Or how you spend my nights
Let me go, let me out
No longer want to be yours.
Give me back my own god,
Return strength to my bones.
I get so desperate sometimes
I don’t want to inhale
The same air that you breath
Wish to forget your full name.
I welcomed Death in my arms
Believing it Was my friend
And I still think it is so
To a certain extent extent.

When i was drunk and broken
you took my pain away
you heard the words unspoken
when i was young and broken.

When i was mad and angry
you cleared my veins from pain
you took away my envy
when i was lost and angry.

What do i know about life and its beauty
everyone seems to be born knowing what they have to do
but i could never cope with assigned to me duty.
i’m just stuck in this hell i’m going through.