They say "you never know what you had unless it's gone."
That's not the thing.
You knew what you had.
What you did not know is
It was the main aspect of your life
And, that you can't possibly live without it.
You d survive. Not live.
There is a difference.

We all play the game,
                   Quite a risky one.
This time it involved my heart
                    And someone's.
Once you hold on,
                     You never let go.
That's a rule, most don't know.
Sharing glances stolen, ceased moments of pride and glee,
These are times, one is forced to believe, in a magic, a miracle only those involved can see.