With these eyes that lie,
These mouths that pry,
These hand that cry.
Sing me an unending rebellion of souls.
The morning sun rise without ceremony, as it did, as it will.
Solace ungiven, to weave a tapestry of dreams and desires.
And, in their apathy shown, without mercy, a mirrored visage.
To hoard every treasure of the heart yet dump them all to the fire.
The noon that did come to not give peace nor rest, but tire still.
Within this emptiness there lies an unworthy thought.
"Love" to all that is not me?
But emptiness did make up that place, so empty it shall be.
The evening erupted from the distant skies and did not wake me.
The heart's discontent wavering under pain and distress.
Triangular thoughts are unstable from a fourth perspective.
Where else to turn, if not this unnamed sadness?
The night of nights fallen from the inside outwards, encompasses all.
In quietude the scales cannot balance, cannot decide an end.
He says: "Misery did make me, and misery did wake me.
Goodbye world, if you do not welcome me."
Without another word nor hesitation, the piano halts to stop.
The un-sought-for time implodes from the outside, to not break free.
Unwavering they did make me, and unwavering I am.
What for? And what is to be done?
To seek and keep all things that is not me, yet throw away my skin and flesh and tendons and bones?
The silence ends in piano grief, the lover's dream that rages still.
And light did take me then, to the vestibule's mud,
Weeping about and sinking into the filth that was thought to be deserved.
The silence did end, however.
And once more I wake, to the ceremony of another day.
What did I even write.
Eh it's probably very good.
Goodnight world.