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Nitin Pandey Apr 2021
In my life,
Words got silent,
But some word level,
Will be able,
To define the globe,
That's the only reason,
Alive in this hope...
#thought #reason #life
Nitin Pandey May 2021
"Silent screams are like spirits, conserving words, and to conserve other words kills the meaning of those words with our own hand"...
#thought #scream #conserve #meaning
Nitin Pandey Oct 2020
These silent breeze,
Give the spring to freeze...
Whatever the cost,
But once again,
Take me in childhood, who lost...
"Man"
#significance #childhood #spring
Nitin Pandey Jan 2021
The words are dead,
But, entails alive bunch...!
#thought #words #alive #bunch
Nitin Pandey Oct 2020
If you want, "come"
In the sky of my dreams...
Where I am still wandering,
In search of immortal blinds...
#thought #dreams #blinds
Nitin Pandey Oct 2020
Changes has, changed every night,
That can build a bright "skylight"
#thought #night #build #skylight
Nitin Pandey Jun 2021
Know enough,
To be awake.
Dead end,
A short break.
Cause...,
A reason far larger.
May be, we are...,
Unknown sleep follower.
#thought #reason #sleep
Nitin Pandey Jun 2021
Reasons to make a shout,
Exactly, I'm thinking about.
But, don't have a morn,
Without a deep sleep...
So, I take pills,
And sleep deeply...
#thought #reason #sleep
Pills (Any reasonable thing that can make me sleep soundly)
Nitin Pandey Mar 2021
don't like,
show love,
'you don't,
but slightly,
does mean,
is my wish,
be your wish,
#thought #slightly
Nitin Pandey Apr 2021
The glimpses of smiles go on till the end of innings,
We smile just for the shake, ahead of the blind meanings…!
#thought #smile #meanings
blind meanings (self-interest)...,
Nitin Pandey Oct 2020
These winds of memories,
Having lived, through some fairies ...
My world belongs to "you"
But the world has comes * out…
"Man"
#Thought #world #life #you&me
Nitin Pandey Oct 2022
The night still waits for,
****** moon, A drunk car
Coming soon, Uncertain star
Take away— So far, So far...
#thought
I just feel like a moment frozen right before an impact, where something is already in motion, and all I can do means watch.
Nitin Pandey Dec 2020
A soul of "happiness" never been more than "appearance" it's just about anything to be "disappointed" with a "consumer_orders" from your days,
maybe...,
It is just make about to get the start to "resources" for "distribute" the unknown ways....
#thought #appearance #happiness
Nitin Pandey Jan 2022
A love that never got true,
A fear that never goes false.
I just extend in his existence,
Raised simply calms with aftercalls.
#thought #extend #existence #aftercalls
There's an easy way to get a fraction of the price of what I want, but I guess it needs to be known that other people are paying attention to the fact?
:...🍁...:
Nitin Pandey Apr 2024
वो थी सुबह, सुर्ख-ऐ-लाल,
उनका यूँ मिलना भी, था कमाल.
बातें तो चल रही अब भी, आसमानी रंगों सी फिलहाल,
मुकम्मल हुआ भी तो क्या? सिर्फ इश्क़ के 'बाल की खाल.
#thought
Nitin Pandey Jan 2022
When I through
The Words on the people
People gonna be confused.

If, I those Words
Inaugurate on me
Words are getting abused.
#thought
Nitin Pandey May 2021
"The social status of society defines the color space"...
#thought #society #status #space
Nitin Pandey Oct 2020
Hold hands of life,
I just walked.......🚶
Will i get lucky?
I left my "destiny"
"Man"
#thought #life #destiny
Nitin Pandey Dec 2021
"...🌻..."
Please...,
Don't look for me like that way.
being a sunflower...,
You spoiled me with these passing days.
#thought
Nitin Pandey Nov 2020
if, the moment breaking by the storm of time is mine,
maybe, let's start think, a star is mine, among these stars shine...
#thought #time #storm #stars
Nitin Pandey Mar 2023
I simply sought the truth,
and made peace with people.

It will be attended by some of my dearest people,
and even-after some social portrayal.

But, I realised, the cycle of events explained to me,
Maybe, the truth was what I wrote myself.
#thought
I only think about the end, but for what? I don't know how long it will take me to get it back to my emptiness or something like that, so, I'm going to go with it until my mind resists doing something else with me and myself.
Nitin Pandey May 10
Where The Eye's name had once been written,
there was a single, unfamiliar line.

A moment where The Eye self begins to dissolve into the text,
But every wall is a setting, every eye a reader, every life a story.


The journal grew heavier in The Eye's hands,
its pages rustling without wind,
And on the inside cover—

The Eye felt the words,
not just in mind, but in bones.
The Eye was becoming part of the draft,
and the draft was becoming part of Eye.

But now, The Eye felt less like the reader
and more like the text—
less like the observer
and more like the observed.

And then The Eye felt,
the walls watching back.
And for the first time,
The Eye closed the journal.
#thought
The eye is the observer, the one who interprets the world, assigns meaning, and fills in the gaps. It is both literal and metaphorical, representing the act of witnessing and interpreting. It shifts the story from mere events to experiences. In this context, the eye is not just passive—it shapes the story by the way it perceives and reacts, much like a reader actively shapes the meaning of a text through their interpretation.
Nitin Pandey Feb 24
I did not ask
to be kindling, to be held
only in the chill of your need.

You called me warmth
but tore through me like firewood
never minding the cold that followed.

I would have burned for you—
glowed, danced, stayed.
But you never asked,
only took.

Now I flicker, now I fade.
#thought
A hymn to the ache of exposure, where my own soul turns its blade against me, and the world watches, unblinking, as I stand unguarded before its merciless truth.
Nitin Pandey Apr 2024
A God who does not see darkness,
But, it has given light to our souls?
In the coloured threads' existence, where shadows dance,
A God, blind to darkness, brightest upon us a radiant chance.
Through the corridors of life, where sorrows may take a toll,
It gifts our souls with light, a beacon for every troubled soul."
#thought
Your's...?
Nitin Pandey May 12
Let's make The Story:
Grief didn't scream here,
but smoulders like an old fire.


Let's make The Story:
what remained was a shape?
emotionally or regrettably—
whatever, the truth was escape?


Let's make The Story:
as though the weight was not of flesh,
but the memory—fragile and unfinished ash.
#thought
Some called it death. Others, a mistake. But the silence insisted it was neither. It was simply a moment too surreal to be real—an event so clean, it almost looked like fiction. And in the end, the narrative settled: not a tragedy, not a reckoning—just a bad dream no one could quite wake from.

But dreams, even the awful ones, leave residue. And the story—
the one no one wanted to tell—
was just beginning.
Nitin Pandey May 19
✦The Revision Begins

The house didn’t creak anymore.
It listened.

Every floorboard,
every doorknob,
every window pane—
they held their breath
as she read the sentence again.

She whispered it aloud.
And somewhere,
something changed.

The mirror in the hallway blurred.
Not fogged—blurred.
Like someone had smudged the image
with an eraser meant for dreams.

She stared into it.
Not at herself—
but at the edges.

Behind her,
the hallway stretched longer
than the house should allow.
Three more doors
than she remembered.

One of them
was open.

She took the journal with her.
Not for comfort.
But because it pulsed now—
as if the pages
were breathing.

Each step toward the door
felt like a footnote
she was only beginning to understand

On the other side:
a study that had never existed.
Books she’d never read
but somehow recognized.
A cup of tea, still steaming.

And on the desk—
The Story script.

Its title:
Elsewhere Draft: For Her.

She opened to the first page.

The words were hers.
But she had never written them.
#thought
In Chapter Nine, a place where identity and narrative become indistinguishable, where the boundaries between the written and the living start to vanish. Here, she’s not just reading; she’s becoming part of something far larger, far more elusive.
"The wind carries with it a name you haven’t yet learned to speak."
Nitin Pandey May 17
✦Between the Lines

The next morning,
she returned before the others.
The journal was where she left it—
but something felt different.

No wind had blown it open.
No hands had turned the page.
But another indentation was there—fainter,
as if pressed in a dream.

She ran her fingers gently across it,
letting the words rise in her mind
like breath on glass.

She whispered the line aloud
as if it might summon him—
not as a ghost,
but as a revision.
An edit not yet finalized.

That night she dreamed of him.
But he was not how she remembered—
he spoke in footnotes,
walked through places that didn’t exist
in the world she knew.

She woke with ink on her palm.
No pen near.
No one else in the house.

The journal remained closed.
But now, she didn’t dare open it.
Not yet.

Because part of her believed
he was still writing—
not from the grave,
but from the margins of whatever reality
had failed to contain him.
#thought
In Chapter Six, the space beyond the margins, where he exists not as a ghost, but as an author misplaced in someone else’s draft. This chapter plays with metafiction, isolation, and the idea that reality might just be a poorly edited.
“They keep reading the wrong ending,
He mutters into the quiet."
Nitin Pandey May 16
✦The Sentence

It was late—
the kind of late that feels like forgetting.
Everyone else had gone.
Only she remained,
fingers hovering just above the open journal,
as if touching it would confirm
he was truly gone.

She didn’t mean to find it.
She wasn’t even sure she had.

But under the light,
when the shadows slipped just right,
a sentence revealed itself—
not in ink,
but in pressure.

Indented. Whispered into the page.
Words carved, not written.

She stared at it
long enough for the room to notice.
It felt like a riddle,
but one meant for someone else.
Someone who knew how to read endings
before they happened.


---

Outside, the wind changed.
Inside, nothing did.
Not visibly.
But she felt it:
a seam opening.

Reality, like a page,
had margins.
And he—
he had always been writing
between the lines.
#thought
In Chapter Five, where She step into his voice through letters—not through memory, but through something stranger. The journal starts to speak—not loudly, but personally. With blend memory, metafiction, and mystery, while deepening her presence too.
“I am not gone.
I am written elsewhere.
You’re reading it wrong, he told her.
The story isn’t over, You’re still on the wrong page.”
Nitin Pandey May 19
✦The Elsewhere Draft: For Her.

The first word was hers.
The second was his.
And with the third,
she was no longer sure
who was writing whom.

She read it out loud,
letting the unfamiliarity twist her tongue
like it belonged to a time before.
Before she even knew his story.
Before she knew hers.

It didn’t stop.
The page turned,
but the ink never dried.
Each sentence dissolved
into the next,
erasing what came before.

It was both hers and not hers—
a story that had been written for her
but wasn’t yet hers to claim.

She turned the page again.
And with it,
she felt the room shift.
Not in space—
but in time.

The walls seemed to recede,
and yet—
they weren’t gone.
They were simply rearranged.

And there he was.
Not in the room—
not in the way she remembered—
but in The Story script,
his voice faint but undeniable.

She shut the book.
No longer afraid.
But no longer certain.
The story had already moved
beyond where she had expected it to go.

She wasn’t just reading anymore.
She wasn’t just revising.
She was rewriting the space between them.

"I wrote you in because you were never meant to be an observer."
#thought
In Chapter Ten, where the power to alter the narrative shifts completely into her hands. She is no longer a passive reader but an active participant, a co-author of this shared, uncharted space. As she reads, the world around her bends, shifting with her thoughts.
"You are the beginning of an ending
you’ve never been told."
Nitin Pandey May 13
✦The Hollow Room

The room had not changed.
Not since before.
The chair still faced the window,
where morning light spilled across the floor
in measured silence.

His coat remained on the hook,
arms empty.
The clock ticked,
but no one had wound it.

They said grief was heavy,
but this—
this was a kind of weightless haunting.
A space untouched, yet entirely altered,
as if absence had rewritten the walls
when no one was looking.

They walked in like strangers
to a memory they had helped build.
Each item—a relic.
Each breath—a trespass.

Someone touched the coat.
It swayed.
And in that small motion,
time flinched.
#thought
Since, they walk the line between the seen and the felt, the literal and the symbolic. This format move fluidly through thought, memory, and presence, preserving, while the the story shifts pushing forward.
"He wouldn’t have liked the curtains drawn."
"He always sat facing the door."
Nitin Pandey May 19
✦The Quiet Pull

She stood at the edge of the room
like someone visiting a memory
they weren’t sure they were allowed to keep.

The journal sat where it always had.
Nothing had changed—
and yet,
everything had.

Since the dream,
she’d felt a pressure.
Not grief exactly—
grief was loud.
This was quiet, constant,
like the hush before a line is spoken
on a stage not yet lit.

She reached for it once.
Stopped.

There was a fear in her—not of death,
but of being read.
As if the moment she touched the journal,
he might see her
too clearly.

What would he find?
A woman still frozen at the door.
A heart not broken,
but suspended—
midbeat, midgrief, midline.

She finally opened it.
Not quickly,
not dramatically.
Like one opens an envelope
they never expected to arrive.

And there—beneath the faint ghost
of the sentence she’d seen before—
was another.
New. Still indenting.
Still warm.

She closed the journal
as the wind moved through the house.
But the air didn’t feel cold.
It felt… unfinished.

And she wasn’t afraid anymore.
#thought
In Chapter Eight, reality begins to echo. Time softens. The sentence becomes a doorway. And for the first time, she wonders if she’s truly the one left behind—or if she’s being written forward.
"Elsewhere Draft: For Her."
Nitin Pandey May 18
✦The Elsewhere Draft

It isn’t death.
Not in the way they told stories of it.
There are no tunnels, no lights,
no ledger of sins.

There is only this—
an unfinished page
floating between versions
of a world that never quite agreed on him.

He exists now
in the folds between edits,
in the italics no one remembers writing.

The clocks here don’t tick.
They hesitate.
The air tastes of typewriter ribbon,
dusty and old and waiting.

He’s tried to rewrite himself.
He’s left messages—
on paper, in dreams, in the weight of silence.
But stories are stubborn.
They follow the first draft
like it’s law.

And yet—
someone heard him.

A fingertip
brushed his absence
and read it like Braille.

She.

She is not like the others.
She feels the narrative bending,
even as the others stay inside the safe plotlines.

He watches.
Or rather—he is watched
by the idea of her.
Somewhere in her world,
his journal still waits to be opened.

He doesn’t know what happens
if she turns the next page.

But if she doesn’t,
he may remain here forever:
a sentence misplaced,
a man lost
between revisions.
#thought
In Chapter Seven, move gently back to her—but now, she’s sensing it. That blurred edge between grief and unreality. The journal pulls at her, not just with memory, but with something alive. The chapter lets deepen her inner world while letting his presence stir in quiet, eerie ways.
“You are not a reader, you are the revision.”
Nitin Pandey May 19
✦The Rewriting

She had expected the story to stop at some point.
But it didn’t.
It only multiplied.

With every turn of the page,
she saw the world reshape itself.
The walls that once surrounded her—
the ones she knew by heart—
shifted in her peripheral vision,
as though they were not walls at all,
but thoughts held in place by gravity.

She read on.
And she realized—
she was no longer in the room
she thought she was in.
The book was now the room.
The words were walls,
furniture,
the air between them.

“The choices you make write the door.
You are no longer entering.
You are creating it.”

It was almost like breathing,
this new act of creation.
Each sentence she read
dissolved into the next,
and with it, she felt herself
becoming something else—
someone else.

The edges of her own name
blurred,
became vague
as if it had been written
with water.

“This is not the end,”
he whispered from the pages,
his voice a ripple in the air.
“You have always been here,
but you’ve never seen this place until now.”

She closed her eyes
and felt the world continue to write itself.
The journal was no longer just ink.
It was a map—
and every choice she made
shifted the coordinates.
When she opened her eyes again,
the room had become a mirror.
A thousand versions of herself
watched from behind the glass.

She was both the writer
and the story.
She was both the beginning and the end.
And the only question left:
Was she writing this world—or living in it?
#thought
This is an unending cycle—I meant the idea of a loop, where the boundaries of beginning and end blur completely, and the story or reality becomes a continuous loop of rewriting itself. In that scenario, the character and the narrative become stuck in a kind of infinite feedback loop. They create the story, and the story creates them, without an ultimate resolution, making it feel as though it never truly begins or ends.
Nitin Pandey May 15
✦The Page That Waits

The blank page sat like a mirror,
not reflecting, but remembering.
It did not accuse.
It simply waited.

He used to say
“A page never forgets what it was meant to hold.”
As if intention alone
could haunt paper.

Now they stared at it
like it might explain everything.
Why he left the window cracked,
why the keys were still in the dish,
why none of them
had noticed the silence growing teeth.

There had been signs,
maybe.
But signs are only clear
in hindsight—
when the story
has already been written.

They did not speak of guilt,
not openly.
But it lived in their glances,
in how carefully they stepped around his chair—
like it might still be warm.
#thought
In Chapter Four, tone shift a character—perhaps someone unexpected—who discovers a single sentence written faintly on that “blank” page, setting off a slow unraveling of truth and memory.  A thread is pulled. The “blank page” reveals something faint, and with it, the line between truth and fiction begins to bend.
“If they read this, it means I’ve disappeared from the wrong story.”
Nitin Pandey May 14
✦Margins

They began to speak of him only in margins.
Not directly—not yet.

He was too much and too little all at once,
a name softened by echo,
a memory dressed in careful language.

Simple things,
said to the air,
as if he might still change them.

His journal remained shut.
They couldn’t read it—
not for lack of trying,
but because every page looked different now.
Ink turned to questions.
Margins filled themselves with silences.

Someone, once,
whispered he had been writing a final entry.
But the last page was blank.
Perhaps it had always been.
Or perhaps
he had left it that way
on purpose.
This narrative with subtle emotion, symbolic imagery, and metafictional touches. In Chapter Three, depends on memory and guilt, while suggesting that something unsaid and still continued building.

"Maybe, he was waiting for someone to finish it,
But the room did not agree, it creaked in quiet resistance."
Nitin Pandey Apr 2021
there was a chance,
to strike, but still a lie
they are fond of living
did not we have to die
#thought #strike #living
Nitin Pandey Apr 2024
silky on that day,
the moon fades away,
only, for the HAPPENS,
will return alone, on his way.
#thought
Reflecting on the transient nature of beauty and the cyclical rhythm of life, this verse captures the fleeting brilliance of the moon and hints at the inevitable return of events, despite their temporary absence. despite the moon's departure, there's an anticipation of its inevitable return, echoing themes of resilience and the enduring cycle of life.
Nitin Pandey Oct 2021
Earlier the scriptures were weak, but the humans were strong,
Now the weapon is so strong, and the person is so weak.
why...?
Nitin Pandey May 10
The walls had always been there.
Plain. Solid. Reliable.
But now, as you stepped back into the room,
you saw them differently—
not as boundaries, but as settings.
Frames for a scene still unfolding.

The fissure led to an underground cavern.
Walls glittered with crystalline growths,
pulsing—faint, alive—
casting shifting patterns of light.

You reached out.
Fingers brushed a surface, smooth yet singing.

Then—a day.

It began on the crystalline plains.
A fissure, overlooked.
The others moved on, but you felt it—
a vibration, low and calling,
like a whisper in the bones.

Against protocol, you descended,
armed with only tools and resolve.

And then, as if hearing your hesitation,
the wall beside you shifted—
not physically, but perceptually.
It blurred,
its edges softening like the margin of a dream.

Through it, you glimpsed another room.
Not the one you stood in,
but a place just beyond.
A space where light moved differently,
where shadows weren’t tied to objects,
where the air felt written.

Mysteries do not yield to distant eyes.
They must be felt, stepped into, lived.
Mysteries do not yield to distant eyes.
They are known by touch, by step, by breath.
#thought
The wall represents the boundaries that separate the known from the unknown, the living from the dead. It is both a physical barrier and a symbolic one—a threshold that defines the edges of reality. it’s not just a backdrop, but a container for the echoes of the past, a structure that both protects and confines.

It had begun while mapping the crystalline plains. The others dismissed the fissure as unremarkable, but you felt something pulling at you—a faint vibration beneath your feet, like a silent invitation. Against protocol, you descended, armed with only basic tools and an unshakable resolver.
Nitin Pandey Nov 2020
Things are become to be perfect.
Just have to trust of path this or that
But this or that.........?
That word is so perfect though maybe don't seem to know!
Any word of charge at all can make a positive glow?
#thought #life #this #that #path #words
Nitin Pandey Mar 2021
Have no thought, but have a thought, "blank suffocation"
One of the most reasons to back off to the cowerd's creation...!
#thought #suffocation #reason #creation
Nitin Pandey Apr 2024
Self-evaluate,
engaged with fire.
To catch the moon,
That rays was a liar.
#thought
Attraction, Attachment, Love, Trust, Worship, Obsession, and Death these scribble threads have kept me tied to you, till the day, and perhaps it will remain so for, and a long time too.
Nitin Pandey May 2
✩Hedgerows in the Wall
—by you, through me

There were hedgerows in the wall,
but the eye—
steady now—
found a soft path through.
watched the body of a friend
like a map I never learned to read.

Success lies in the silence between blinks,
in how you looked at them—
not them,
but the way your gaze built a story
I was never allowed to edit.

I kept searching for
an easy-to-find exposit,
a sentence that would unfold my life
like instructions in a language I almost remembered.

But I keep failing to log in
to the blind words they left me—
receipts without purchases,
echoes without sound.
And yet, here I stand—
one eye against the hedgerow,
trying to see
what was never truly hidden,
just…
misunderstood.

But the story of a friend, once blurred
by metafictional words—
characters written in the margins
of what I thought I knew—
now stands whole in the quiet,
no longer shaped by how I read,
but by how they were written to be.

Truth wasn’t hidden,
just waiting—
not an exposit
but a slow unfolding,
like dawn breaking on familiar ground.

I no longer wrestle the blind words,
no longer seek login to a place
that was never locked,
only misread.

Now, I read the echoes gently—
not as puzzles,
but as parts of the song
that brought me here.

And in that seeing,
the wall breathes,
the eye opens,
and I know:
what I missed was never lost.

Now, I trace the margins
not for meaning,
but for motion—
where silence scribbles
its own kind of clarity.

And the wall?
Just a setting.
The eye?
A reader.
The story?
Still being written.
#thought
Nitin Pandey May 2021
I try, but didn't cry,
Tell a truth, to a lie.
Not again wanna fly,
Why not try to the die?
die(idioms in light of time)
Nitin Pandey Sep 2021
Peace of my mind,
Blinking on same side.
Through the high jump,
Time to make a suicide.
#thought #mind #peace #time
Nitin Pandey Apr 2021
Life was my yesterday,
I will only die, in today...?
#thought #yesterday
die ( pretending many excuses to bury me, go to another way that i never know... "halfway" )
Nitin Pandey Sep 2021
To save me, is me, as me
And I was the reason,
I'm lost in the first place.
Which happens, to be like this,
And the bottle filled with pills...
#thought
pills (freands)
Nitin Pandey Jan 2021
Why not give words a breath in the pages,
They too have the right to their lives…
My eyes love dreams,
Please, you unnecessarily weave dreams...!
If you become a stone, I will break you,
Steps with that stagger along, I'll leave you...!
#thought #life #dream #words #step #alive
When I'm alone and talking with my soul, I feel like she's with me, but so calm, steady, fearless, she's not afraid of death, and I never seen her, just feel,
Always threatened, one day I will leave you, but still she did not say anything, I always look for her and try to talk, why do you stay with me, then why separate from me...?
Nitin Pandey Aug 2021
I'm the happiest person in this world,  "Cause; I sound sad"...!
#thought #person #sound #sad
Nitin Pandey Aug 2024
The art of letting go,
Akin a drink, sipping slow.
But, the subject is who's  gonna be accused,
For what? and how? who's gonna be refused?
#thought
it might refer to the life and efforts to move forward, or maybe it could symbolize plans or hopes for the future, that are overshadowed by unresolved issues or lingering sorrow.

I just trying to move on, but still burdened by the past, these metaphors effectively the nature of emotional pain.

the memory, sorrow, and the struggle to move forward are universal, but recurring memories and emotions that affect the efforts to move on.
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