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Sometimes I like to wonder,

does my pen move
the same way as yours?

Does it
             dance?
Does it
             sing?

                        Does it
impel a grateful piece
of paper to smile,
and laugh out
tiny bubbles of its dream
to be admired in the Louvre?

Or does the paper bleed
angry droplets of deep-coloured
ink-blood from its ink-heart
from its ink-soul; or does it cry
little black tears
from its dark fountains of literature?

Does the paper feel
all of these things
as you sketch your last
line
or as I write my last
word?

What then, when every one of your pictures
makes words in the thousands?
How many more chunks of eternity
can you paint versus my poetry?


                    Yet you say I understand you.


Sometimes what you paint
flickers like in the movies,
and every frame

makes me wonder

if the way my pen moves
is just something someone animated
in her free time instead of studying.
Maybe then it wouldn't be too much
to say that sometimes
you sketch me into life.

Maybe then, this is why, sometimes


                    you say I understand you.


Even if I can barely hear your oxygen
over the noise of glittering pixels
that often disappoint us when we seek
more
than these strange profundities online,
where emotion is a commodity
and not ink... not paper...

It doesn't matter.

Because maybe my pen
was sketched by you.

And maybe
your poetry, your art
Dances. Sings. Smiles.
Laughs. Bleeds. Cries.
                                     Breathes.


                    So you can as well.
Everyone needs a friend.
The love i give
                            Only for you
The way i live
                            Only for you
What i always do
                            Only for you
What we go through
                           Only for you
Ill rip out my heart
                           Only for you
Will never tear you apart
                           Only for you
Will give my life
                           Only for you
Wont think twice
                          Only for you
Bought a diamond ring
                          Only for you
Will always sing
                          Only for you
The only thing....
                          I expect you to do...
Is love me too
                           Is love me too
Pain and dread
Fill my mind
Shattered thoughts
Are all I find
Crawl into a place
So deep
So that not one soul
Can bother me
And what I intend
To do now
Is hide inside
And let nothing out
I cant escape
I never will
Just let it fall
Just let it spill
I can never leave
What is chasing me
Because ill always see it
In my dreams...
I know what you'd all like to say
      To make me feel better
"Beauty is on the inside"
            Or
       "You are beautiful"
But my soul is so tattered
       And my heart
Has been repeatedly
             shattered
All the scattered
      bits and pieces
   You might find in there
          Between the scars and creases
     Would make you all run and hide
               If beauty shines from the inside,       Then I'm the **ugliest beast alive
The second in my series of 'lies'. Click #mylittlelies and #mytruths to read the rest.
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