Blue in the sky, blue in the sea,
'Twixt them's the blue hidden inside me.

Falling out in the form of my tears,
They’ve shown themselves through all these bad years.

And when it rains, sometimes it drizzles, sometimes a storm.
A crack of lightning and thunder and my world is torn.

I wrote you all I feel,
you just didn’t see.
I’d give you all my heart,
but you don’t love me.

I was too scared to tell the truth,
and it cuts me up inside.
I look back and I see mistakes,
and I wish I had died.

Spiders crawling, under my skin,
And I feel like I’m burning.
How can I atone for my sins,
When I still feel the yearning?
Pursued by the mistakes of my past,
chased through dark corridors in my head.
Can’t hide from the shadows they cast,
all these voices screaming that they want me dead.

Here I’ve just been doing the same thing,
Over and over, just another gear in a clockwork world.
Wishing that I’d never heard you sing,
Over and over, music playing like a broken record.

I want to break it all apart,
Take every single piece and polish them until they shine,
Maybe they could light up my heart,
And finally convince me that everything will be fine.

If it meant that I could make you smile,
Gladly, I’d play the fool.
Say something stupid, you’d laugh awhile,
I’m still just a dull tool.

I try to watch where you were, where you left too soon,
It’s hard to live my own life for you.
I lie with a smile, I’m just left howling at the moon,
But no idea what else I can do.

Here I am, left wondering,
and wandering.
all alone but for passing shadows.
Walk my own path pondering,
and pandering.
Nod, wave, smile, nobody cares or knows.

It’s about what I want you to see,
when you’re looking at me.
It’s about what I want you to say,
Something more than just ‘hey’.

So look past the empty smile,
notice we haven’t made eye contact for a while.
Hear more than what I’m saying,
Notice how little attention I’ve been paying.