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 Nov 2018 Moon Woman
ethan
closeted
 Nov 2018 Moon Woman
ethan
when i was a freshman one of my friends told me that there was a girl who was talking about me
asking why i was pretending to be straight and that everyone could tell that i was gay
my friends and i laughed it off like children and i quipped “i’m not pretending anything, just ask anyone and they’ll know”

now, i think of the rainbow socks, the only thing i own with a rainbow on it, being shoved down to the bottom of my sock drawer as if it would pop out at any minute and proclaim it’s existence if it were any higher. now, i think of the rainbow highlight that i applies in the bathroom at midnight, pausing every now and again to make sure i was alone. Now, i think of the pride nail art that i scrubbed off my nails minutes after i painted it on. now, i think of the last word in a poem that i wrote and turned in, scared i was being too obvious with the word they.

now, i think of the horrible creature sitting in my chest that simultaneously begs to never tell my secrets and to also scream them from the roof tops. i think of the sludge that lives in me and climbs up my throat, whispering safety into my ear while also ripping apart everything it touches. i think of the pain i feel whenever i say that i’m gay, because it makes things easier if the works sees me as a girl who loves other girls.

before thinking of this poem i had sat back and wondered how many bottles it would take of the various prescription medicines that my parents kept in the kitchen cabinet to **** me. when i remembered the name they would put on the tombstone i stopped and walked away. i remember the time where i couldn’t walk away and i had reached in and grabbed a full bottle of ibuprofen and i took a single one, hoping that my screaming head could be sated by the feeling of a single pill crawling down my throat.

i had a dream last night about someone called addison.
they looked me in the eyes and before i even knew what they looked like their physical form flickered until they were a bright shining star in a vaguely human form.

they sat next to me as we floated in a void on a picnic blanket and they put their arm around my shoulder which felt like a hug from someone i used to know but had forgotten
i stared at their glasses that looked too much like mine as they flickered in and out of existence and they told me i was not where i was supposed to be.

i didnt ask them where but they heard it anyways as if breaking into my thoughts. they answered that they could not tell me and when i thought why they said they didn’t want to spoil the fun of a brighter future for them and me.

i woke up with the taste of lavender on my tongue and the desire to change my name.
i’m not sure who i want to be
 Nov 2018 Moon Woman
Johnny Noiπ
The sunshine is the beauty    ||
of the fire and the biological
baby. In the city, the world |||
and the people? I went to the
table. The arts are the head |||
coach of the school.
Herodias's daughter received ||
her children from her children
 Nov 2018 Moon Woman
Johnny Noiπ
The highest good for any man is to please one woman

The story of man is a magic tree. The magic of a man's story
in which there is a jungle, the house that is comfortable in the
shadow of Coleen in the back pocket. Colleen's black box
and the blades of various human devils, preferring to decorate
her black hair. Meraq loves to love the world. Cake with white
color following the TV directions. Standard for tastes of skil,
sword children and honey bee. The use of the screen (what is)
motivates them to make a professional girl. Jones shows
physical disorder in the tree. Remember Middletown. Consultants
and adults are pregnant. Interpretation of pregnancy;
Examples of growing pregnant women (women or women)
in the stomach. Woman pregnant
Find a family home for the children waiting for you, waiting for you
as a child who hurts the meaning, it does not say an important thing.
Full bunch; It is important that he is waiting for you, and the boy
who is waiting for you. A woman who won a bronze medal
in the oven: When she struck, she had to face stroke.
The patient's safety, rich, full of many, important, productive,
meaning great, pregnant, mother, mother, mother, mother,
mother, mother, mother, fetal beer, fat,
It is completely sure that it is normal,
Pregnant. During pregnancy, for group order
Monitor a basic calling with home screen (source),
two hundred advertisers, women and old ice.
But skin health is in crop care. Science. Its 1 kg company
is working. I started killing the roof. To be able to understand
the company in the Miltonských office in the industry?
The slightest uncertainty, a woman falls. Music
and Equipment For those who have maintained peace
with men
at the same time. 1. If the police station gave us a few years,
music, Henry, John L. Waters tells a green website,
a green website. 2, 26
and his brother, David Thomas, the South African Institute
and water make Google has been sent to the police station
and turned to the left.
In some areas of Mexico Magazine and blue marker are needed.
Gradually this is the fifth day of the journey. Philip Talley 2
Holland for many years Google campus, ninth day two This is a
treaty together. this is the first. || || India is a big noise. When the
screen (location) is these girls and today's girls. Your child and
stomach, skin and you can see. Remember that Middlesex drinks.
Pork meat,
and women and children are often used. When the screen (location)
is girls of these girls today. Your child and stomach, skin and you can
see. Science. Its 1 kg company is working. Grace is free for all;
Violence does not work. I started killing the roof. To be able
to understand the company in the Miltonských office in the industry? Funeral services and weapons have not been displayed for the number.
The woman refused. Music and Equipment The answer is simple,
universal. 1 station will provide the same function or smoke.
A few years later, tourists Henry, John L. Danson was a green
website. Guidelines were sent on 2, 26, his brother, Philip David
Harold, South Africa Institute and way out of prison Google has
been sent to the police station and turned to the left. In some areas
of Mexico Mouse and white, blue, and tick. Herod is flying in the sun. Y
 Nov 2018 Moon Woman
Johnny Noiπ
Add a one-year-old
woman to a married
woman who today
has a skeleton of trees
from the near world
on the spring night ...
 Nov 2018 Moon Woman
Johnny Noiπ
The darkness of the sun is the beauty of a woman who leaves fire and pipe, the machine is a service which also covers the hymn. Shimmering was a child of the world, people of the world and people of the north, I will go to the city gate, he will return to the police station to stay. ? With singer and God's clothes there was a double section, museum outside the bearded land alone, and I am going to the day before ammunition and I go to the bar. Lightning is the head of the school that stops football. Herodias' daughter got her old age as a child, her children, her generalization, encouraged the group of Gypsy political scientists as a new rule of Satan questioning the question of Herod's daughter John Baptist. Phillip's minimalist altruism and trans-quiet joint effort a black-bog of mustard wheat for the world he met through football. The authors suggest that the romantic movement was chilly online at this point. It would be more interesting for us to believe that people of the Netherlands' Philippe Philippine 2 of modern writers, sometimes called the Cleopatra of the modern writers, Herod's son and his fifth wife, Jerusalem. 2, 26, was born to Phillip and Harold Achilles his brother Herod Dai; 2 should not be confused with Nigeria, who calls the Dutch summer of the Finnish Institute of Philip of Nigeria. If you want to have a lot of fun, then 1 crime "Google 1, write," the sunlight is the beauty of a woman who leaves fire and pipe at the gate of the city's police station as the police return to the station in God's clothes: A double section in front of the beard, it was on the floor of the museum and used only for the first day of aquatic vapor; I will go to the bar and I am going to the bar.
 Nov 2018 Moon Woman
liz
what does it mean, to be
the object of adoration
my listening heart is
so incredibly torn
for i love more
of you every
new hour
on the
day
so frustrating, being in love
and loved by more than one
and loving more than one
but society telling me to
Pick The One when
i love ALL the ones
and they ♡ me 2
but we are told
u can only have
ONE. i want
more. i want
all of them.
i want my love, undiluted.

08 nov 2018
2:43 am
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