lately
familiar love
is not enough
anymore

lately
i want to
experience
a love
where i can
feel even more alive

laying in bed
listening
to this song

i had to
admit to
myself
that

no matter
how cliché
it may sound

i would wait
for him

i would
give him
the world

if he would
just show me
that

there is
just the
slightest chance
that
in the future
he would want
to be with me

i wrote
most of
my poems
when
i was
madly
in love

so when
i don't write
that much
anymore

does it mean
i have
moved on?

i am not
desperately
searching a lover

but i can't deny
that i am
craving for love