What the **** was my dream?
Started wanting to be an astronaut,
then a pilot, maybe an engineer —
A scientist to cure illness,
or discover new elements never seen clear.
What the **** was my dream?
The last one I remember was borrowed
from someone I loved so deep.
Now I'm just walking,
fighting through days with no end —
Because I am alive still. Lost, but alive still.
- Moonie
This had multiple iterations without the curse words but that's just what makes its true on how it felt while i was composing this during my graduation ceremony in college.