She's lacking
creative blocks and anger
Whre's your inner truth?
What are your deepest feelings?
You've got potential.

Apparent contradictions
perpetually confusion
Oh the fool
such a fool
maybe we should start a new

Stop holding back!
You're holding back
you've know it all along
Be here
You're needed nnow
This situation needs your full attention.

You cannot sit around paralyzed by rhe fear of the ticking clock
if you don't move around your joints go on lock

Your fears are all twisted around as the not
it makes your brain go all mushy with rot

It has all fallen apart much worse than this before
and the heros journey isn't much different than lore

Surived this that and will again
knowing how the river bends

Don't make yourself sick with worry or anger
fear is the mind-killer that leads you to danger

Focus on the simple - the ins and outs of breath
tread water quickly, kicking your legs to avoid the depth

The core, of working up the strenth to do more.
bouncing off the walls - at least not the floor.

Eyes were always pointed down, worried I'd miss the next step
but chin up, eyes forward, is a way to maintain the pep

Remember to bring yourself to stand tall
confidence to dance instead of fall

Pride and confidence, ego and narcissism
not knowing where to defend and where to say yes'm

It's the mini moments that make the most out of momentum
and mega meta merrymaking modilties mean more than modems

Having a hard time deciphering what got me in this twist
I guess I'll just go and take a look at my list.

What's good, what's bad, what's to do or to see
what's real in the world, or just inside me?

of the pen
of the keys
Always doing
what pleases

but my babe
should know by now
even tho we play
There's no teasing

making decisons
with each stroke
been sitting pretty
while you go broke

turns out - you left me
here from the start
and now when tables turn
you get to play your part

collecting keys
to the karma
released the hold
on the leash to the dogma

turns out good pups
know truth more than training
when the good boy runs away
To be left begging

i hope that dog
knows when it's free
and hasn't turned tail
when hot air breathes

the natural comes back
and pets still have power
sometimes there's reasons
that birds leave the tower

leadership failed
made too many mistakes
and now each and all
pump the breaks

Those in need
Have felt so far gone
the hardest workers
have the best brawn

I'm excited
to see the realignment
released from the cage
before the break of confinement

caged birds be singing
their souls remember the tune
to some it's shrill and piercing
the screeching has come so soon

let it go, let it drop away
it wasn't here to stay
you had it one way
now it's the day

It's been this way for so long
we were held down with sad songs
rippin brains out with the bongs
so the woes wouldn't have us in throngs

now it's time for us to live
we've given all we have to give
sand has all been put through sivs
I repeat, it's time for us to live.

I like being useful, having fun, learning, playing, etc.
having a body/being human/making decisions/thinking/remembering meh
not into it

I'm but a remix of those who opened doors.
I keep searching knowing there's something more,
cause I got sick and tired of always staring at the floor.

The "flaw" of attraction is only thinking it - our heart is our leader, the brain just assembles data from the time line to self-confirm whatever bias we hold.

Abracadabra = as I say, so it is created. ❤

crystalized self is finding those you see the most often, and pouring epic amounts of love into them so they don't basically, continually reinfect you with sad stories... it sounds weird, but we're a houseplant with more complicated emotions and a machine learning ai with a lot of faulty, burdensome code that needs to get a little cleaned up. Lol.

You're going to all be so much more amazing when you are allowed to see with new eyes.

Whatever feels good is meant for us - turn towards the light so shadows may fall behind - fear keeps us little, but children, they learn so much faster 'cause we assume they're dumb, and we teach them what we want, we ask them to behave the way we need them to to respect our boundaries.

❤ Brave new opportunities for us to see past the fire is love, opportunity, and we can always walk around the BBQ pit instead of right in it if we stop staring at the flicker.

If you decide to stand up for hate instead of help then I believe you have a lot of growth to engage with.

I love the future. I love our potential.

I believe that good hearts will win the day, and I believe in better ways than passing on pain.

I love our ability to grow when we see the lessons but don't refeel the pain of the situation.

We twist memories in our mind to protect ourselves, but we can learn the real lessons if we listen with loving awareness.

I am trying to be better, please join me when you're ready

No rush.

I don't want to be an advocate.... I want advocacy to be something I regularly do.

I don't want to be an artist, but I hope that my creations strike those who see them as well designed and art-ful.

I don't want to be addressed by my genitalia in my pants, but boy howdy do I know how to effin' use them - if I want to.

I want to be a little bit of everything, even when I feel like a whole lot of nothing.

Can we just be, do, start to see what's true?

'cause all these titles and valuations seem to leave us tried, tested, - found wanting, sad and blue.