it's foreign to me,
to not be heartbroken or obsessed.

there's not a single person
that's constantly on my mind
every second of every day of my life.

nobody in particular to think of,
when i pretend i'm being held at night,
listening to the sad breakup songs i once related to.

it's strange, not painting my nails anyone's favorite color,
or doing my hair or makeup for anyone like i used to.

now, if i were to think of a "him"
not a single specific person would appear.
and neither would those feelings of hopeless longing.

It takes one look into your eyes,
and I can tell you're not alright.
The words you don't say aloud
lay heavy on your chest at night.
Every time you cry
I wish I was allowed
to give you a reason why,
a will to live, a will to fight.
I want you to be alright.

It took one look into your eyes
to know you would rise
high into the sky
after you said your last goodbye.

I see the sky blue as sea,
Sprinkled with clouds, there they be.
I lay on this soft plain.

Feeling no such important thing
Other than ultimate peace
I see the sky blue as sea,

Many struggle with a wrinkle in their suit
When they should go with the heavenly flow
I lay on this soft plain.

Come lay on this soft plain
And contemplate where we belong
I see the sky blue as sea,

Watch the clouds keep flying by
As they keep watch over, us bundles of nerves
I lay on this soft plain.

Close your eyes and breathe deep, close your brain
Try to go to sleep, dream
and see the sky blue as sea,
lay on this soft plain with me