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Eliza Lindsey Jan 2017
You play the role of a happy person
with a smile across your face.
But deep inside it hurts
And your crying out for help.
Eliza Lindsey Jan 2017
When I die, **** it
I wanna go to hell
'Cause I'm a *******
It ain't hard to ******* tell.
Eliza Lindsey Jan 2017
Maybe I should run away.
Try to find a summer day.
What is Love?
Love is pain,
Love is butterflies
and stomach aches,
Love is looking out a window pane
tears dripping
looking like you in the rain.
Eliza Lindsey Jan 2017
Razor blade razor blade
Let's sing a song
Let's erase the pain
Even though it's wrong

I'll press you. Against my skin
And wait for blood to come
My eyes full with tears
The ***** deed is done

The pain is gone
Even if it's only for now
As I smile to myself
And take a little bow

Razor blade razor blade
We sang our song
And now your time is done
Was it really that wrong
Eliza Lindsey Jan 2017
Abandoned
Ugly
Hurt
Like I don't matter
Useless
Invisible
Like I don't belong
Not worthy of love
Eliza Lindsey Jan 2017
The fat friend
The ugly sister
The dumb classmate
The second choice
That depressed girl
The hated child
The *****
The ugly duckling
The girl that will
never be good enough..
Eliza Lindsey Jan 2017
I feel alone. I can't let any people in, I will only get hurt. I feel scared. Not only of people and places, but myself too. What if I lose control? I feel guilty. It's all my fault I'm like this, I just cant seem to change myself.

But how is it that I feel all these feelings, and still feel nothing?
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