Eliza Lindsey

Eliza Lindsey Jun 2015

Every night I lay awake scared of one thing and one thing only, Loosing you. We may not be together. But im scared of never seeing you again. Never talking to you. I don't ever wanna loose you more than I already have.

#lonely #wideawake #looseyou #dontwannalooseyou

Eliza Lindsey Jun 2015

so confused

Do you really love me or do you love her. You know I love you and I want you back. But you want her. You deserve better than her. You told me to get her back to you. But now you are calling me saying you don't know what to do. Help me please tell me what to do cause I am so confused.

#confused #truelove

Eliza Lindsey Jun 2015

I wont change.

I wont change for you nor anyone! I dont care about your judgement. If you dont like me then you can leave me alone. I wont change for someone thats selfish, doesn't respect people who care.

#respect #wontchange #yourselfish

Eliza Lindsey Jun 2015

The demon brings me down!

I gave you a warning! I told you to stay away.
I'm poison that kills everything that comes to contact.
I care for you too much to let you get close to me!
I don't want to loose you.

You say nothing will happen to you but I know I will hurt you.
I have a demon hiding inside of me, just waiting till I get close to someone, then it will escape and take down everyone I love!
I hate that **** demon!
It always brings me down!

Eliza Lindsey Jun 2015

My love for him.

I wish he knew how strong my love for him is but now its too late, I cant talk to him. Im too far gone, too depressed, too hurt. He will never know how I feel so I shall know forever forget of my love for a great person.