Being heartbroken
Isn't as hard as trying
To trust and love
Again.

You destroyed me
In devestatingly beautiful ways
That when you left
I turned the pain
You inflicted on me to words.

They admire my ruins and
Call them poetry.

But to me,
It's nothing but insanity.

All of a sudden,
The love which I thought was ours
Turned out to be mine.

Only Mine.

It was just me
Loving the both of us.

Alone.

Of all the mistakes
I've ever made, the worse one
Would be falling in love with you
Even after knowing
That you don't have the space
In your heart
To love me back.

If there is anything
I could be, I would love to be
Your mirror and show
You all the goodness you have
Buried within you.

I would love to show you
Everything that you have failed to
See in yourself and
Make you understand why
You are worthy of being loved.

The memories
You left behind are like wine,
The older they get, the
Stronger the hangover
From it is.

Loving you was the most beautiful
Thing I've ever done,
But it also gave me the most heart
Crushing pain.

Knowing that you will never
Love me back, and
Knowing that you will love someone
Else and get kissed by them
Is like being granted
An immortal life when all you
Want to do is die.