You have to understand that people will leave your life. You can’t fall apart every time it happens.

Brilliantly after saying my Prayers the candle burned out.
Glistening & Glimmering were the stars.
From Dusk til Dawn
Over looking the sea on which the moon was shining.
I sat marinating in the lunar night.
As if my fortune of Heaven, Yielded the sensation of gratitude, resting in my snow white sheets.
Inspired by solitary places I have been  under the night sky.
Amber walked to sight, a blessing unseen until tonight.
I took a leap of faith and then Amber walked on to my path. Now we hold hands on walks through day and night.

Charlie Brown said: We only live once.
Snoopy said: No Charlie we only die once. We live everyday!

Born to die
Live to cry
Life is a river
Go with the flow!

After my last heart break......
I build myself a castle
Protected by a Great wall
With a Grand draw bridge and it was pulled up, closed, unwelcoming.
A beautiful moat with an abundance
Of nature surrounding it's banks
Drained of it's spirit and soul.
Spying on potential lovers from my ivory tower.
I felt safe, lonely, unhappy, unfulfilled.

As I stare
Far into the deep black sky
A twinkle in my eye
The light shines from such a distance
That it source is no longer in existence

Vast like the desert
Infinite like the universe
My heart & mind
Understanding them both
An endless moment in time

Personal Legend is the journey
Eternal alchemy is the key
Spirit in my Temple
please guide me
As I stare into eternity

Set in the Sky's horizon at dawn was the Morningstar.
The Moon Luna tagged along right behind.
Follow by the brightness of the Son of man.
No words can express the secret agony of my soul as I sunk into this companionship.
There is no new thing done which is not been, even this is vanity!

The fear evaporated and I became articulate and apparently very very funny.
The fortitude and resilience of youth made me invincible.
I drink and became drunk,disintegrated, psychiatric help I could not practice abstinence.
Reading self-help books from Freud to Jung.
The relationship with alcohol will always be there waiting to ****** me.
The relationship with alcohol became insidious, terrifying until I walked into AA and found some help.

Drama, trauma, toxic, delirious
As though moving a checker to another square
My life perception is in despair
A great book read twice
Aristocat in Paradise
A masquerade to escape my life
I brought a knife to end my life
Life is a mirage you live everyday
you only die once
So live day to day

I AM whatever you say I AM
If wasn't then why would I say I AM
I AM whatever I say I AM!
If I wasn't why would I say I AM!

A smart person knows what to say
A wise person knows rather to say it or not.
What's understood doesn't have to be said.
Do you want to be right or at peace?

I'm not going to let no mud duck run amuck on me!

As you focus on many things Distortion is inevitable.
Imagine the mind not correctly focus on one particular idea, but several at once.
Similar to a magnifying glass not properly calibrated.
With some adjustment that same instrument focused will create a beam of light, hot enough to create fire, cut Egyptian Stone.
The Spirit that lives in our Temple, Gift by the LORD of the universe, fixated on one particular goal, you will burn a whole thru space and time.
In between those ears is a powerful laser beam.
Magnify with me, let's harness this unlimited power, let's zoom in.
Glorify with me, this boundless energy gifted by the Alpha and Omega.

A mile wide an inch thick
A Brick wall playing a card trick
Chewing gum n hard ****
Met her at the bar, *** is fit
A woman's seduction
I AM an addict
Hit it then quit
I AM a master manipulator at this ****
I walked into the bar I AM the white rabbit
I got the MapQuest to destruction
It's a one way trip
PAM a vicious cycle
I'm tired of this ****.

Michael EL Nopal grew from a Baron land
The defending himself with thorns
Thirsty For water to drink
Somehow he produce pitayas to eat
Knowing that they would judge the Nopal
By the lack of fruits He bare
He was still proud, they was rare.  
Ripe with dimples, smiling with a dare
Even through pain, still willing to share  
A thorn to the heart as I stare, life is a mirage and he is no longer there.

Cause I'm a ******
Yeah I'm a ******
Yeeeee Let's go Baby!!!!
That's right that's right
I'm buzzing in from light years away
Putting a whole in ur lid
Like that ****** kid named Sid
All yeee toys bore me
I'd rather watch Toy Story
The Wicked Wizard of the West bring yeeee words you can digest
I got the MAP quest
PAM I knock you out
Initials in reverse
My spells and curses well rehearsed
Yeahhhh I'm a ******!!

Echo of Light
Jonny El Nopal
The Love Flower
Goddess Guadalupe
Owl to Serpent
Faded to Vanity
Current
Gatsby
Money Tree
Narcissist
Olympus
Pillow
Prince of Poverty
Ringing Bell
The Peacher
Real
Michael ******
Narcissist to Alchemism
Abondment
Defenses Block New Love
The Dickens
Unbelievable
X Supernatural X

A person with powers like mine never dies.
Ambiguous and open to interpretation, colorful and vibrant.
People are insecure, and their identities are in flux.
My poise and attitude increases the fear.
Never obsessed with the obsessive quality of peoples interest.
The ultimate social evil is boredom, which I AM not
Influence of people sense of self in this manner is insidious and profound.
With the gift to turn the base matters of words into gold.
Similar to the gift of the Philosopher’s Stone.
I AM an Alchemist please don't throw
Rocks at my Throne!
.

Flora, Fauna, Funga
The future is Funga!
Now is the time to understand what it holds.
The Furci
Aaahaaa moment has arrived
A beautiful time to trip out
N hide!!!
Transported in a Dysfunctional Pangaea because of the global supply and demand hidden in economy.
Deadly to humans trees and amphibious things.
Beware of the Death Cap it means more than a psychedelic scene
It leads to the ultimate paradox it's a deadly end instead of the opening to Pandora's box!

From the high desert looking down to the city
People in the material world I pity.
Looking from above it’s like an animal farm.
Sometimes I imagine strolling on down displaying my charm. Aristocats, sipping fine wine, but I will not talk to them.
I will not cast my pearls into the swine.
Oh yea **** your fine wine.

Who told you they would be out because the blacktop is hot?
Who's light was used to find it slithering where you said it would not be?
Who sacrificed their personal belongings to catch and release?
Who talks and talks and knows not true facts with data that is incomplete?
Who listens to redrum music?
Who is the one doing The shining?   OOOOH that's me!
I caught the baby Mojave rattling green?
Who?
Michael A Pettigrew took a rod & wrapped the poisonous rattler and had them stare terror in the face.
That old serpent deserves to live in fear with Grace.
On the Sabbath day these events took place.

Warm & comfortable
Feathers & cotton
I AM cooler then the other side
Where ever I lay, it provides
A soft place my tears
It's absorbed them for years
Wrapped around my head
It protects my ears
Silly play fights
During the day & Dreams at night
I Love my pillow it's the best
For alleviating stress.

Thank you creator of the universe for the gift of life you have given me. Thank you for giving me everything I have ever truly needed.
Thank you for giving me the opportunity to experience this beautiful body and this wonderful mind. Thank you for living inside of me with all of your love with pure and boundless Spirit, with your warm and radiant light.
Thank you for using my words for using my eyes for using my heart to share your love wherever I go.
I love you just the way you are and because I am your creation I love myself just the way I am.
Help me to keep the love and the peace in my heart and to make that love a new way of life that I may live in love the rest of my life.
Aaaaaaamenn!!!

Honor thy mother, Serve thy brother  
I see The Angel in me
Jaded by the World ,40 years, 40 nights
At War with the flesh , A Prince, A Knight
I Am Michael & Hail! Christ is King!
May The Holy Spirit be with Yeeeeee!

Cause I'm a ******
Yeah I'm a ******
Yeeeee Let's go Baby!!!!
That's right that's right
I'm buzzing in from light years away
Putting a whole in ur lid
Like that ****** kid named Sid
All yeee toys bore me
I'd rather watch Toy Story
The Wicked Wizard of the West bring yeeee words you can digest
I got the MAP quest
PAM I knock you out
Initials in reverse
My spells and curses well rehearsed
Yeahhhh I'm a ******!!

Real eyes
Realize
Real lies

Transported with grief & mortification.
Making motions at myself with a razor.
I determined that this life was endurable.
In this house, as I hope to go to heaven.
I was young & childish.
I was in an alarming state.
Dealing with a thing so anomalous.
I suffered in secret & exquisitely.
Through perfectly familiar with my conduct.
My manner was different enough.
Never to do to-morrow what you do today.
Procrastination is the thief of time.
Collar it.
My spirit in terror malnourished by my environment.
Be yourself everyone else is already taken.

Imagine the alpha and Omega choose you to have a son. Her son physically weaker than Hercules slower than Achilles.
In a divine way he conquered without spreading hate.
We know man created his story but where is her story? Why do they keep it classified? Ye who records her story seduces history. Women have powers that are stored away and man suppress them because they're afraid.
All Hail Guadalupe!!!

Downloaded from a cloud
Word chiseled on a Tablet:

At first there was the Word
Without sound it was heard
Sight beyond time
GOD, Our Temple, our mind.

First thought is natural
Second is choice
Action is reaction
In heaven as on Earth

Fear of the Lord refines hearts
The Love of Christ defines hearts
Holy Spirit surpasses knowledge
See you in the dark.

A fish from the sea that can climb a tree!
Like flowers to the beez
I got you honey
Lack material of money
Still holding the ultimate
Currency
Ability to switch attitudes to
*Positivity

The tree of knowledge taught me how to send spoken word back. Lucifer asked me a question and I answered back! Telepathically I sent a vibration back. I realized you can get kicked out of heaven for that.

Taking the next step in your journey is all about trust.
Power of Faith, travels beyond our perception.
A whole another simulation of new possibilities.
The Bridge of Faith removes relentless terror.
Teleporting you from past to present from old to new, from lack to abundance.
There is always an unseen path.
Either take the first step or learn to fly.
Remember I am The Alchemist I will either turn into the wind or die!
Hope walks through fire and faith feeds it!