I am an Adult Miniature
Which means
I kinda sort am an adult

But too poor
To live by own
And support myself

But I do the things adults do
Like workout
And I sometimes go to work

And I feel kind of
Awkward sometimes

I will watch a movie now
Because I don't
Know any women
To hang out with

Well this is my life
The life of
An adult miniature

Are you about 30 with an education like me
Are you broke living at home?
Hard to find a good job isn't it?

Your parents like mine
Had a much easier job market at their age

I learned from them that money is so important
Money,money,money

Our money doesn't have much value anymore

So what is going on with Jade Helm?  
The police are training with the military

A Navy Seal says that this is the final training exercise
He says it is the final preparation for the collapse
Of the U.S. government and the management
Of civil unrest and martial law

I hope for the best, but prepare for the worst

I hate stupid questions

And stupid people

Stupid family members

Stupid housewife

*******

Global economies
On thr brink of destruction

Planet earth being ruined
Because of man's ignorance

Man is not a good steward
Of this earth

Martial Law
Military take over
Of the Southwestern U.S.
Through FEMA camps

Food Supply cut off
I am convinced
That American life
Is going to drastically change

People are clueless
Most people are not aware

All the world's wealthiest
Leaving America

Tensions with Russia and China
We are open to a EMP attack

Our currency worthless

So unconventional you were Mrs. Wollstonecraft
Witty and courageous too
It took great daring to criticize Rousseau

I think I love you

A day of reckoning
Will come eventually

According to Dr. Ron Paul

Inflation

The lack of pricing
For money

Spend more money
Print more money

The day of reckoning
Is at hand

93 million unemployed

The market
Will take over

The governments will lie
200 trillion
Unfunded obligations

The debt will not be paid
The foundation has been eroded

Can't correct the problem
With more spending
And more debt

Unsustainable
The system is not viable

Cannot preserve the debt

Cannot find answers
In more government

Enjoy your Sunday Morning

I hope that you do

I listen to the birds
I eat my cereal bowl
I will have some yogurt perhaps
Rasins too

I think a small cup
Of hot chocolate ovaltine will do

Enjoy your Sunday morning

And I will too

Bubble Boy
Bubble boy

Life through a bubble
And isn't a joy

Laugh at me
Call me names

I don't care
It's all the same

My disconnected self
Is not good for my health
And for years

I've been trying
Been trying
To fix my body

But to you
I'm just the one
Who stares

The one who sits alone
Over there

America is dying
So it seems
No more American dreams

31 and living at home
I'll never have enough
Money to live alone

I see people
I hear voices
I live a life
Without choices

It's just an illusion
You see

This bubble is
Overwhelming me

I've seen all the sides of man
Been pleasuring myself
With my left hand

Hard to tell
The night
From the day

Bubble please
Go away

And he reaches inside himself
Inside the bubble
Push
Push my chest out

Shoulders and chest
Need to be aligned

"How you doing buddy?"
Oh just fine

That questioned
Was just asked behind me
But was not directed at me

I see and see and see.........
And what is the purpose
Of all this?

I'll bang this table
With my fist

This is my life inside the bubble

A

So I was going to file my taxes online
But they make you pay to e-file
So **** it

I can't afford to e-file
I would have liked to

I entered the amount of accrued interest
On my 1098e student loan form

Lol thought I would get some money back
But so poor
Can't even afford to e-file

hey

Did you ever stop
To think

If I wanted the food
I'd get it myself

Idiot

So stop asking
"Do you want this?"
"Do you want that?"

I'm 30 years old idiot
If I want the food
I'll help myself

I drove in my car
I didn't drive far

Through the suburban neighborhoods

A friday night football game
A man and woman
With their son

Cruising the streets
Of my old neighborhood
Isn't it fun

My old childhood street
Is just a mile
Or so away

I'm not sure
What to do today

I'll go to the gym
And that's a bore

A life of seeing
What a snore

It seems
I am in this world
Just to see

My existence
A dull misery

Growing tired
Growing older

I have climbed
Mountain trails
And stood upon boulders

I have made some improvement
With my akward shoulder

America is quite a place
Life leaves a bitter taste

Conceptions of self
What am I
I gaze upward
Toward the sky

It's a dull reality
But I'm thankful
I am me

I miss my friend Liz
She understood
And cared for me

Now there is no one
To talk to me

Sent to fight as part of a ****** team
Viet Kong are awfully mean
They made hidden door traps
Made my buddies' bones snap

The spotter is with me on this day
I'm going to make the Viet Kong pay
A ******'s duty it is to ****

I won't do it this time
Our Father in heaven gave me a sign

He is not the enemy
They will not push me to a sin
The greatest enemy you will ever face
Lies within

Blah Blah Blah
Blah Blah Blah Blah

Some obnoxious
Individiual that lives here

Said something to me

I had my headphones on

He watches 3.5 hours
Of television
After sitting
For 7 hours
At an office

Incredibly stupid

This is
"His program"

And he is quite proud
Of the dollars
He has made

And quite angry
I think
At his miserable
Existence

Slaves like him
Hate free people
Like me

People that go
Where they please

I run
My own
Life program

I'm not
And I refuse
To be
An office slave

I will live here

The man of Tao
Is not understood

Silence is interpreted
As weakness

Stillness is interpreted
As laziness

This is my life

I'm turning off
The American program

Go away
And stay away

This is matrix Earth

All the **** ladies here where short shorts
They do not talk to me
I am not good looking guy
Oh well
Who cares, right?
Nobody cares

I like it here
The trails
And Lukens lake too

I wish she hadn't smiled
At me
At the old check in

At Camp Curry

Beautiful
Kind smile and eyes

I'd rather not see
Something beautiful

She'll just haunt my memory
Someone else's lover

Life is sad

I am a man alone in nature
Back to Lukens Lake I may go

I'm running out of money
I didn't realize that Amazon
Was going to charge
My Prime account
So soon

And that smile
Will forever haunt me
The lady at the lounge

I prayed to Jesus
To fix my awkward shoulder
Turns out he doesn't care
And it bothers me everyday

And I may hike on
Into oblivion

**** life
Nothing is ever okay

First I went on a hike in the canyon
I made sure that my stone message
Was still in tact

I saw a woman who I often see working out at my gym
A beautiful asian woman and her dog
I bet she would love my companionship
I would love to give her oral pleasure

I made sure that my stone message
Was still in tact
"There are four lights"
A testament to man's ability to reason
Captain Picard was tortured

He was promised a life of ease
And luxury
If he would change his answer
He would rather live as a slave
Then be a non rational being

There are four lights!
Picard, my hero

My stone inscription
Is a testament to your dedication to reason
Man's ability to reason comes from God, the source.

I emerged from the canyon
Walking with my hiking sticks
And went for a relaxing drive
As I am often prone to do

There is something sacred about the evening
I would say it is my favorite time of day
I wound my way up into upper Altadena

I saw a woman walking her dog
I made my way back down and reached Lake
Then headed west of Lake

I saw a woman pulling up to her residence
She emerged from her car
What a beautiful body she had
I hope I find a mistress like her one day

There is something sacred about the Tao
I like to observe
A man on his bike made his way past me
And followed my route back toward Pasadena

I ended up in Best Buy
Still enjoying my podcast
About British colonies during the American Revolution

It is fun to wander
No particular purpose
No rhyme or reason
Just to wander
And listen to my podcast

I very much enjoy the Tao
I enjoy observing everyday life

I got my hiking poles and made my way
Into the neighborhood
Parallel to the Best Buy parking lot

I saw a beautiful woman heading in to her house
As I walked by
And a few other men walking in the neighborhood

My how I love to go walking
Something ancient and beautiful about it
I think about the beauty of walking

Too many Americans waste time
Sitting in front of the television
They should tune in to reality
Tune in to mother earth
The Tao is wise mother

The Tao is just normal everyday consciousness
It is said that a man who understands the Tao
Can die content in the evening
Having observed the course of the day

One day I hope to go walking with a woman
A woman who cares for me
I am such a kind person

It would be a tragedy not to meet someone

Those chimps
Just wanted to be left alone

They used the stick
As a tool

And started hitting the drone

That will teach the drone to stay away

These chimps are planning ahead
How interesting
I must say

La da di
La da di
La da da

*** pum pum
Pum pum pum
Pum pum pum

This is fun
Oh what fun
Life is fun!

As I dance
With this life in the sun

And if life is my dance partner there

I dance and let go
Without a care

Then I sit back and watch
As she moves all alone

In this world
I drift from place
To place
Without a home

Well you see 5 million years ago the galactic economy collapsed
Seeing that custom built planets
Were something of a luxury commodity...

Doing the coastlines was always my favorite
lol

I was once told
That I had
To work a
40 hour work week

I laugh at that idea

I am here
To do
The absolute minimum

Because I can
And I will

The end.

Yesterday
Hello Poetry was down
That made me have a little frown

I had planned a poem in my head
And thought about it more before going to bed

It's called "The Crying Time"
Yesterday about 45 min before 3
This was not a good time for me

That used to be about the time
When I felt so fine

She used to listen to my poems
I her welcoming office, I met her there

She means so much to me
But our relationship and those times have ceased to be

So on Fridays a bit before three
Will the loving women of hello poetry think of me?

Send your love and warm feelings to
I send my love back to you

I wish I had a loving woman to say "there there"
To pat my back with great care

We all get older
Going to the gym
Everyday

Won't keep us young
Like a family friend said

We all age
The body grows old

I suppose he fears old age

The 21st century
It isolates me
I have my therapist
I love her
She is my friend

I have a few friends
Other than that
I am lonely!

I just have this machine mostly
And these youtube videos
F*!

And it's Friday again
And there is a guest at our house
And I'd like to go home
But I can't

And I'm here at Starbucks
Looks like the woman next to me
Is having a good time
Laughing and talking to somebody online

And what do I see outside
A group of friends talking
And having fun

And I'm alone
At least I have my youtube

Off to get some soup
At Whole Foods

The Incinerator
Does not care

How much money
You have
Or how many degrees

It does not care
About your family
Your hopes
Dreams or desires

It is the incinerator
And that is its function

The obese
And elderly
Will be the first

Taken from their homes
Tossed into the incinerator

There are limited resources
And a land
That was once plentiful
Has become barren

I've really grown
To love myself
More and more
Each day

After all
This is MY life

I have failed at many things
I don't have a strong muscular body

Why build up my muscles
Even more anyhow?

The overly large
Muscular and
Obese individuals
Will be the first to die

During the time of trials

With limited resources
Their bodies
Did not receive the
Necessary nourishment

I'm here
I'm here

Say it to yourself
And scream it out loud!

Run, Run from the incinerator

The snipers may get you
But a bullet is swift
And merciful

To burn in the incinerator
Well
That's not a pleasant thought
Is it?

I don't know what
America stands for
Do you?

I think there are many good people
That live here

But I don't think much
Of our government
And our government

Thinks even less of us

Smart appliances
To record
Smart phones
To save data

London is the most
Surveilled nation
In the world

I hope it never becomes
Like that here

Every minute in a public space
Being recorded
On their CCTV cameras

The thought police arrested
John Middleton
Of 480 Ashbury Lane

For a thought crime
He was angry
At his employer

He believed he was dismissed
From his job
Unfairly

And so in anger
He imagined bashing
His face in

Such a violent thought

The evidence was reviewed

Of course by now all thoughts
Were being uploaded
To the super computer
And stored in the cloud

Each human being
Had to be chipped
There memories stored

Each waking thought
And sleeping dream
Recorded

It's been terrible
Hasn't it?
Human life

I'd say so
But it could always be worse
And it has been for others

Run
Run Mr. Middleton
Run from the incinerator

Such violent thoughts!
The orchestrators
Of this one world order

Will not allow such
Violent thoughts
In their society

Mr. Middleton's digital monitor
(That was required in every living unit)
Calmly read the recommended
Daily intake of nutrients

He could hear
The incinerator
Always came
In the early morning

At the waking hour

It's been terrible
I know John
Hard for the most part

Holy Holy Holy
Is the......
John remembered quickly
That any repeated thoughts
Of a Divine Being

Would move him higher up
On the incinerator's list

Fear not the fires that burn
The creators
Of the incinerator
Will one day learn...

The ******* shot
And the down blouse shot

And the hidden spy cams

Placed in bathrooms
And bedrooms

This is the life
Of the ******

It was a sin
He knew this

But could not resist
As the women
Showered, changed
And had ***

He recorded them

In public parks
His binoculars
Followed their hands

As they reached down the pants
Of their lovers

His binoculars
Followed the hands
Of their lovers

Groping and fondling them
******* them too

This is the life
Of a ******

Labeled
A "Peeping Tom"

Just because of his
Natural human curiosity

Is Monogamy
All that it is
Cracked up to be?

When we only live so long

Some would say
Having more than
One partner is wrong

Love for your first partner
Still can remain strong

Discuss it
Or maybe not

This new person
Has got you hot

And though you have
Enjoyed hubby's tender kiss...

Why miss?
An opportunity to Make a connection
With a lovely human being

I love powerful quotes.
Here are three I found
In Pamela Rae's profile

I found them to be
Quite true in my own life

“We are each of us angels with only one wing. We can only fly by embracing one another.” ~ Luciano de Crescenzo

“Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.”― Martin Luther King, Jr.

“Leave the past behind,
Cast it out of mind,
Relish what you see
For it soon will shape,
who you aim to be.”—Joe Adomavicia

I hear on an ad
That those who dare to dream
Drive the world forward

The world is not driven forward
Life is a natural process
Cease striving

The world cannot be driven forward
The world does not need to be saved
It's just the world
And let's just let it do it's thing

A Cruel World

For a few fleeting moments

You may enjoy

A chat with a woman online

She is kind

Then she leaves

Is it just better not to seek companionship?

Maybe


Afterall-- Being alone
That is the natural state
Of my existence

Beautiful things they go away
The therapist
The kind woman online

You know
The more times it happens
One day I'll just forget about
Ever meeting anyone

To enjoy women
But not to know any

Oh you know
It's all so ******

We were having a lovely conversation
Ah well
You know good things are usually spoiled

Now I'm alone again
Sitting at my computer

Every time I seek
For some human companionship

Just **** it
******* **** **** **** ****

I'm not afraid you know
Of globalists and ****** teams
Of endless days searching for food

I'm not afraid
Because I spend my life alone

Alone on earth
No one gives a ****

Why, why, ****** ****

We were having a nice conversation?
I didn't say anything rude

Ugh ******
Maybe I shouldn't have mentioned the therapist

Oh well you know
I just wish I had some ******* friends
That I could see each week

We are isolated
Young Americans....
ISOLATED

No man is an island
But I am close

Make sure you have the necessary food and water
Emergency supplies
Remember to care about yourself
Say your prayers

You're all alone and just with God
Nobody ******* cares

Fuckking fuckk!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

******* **** !!!!!!!!!!!

GET BACK TO THE COMPUTER!!!!!!!

I NEED TO TALK--

WHY DID YOU LEAVE?

YOU MADE ME GO TO THE MOUNTAINS

AGAIN!

Yes I am a ******
Almost 31 years old
And I hope to find a mistress

And learn to do
As I am told

I will polish her heels
And clean her kitchen floor

Bend over for a spanking

And even beg for more

Her way
Or the highway

Mistress rules the day

I don't have any plans

At the moment
I am eating frozen fruit
At a Starbucks

I am staying at an old
Family property

One of the workers
I met today
Told me about
An old hole
He had to fill
In the bathroom

My sister is
Being rude
And mean lately

Trying to guilt trip me
For not being grateful

She thinks she is important
Because she has money

One day
In my lifetime
America will be destroyed
And life here will continue
To decline

America
This wicked land
With its corrupt government

One day
My sister's
Paper dollars
Will be useless

There is a reason
Why other people chant
"Death to America"
Across the world

Wow
That woman
Who walked by
Had large *******
I want to squeeze them

But I can't

There are many things
I'd like to do with women
But I can't do them

Dear Lord I pray
Let their be ***** babes
In heaven

Let them be *******
With large supple *******!

Let them be friendly
And intelligent

And let their vaginas
Have sweet golden nectar

Well who knows
It's just a dream

I dream of more good friends

Oh gosh
Here comes another one
I'm really noticing
These hot women

My ***** grows in my pants
That's what happens at 32

***** women
With toned legs

That really was
A good Berry Medley mix

Let brotherly love continue
The church sign says

Love your neighbor as your own self

Why did she move that table?
Kind of odd
The world is full
Of strange happenings

Have a good day
Wherever you may be

I got my haircut
By the same women
I have been going to

For the last 10 years

And at this barber shop
A woman in her 60's

Helped her father
In his 80's or 90's

Get his haircut

And the young man opened the door
For them

And there was the father
With his young children there

And I saw
The farmer's market
At the park

And people exercising
Young and old

And I thought
Overall
We are a pretty good people

And I thought how grateful
I was to have food
And shelter

And I considered
A day when
This would all be gone

It's no guarantee
What we have now

Well
At least I appreciated it
While everything
Was so easy
In America

You are cordially invited
To visit
My showcase room

My bedroom
Is like a house
To me

It has everything you see

Books
Toothpaste
And deodorant
On the shelf

Canned goods packed
In little bags
They are good
For my health

My Kenmore fan
That blows and blows

This is my showcase room
Now you know

It began
With buttermilk cakes
That I made with milk

I made some for my sister too

Shredded chicken
And a creamy broth
Had been combined
To form a chicken soup
That I had after

Some trail mix
And Craisins
A pear too

I ate these
Right around 2

I walked up the trail
Just a short way
I didn't need to go
Any further

Craftsman homes
At the end
Of the valley
On the edge
Of an earthly ledge

Mountains in the distance
Two hawks glide
And ride upon the wind

A man does work
On a roof of a house
In the valley

I breathe in the valley
And breathe out

Let the mind become still

The bark of the dogs
Can be heard from
A long way away

Some hikers stop
Already winded

A woman says
"First water, 1.5 miles"
Reading the sign
"If there is not any water
I'm going to cry"

Looking forward to the water
She must have been
There probably was none

Step by step
I just wanted her
To enjoy the trail
Enjoy the journey

If there is water
There is water
If it is dry
It is dry

I squint my eyes
Greens and browns
Silvers from buildings
Like tiny jewels

I make my way down
The short bit of trail
Stones compose
The beautiful home

Sunlight can be seen
Through the bamboo stalks

Some chicken salad
Carrot soup
Popcorn and a yogurt

Sometimes I eat a bit too much
I suppose now I will watch Star Trek

It turns out
That yesterday
Was the same
As today

And it's mostly
All the same

And everything
Is A-okay

And I'll be sitting
In this same place
Next Year
In the month of May

On and on
It comes and goes

All I can say
Is this place
***** and Blows

:). slurp slurp. Hehe

It ***** a big one
Yes it does

And i like writing
About *******
Just because...

I'm sending the idiot
Who killed
Cecil the lion

Back to the park
With not gun or bow

A terrible man
And he deserves to pay
You know?

And Jericho, Cecil's cousin
Will pounce on him
Use his claws
To tear him to shreds

And with a final bite
Jericho will
Gnaw off the hunter's head

I think people
Should only hunt for survival

Are we looking for love?
I hope to feel love or be loved

Almost 30 years now
On this Earth

I haven't really felt it
Sure there have been people that cared
There are people I love
My friends are important

I once loved a woman
Or thought it was love
Or something intense
Mixed feelings I had
I'm not sure what

But she didn't love me

I am learning
Learning I will never meet anyone

I will work and work endlessly
Nothing will come
Except more times

The emptiness of existence

When I was in preschool
I sat in a chair crying
Crying for mom
I didn't play with others

Now I'm not crying

I will probably never meet
That really good friend or partner

I'll probably always be alone
That's okay
I have the times
I keep the times
Almost 30 now

Strange
Ultimately it seems
As though I am swept away in life
Making decisions but ultimately

It is all predetermined?
Like some matrix program
Program earth
Four seasons in a year

I have myself
There is always the self
Know yourself
And love yourself
2015 now

I am strong
I am strong
I do not need a woman's love or touch

Some men do
I am not like them

All day on the driving range
Hitting golf *****
Alone
Alone again
I am still here alone
Me and myself and I
Alone, Alone, Alone
This is earth my home

I will not retire
I will work until I die
This is my home
Earth is my home
I am a soldier of this life

Just one time
I wanted to feel love
Stupid
Dreams dreams stupid dreams
Fantasies

Embrace the reality
The cruelty of it all

America is crumbling
The middle class dream over
I see hard times
Hard times on the horizon

I am a warrior of this earth
Of this life battle
Battle on
Battle on
I do not fear

Once I cared for someone
She did not care for me
It was then I learned
Don't trust people
They will only hurt you
People will only hurt you

I have a few friends

I'll probably never meet that good friend

When's Jesus coming back?
Who knows

Transhumanism, Posthumanism
That stuff is ******* up

In my heart I still believe in Jesus
The one who overcomes

Alone Alone
At the gym alone
At the driving range alone

Driving alone
I love the times

Life is not sweet
Our dollars are not worth much anymore

When the hard times come
When the terrible times come

I will be ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready I will not falter
I will not fail

My grandfather was a solder in WWII in North Africa

America you are doomed
The American dollar finished
There is no economic recovery

Prepare Americans prepare
The government will not be there for you
Hard times coming

They don't understand
Why I don't want to
Spend 40 hours a week
At some office

I work part time

Too many interests

Money is power

The more money you have
The more important of a person
You are

That's a horrible thing
To teach someone

I don't know what
To say

He keeps doing the same
Things
At the same times

They despise me
Because I'm poor
Money is their master

In this corrupt
Financial system

You know
I looked at the pineapple
In the cup

In the refrigerator

And thought I'm like
The pineapple
In a way

Not being able
To see outside
Of the cup

I live on some type
Of simulation

You don't do anything
Inside a simulation

It spins and spins
Rotating around the sun

Isn't it strange
And isn't it fun

I just pleasured myself
And had a c

Cosmic Consciousness

At the gas station
I offered to buy a man
A granola bar
He had returned

I thought he couldn't
Afford it

But he just returned it
Because there was
An ingredient in it
He couldn't have

I said I
Was embarrased

He said it was
Sweet of me

And that I restored
His faith in mankind

Well, that was
Kind of him

Just try to love
Your fellow man

I went on a walk
In the neighborhood
In the mountains

I met a kind woman
She complimented me
And I did the same

I won't say what was said
Some things
I keep only for me
And don't even
Type them here

It was a wonderful walk

I heard the birds

And I picked up
The conversations
As I often do

Dream time

I turned left down the street

As I type
I am listening to
A recording
Of birds

I cannot remember where
It was taken
There are voices
In the background

On my walk this evening
The parrots squawked
Four flew close together

"Feed the birds"
She said
She was giving them seed
On her front porch

Through the trees
Of a front lawn
A woman in her kitchen

And on the corner
A man and woman
Surveyed the small trees
And plants on their lawn

And I am reminded
That this is America

This is a beautiful land
A beautiful land
And these people
Live in peace

And in these beautiful
Mountain homes

And aren't they blessed

And I prayed
For these people

Just like I prayed
For the people
At the gym

I did not know them
But I spent so much time
WIth some people
At the gym

They are my brothers
And sisters

We spent time
Doing the same activity
In our American gym

And everyday
You have food
And shelter
And some friends

Well be grateful

I can't help but smile
I wish I had someone to joke with
Or laugh with

I'll have to go online
To strike up an online conversation

Anyone wanna chat on yahoo mess
Or skype, or gmail chat?
Or chatstep?

Lol
I just ate a big artechoke

Old Americans
Fully confident
In their American system

In their worthless paper
Currency
Equivalent to toilet paper

There is no reason
To work anymore
Young Americans

The Fed can print
And print
And print

But the market
Will make the correction

It's over
You idiots
They still don't
Get it

America is doomed

If I am living in the end of days
Or the end of America
Let it come

After all the things
I've been through
I'm not afraid

I'll be on the golf course
Even if they have shut it down

Even if there are hurricane force winds
And lightning
I just don't care!!

I'm alone again
How I always was

This is my game
A game I will play forever

The emptiness, The pain
And there is always more

Always more of this
Whatever it is I am doing these days

On and on
Shot after shot
Hole after hole

The therapist she
Left me
And it would have

Been nice
If she told me
She loved me

But she didn't!

And so I return to
The golf course

Despised by man
Misunderstood
Hated

My akward shoulder and hip
Forever alone

When judgement comes
There is nowhere to run
Or hide

When judgement comes
To America

I am sitting all day
Alone again

Month after month!

America dies slowly

I return to the mountains
Like Gollum
Hobbling around

To eat a small fish
Out of the stream

Pretty women
Didn't like me!

And all I ever wanted
Was to find a mistress

A loving woman who
Would listen to me cry
And comfort me

But of course
Things you desire
Don't usually ever come true

A man that likes women
But is never around them

I am always tired
It's this earth
This existence
That I find exhausting

Eating
And seeing and seeing
The same thing

My female friend is not coming

And so I go to hit
Golf *****

Return to the golf course
Until Jesus the Savior returns

I never felt
That confident
Or handsome as a guy

And I always thought
It would be fun
To be a woman

I want to be ******
With a powerful black man

I want a woman
To instruct me

"Use your hands
To **** his big c*
Just like we watched
In the videos

Now open your mouth

'Ohh she moans,
I am so proud of you
You are such a good girl!"

I need to be used
By a bigger stronger man
To be humiliated

I greedily slurp and ****

It turns her on
When I am so submissive

On my knees
For this powerful black man

And I deserve it
Every bit
Of this humiliation

For being ugly
And having a body
Women don't desire

She enjoys seeing me used
As tears stream down my face
As I **** greedily

Protestant Guilt

I do not
Seem to have the
Protestant work ethic

I think I appear lazy
(To the taxpayer)
Yes I live in my parent's home
(Eeeek)

I will wait
And not eat
With my family

If you don't work
You don't deserve to eat!

A 30 year old man
Without a career
My goodness

And I've tried
I've tried
I got myself
A bit of an education

Heck, I ain't a genius
But I'm kinda smart too

I read Aristotle and Camu

Got a BA and a credential
As well

In this life
We all have
A story to tell

And my story
Won't include a job
With minimum wage

So I'm fairly educated
And with no dough

Content to lay about
Underneath
Park trees

Tao is wise mother

Don't you know?

I guess I'll go
To the gym again

I ate a Rice Krispie Treat
This morning
Along with some cereal

It was quite good
Had one last night too

Not that many calories
Or sugar
And quite good

But I won't get in the habit
Of writing them

If you could just see me
At my computer
See my dull face

I'm fairly content
Overall I suppose

There is food
And water
And clothing
And hot showers here

And I'm thankful
For these things

I read in an article
That Tiger Woods hooked up with a ******

That's why Lindsey Vonn broke up with him

What's wrong with people?  

Lindsey always flew to be with Tiger
But Tiger always put his game first
According to the article

The friend of Tiger says he
Wished she had forgave him when they went to therapy

Well, I can understand why she didn't

Falling into an old habit
Hooking up with a ******
When you have a beautiful woman
Like Lindsay Vonn

I don't get it
How can someone who is so dedicated
And has won as many tournaments as him
Be such a big ***** up

I'm in no position to judge
As we all make mistakes
But things were going so well for them
And they were so happy together
Ugh!

It must be because he is pretty much
A self-centered person

Well Lindsay
I can run a bit better than a 7 minute mile
And I am a pretty good golfer
Let's go on a date, lol

A day at the park
A huge park

I wandered around
With my yoga mat

And found a seat
Underneath
The oak tree

I took small videos
So I could observe
The Tao
When I watched them later

I thought of the Buddha

I observed families
Enjoying the day

A woman walked by
With a a child

The child said,
He looks like he doesn't have a home
Does he have a home
She asked

I thought to myself
"Yea, I feel that way
When I spend so much
Time alone

But that's okay
Because Earth is my home

I saw a couple
A strong powerful guy
And his beautiful lady

She was ***** and had
Very strong legs

They were playing volleyball

I had to get a video
And a few pics of her
I did

I even got a shot
Of her wrapping
Her legs around him

As they flirted

Must be fun I guess
I'm just a Christian Taoist
With an akward shoulder

Women ignore me
That's fine

I was content
To be alone in the park

Better to never love a woman
Then to love and lose
After all

It takes strength
To live alone
But the Lord
Is with me

I know life is hard
But it's okay
Just pray to Jesus
On this day

It may sound simple
May sound dumb
But Jesus is the One

I'm not here to preach
Or to tell you what to do
I'm just sayin'

Love is good for you